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:: Saturday, January 23, 2010 ::
i have TONNES of things in my list to buy. everything ranging from cosmetics to skincare to apparels. i badly need new shoes (my current workshoe is practically torn at the sides - how pathetic!) ALOT, really! but, with the same amount of self-restrain, i can only ogle at those items for now. sometimes i feel sick. like i wanna spend the thousands i have in my bank account now. it takes alot of willpower to stop my itching hands to grab the items off its shelves, key in my pin number and kaching! its mine. it gets soooo frustrating!!
(thanks to mama though, who got me the constructivist paintpot by mac wen we were out shopping last wed. i thot i wanna purchase it myself but she paid for me. how nice!)
and abg's bday is just around the corner.. no one noes how upset i am wen i realise that i cant do much for him on his special (turning old) day. the only thing i can afford for now is a simple dinner. i feel so bad. :/
i hope i can come up with something soon enough. which doesnt require much moolahs, and which is memorable enuff for him. no one noes wat im feeling, really.. :(
on top of the countless majlis necessities to settle eg photographer, videographer, henna, kursus, duit kadi, duit berkat, duit cake, duit dulang, pelamin, mak andam (MAMPOS LA!!) okok korang get the idea eh, we're still pending his shoes for dulang, our wedding bands, my shoes for sanding etc. susah betul la nak kawin!! i very stressed out u noe.. u dunno kan.. i noe u dunno dats why i let u noe.. :(
i chatted with some of my gfs who are getting married this year too, and we shared what u wud call the 'bingit of wedding preps talk'. we shared how convenient it wud be to just do a simple akad nikah at romm and just organize a dinner. no need all those traditional fancies & frills. but thats just what we bride-to-bes can only dream of. the reality is, we need to man up to this & get it over and done with. man, tats a tough one!
things have been going great so far. people with experience tell me to cherish my wedding preps, cos once is over, i'll be hoping that i can go thru it again. fact is, i dont think i do! maybe its too early to say.. heh. but seriously, i wish the day would come faster so that i dont have to stay up late to count sheep my expenditures & whether or not i have enough money to support me till the end of the month. taxing is what this all is!
yesternite i got really tired of scouring for honeymoon packages. we didnt even come to a conclusion yet. plenty of destinations to choose from. plenty of travel agencies i've recce-ed. but there's still that eeny meeny bit inside me which prevents me from making a decision. yes, u guessed it. money matters. sure, wen calculated, we have enough funds for a honeymoon to every romantic destination in the world. but what about life after the wedding? what if we're in need of extra cash after that? see thats what worries me the most.
but today our honeymoon woes are over. mama just broke the news to me that she's gonna sponsor our honeymoon fully! but of course, there's the catch. she's only gonna sponsor our trip to hongkong. mr big mouth *aka abang* wanted to go to hk disneyland. he who oso wants to go to egypt, gold coast & bali. hmph. indecisive ah ni mongki. so lets just see whats gonna happen next. i hope we're gonna make a decision soon enuff. time is ticking.
think thats about it for tonight. i have to get the shut-eye now if i dont wanna wake up cranky & scream at patients tomorrow like i did today *haha*. so till next available ranting day everyone. :D
baby bucuk.. ure so mentel. go decide okay! bluekz.
:: bubu ::
@ 12:26 AM
