ehh awaaaakkkk.. hari raya da nk dekat lahhh.. wee!
today am gonna get my baju from the boutique.. like finally eh. lmbt betol itu auntie adjust baju aku. grrr.. if possible i dont wanna stay too long at geylang lah. but i feel like i wanna get a few more things. my hands itch to spend (abg's money). hmmm..
im always feeling like i wanna eat this & that these days. maklumlah, org puasa agaknya. the tekak always so gatal. i want pizzas, sotong balls etc.. even dendeng yg aku tk suka sgt mkn tu pon aku beli. control, control.. maybe ltr i can get some sotong balls. or kebab. wow! *lapar* dont shop when ure hungry ok kawan2..
tomorrow is the last iftar with friends.. and im gonna break-fast with my bie-s.. yay! girls day out! and abg cant follow.. *bluekz*
eh im thinkin of food lah suddenly.. hahah. all those talks about sotong balls & kebabs & dendengs are making me hungry.. uwekkk!! but its ok.. perseverance is key.
oklah more updates ltr lah. wanna go listen to raya songs now. hehehe. love all!
p/s: "someone" took a nap and drooled. hahaha. guess who? hint: K*a*R*L *n*a*
sheesh. i lost my mood completely when the iftar & sheesha session at arab street with my girls was cancelled cos bestie's daughter & helper is down with fever. boohoo. but then after much coaxing her husband, she is now allowed to go out but she's got to be back by 10pm. better than nothing lor! we're planning on a no-fancy, fast food break-fast... at the reliable, old dam. hahah! funny as hell.. dam siak dlm byk2 tempat. but anything to get me out of this house. so damn bored. intending to make kuih tonight for abg's family.. lets see okay? :)
im missing my baby so much. yesterday's parting at the airport was painful; i had to quickly go to the toilet cos i cant stand looking at him going away from me. i dowan to cry alone! heehee. and abg kept making that sad face, he kept staring at me.. i felt sad. it would do so much help to me if u hadnt made that face u mongki u!! the pipe burst at long last after so much restraining. hahah. everyone noes im a crybaby. welllll.. tat just goes to show how gentle my soul is so complaining im not. heheh.
so so cant wait for tomorrow to come.. i wanna see him smile & laugh again. i want to feel him jotos-ing my head again. QUICK MONDAY!! cant believe im actually wishing monday would come soon.. eheheh.
kept listening to this song. like kena with my situasi like dat. kekeke. =p
in just a few hours, the fiance will be leaving for manila.. leaving me fiance-less for 3 solid days.. he wants me to take it that we only didnt meet on sunday, cos im going to send him to the airport tomorrow morning, and im going to fetch him on monday afternoon.. so half day meet only. but STILL!! :(
as if thats not bad enough, im down with fever, flu & cough. i feel so depressed like this. boohoo. :(
gonna try to make tomorrow's parting a little less dramatic. but i noe myself too well. i noe just how easy it is to make me cry.. vulnerable is me. and that fact makes me more depressed. tsk.
i need my rest now, but i dont feel like sleeping. i dont want time to pass on quickly and force me to leave my beloved. ok even before sending him im already so dramatic. hahah. okok seriously now.. a good rest is what i need. goodnite now folks. have much better days ahead than mine. *bluekz*
im going to miss you so much baby. and i've packed something for you to bring to manila just in case u miss me. :)
a couple of bad news today. firstly, my dear online buddy just broke up with her bf of 2 yrs plus. its such a sad fact cos they're both so perfect together. i just hope they'll get back together. :( secondly, a makcik just passed away at the clinic earlier today. she complained of breathlessness & chest pains and within a few minutes, the ECG showed a straight line. resuscitation was carried out but failed. makcik came alone to the clinic, and when the situation came about, our clinic tried to contact her next of kin but to no avail. my boss even went to her place but no one was there. its super super sad lah! just imagine her family waiting for her to break fast together.. isnt it sad? :( these ppl have nothing to do with me. yet i sorta feel their pain. ok i dun exactly feel their pain and loss but i do feel a bit upset. enough to make me tear.. :(:(:(
on a lighter note, we've purchased our baju raya already!! yay! a deep shade of purple & black for us this year. and no nad, i didnt get from RH cos i dont really fancy their designs.
and might i add, abg was the one who bought it for me! YAY! kekeke. thank you love.. thanks for getting me the baju, but forgetting my sotong balls. grrrr. hehehe.
nevermind.. during baju collection, we're sure to get the balls. make sure ahh!!
okok im feeling sleepy already. nitez all.. =) love you bucuk! good night.. *muacks*
