This entry will serve you with loads of pictures describing the loads of fun I had yesterday/night..
D & I went to Paragon to meet a friend of mine for a job interview at noon. Plans changed upon reaching & we went to Taka instead for another interview at a travel club - which I managed to get in & will be starting work by next week. We then ate at Far East Plaza, and after burping, we had a pool session at Lucky Plaza.
Myself..
VS
Abg A'an..
=
The expression tells it all.. I lost!
But, nevermind that..
Still loving each other though..
:0
Next time kasi I menang, k D?
After that, we chilled out at
We sat & catch up on old times, unwind, gazed at the people who walked past us whilst sipping our drinks.. Don't forget the camwhoring part too..
Me & a childhood friend of mine, Zahrah.. Missed her to the pits, man!
Just us being silly..
Okay.. That's me being silly..
Us promoting CBTL's Ice blended Pure Choc & Cranberry Raspberry Snapple..
Wonder what A'an was doing?
There.. Officer talk. My darling Abg A'an, tell your guys, next year also can take leave, what!!
Heehee!
After bidding our goodbyes to Zahrah, D suggested we go to Marina South. So indeed, we went there - where I learnt a very valuable lesson. Ladies, always listen to your significant half. When they tell you to do something, do it. When they tell you not to do something, then don't do it. Do not, I repeat, DO NOT try to defy them, in any way. I did, and I soooo know best now.
This was what happened.
We wanted to have a romantic night at the Singapore River, and we got our wishes granted - but in an awful mess upon reaching.
Why?
Well.. The area where we crossing to get to the other side was rockety & well, muddy.. D wanted to test the area for himself first, and if its safe & clean, then only will he allow me to continue walking. But noooo.. I was my defiant self yesterday and I insists D that the area is okay for walking.. And the product of my big mouth..
There.. The pictures says it all. Yes, we were stuck in the mud.
Thanks to me!
And as if that was not enough, I got into yet another mess. Here's telling you why.
I wanted so badly to clean my heels & the bottom of my jeans at the Singapore River. D (again) wanted to check the area out for algae, in case I slipped. And (again) I did not listen to him & just made my way down to the bottom and (gedebuk!) I fell hard on my buttocks. I slipped on algae.
I ended up laughing. D ended up laughing. We both ended up laughing so hard till our stomachs hurt.
The laughing did not stop even whilst I was washing my heels..
Even whilst we were sitting down, trying to compose ourselves.
Even in the car.
Even now whilst I am typing this.
It was that funny!
But it was worth my fall, because D said I was so cute that he felt like as if he fell in love again with me for the 2nd time.
Grrr..
The both of us then got so tired (of laughing, maybe), we decided to call it an early night. And now, D's shoes are in the bathroom, all washed up & clean. No mud! There, now I don't feel like I owe him anything. Except of course, a jotos from him because I forgot to turn off his phone's bluetooth. Heehee!
D is at his Friday prayers now. I'm looking forward to a fun-filled day again today when he's back. Hopefully I will listen to him now. And for the ladies out there reading this, hopefully now you will think twice, thrice, maybe even a million times before you start to defy your spouse/boyfriend/fiance/whoever.
rise n shine.. feels nice to be wake up at home.. away from camp.. away from green uniform.. :) finally, im gonna clear leave all the waayyy.. well, actually im supposed to be in camp, yest, today, and tml.. but heck.. gonna show degil cket.. *wINk*
jb was soo the very hot yest..and larkin was like oOo shopping center from AGES ago!! no point writin on it.. bla bla bla.. hmmm... now im kinda blur liao wat i did the nite b4 or was it yester yesternite?? lol...
oh ya... we went to esplanade on tues nite.. i was from camp, and thought tat, heyy... da lama tk merayap outside north area eh.. hmm... well... the sights of marina square, suntec.. all came to mind.. had planned to meet my dad there also.. but, ... when we were there... my dad was already home.. sedih kan..
now now, must keep this in mind.. after 6, 4 bucks per entry into esplanade car park... after 10, its 1 buck oni... and it closes at 3am.. lol.. might be useful... u nvr know.. :)
so, jln2 sane2 jln sini... gi nenok oven, fridge, katil, wakakkakaa... ok ok..cant talk about sum stuffs.. coz got underage peeps! :x (u know nvm..) (dunno u ask) :)
planned to sit2 kat luar esplanade... but.. aiyoo... so many the people.. so warm plak tu.. takde angin langsung.. gi walk in deeper.. makin ramai orang plak.. mane yg pancing la.. class outing la.. lol.. class outing eh.. kekek seyy.. so wat do we do?? just stand there lor.. no need sit lorr.. talk a bit, then off we went back to the car..
haha..i like it when we were in the car.. deliberately made my b think where to go next.. heehee... cute la my pp when shes pressured to think.. mUaCkZ! so there we were..sittin in the car in the carpark... for about a good, hmm, 10 t 15mins?? lol..
my pp too cute la.. cant force her to do stuffs.. or is just me being sweet? so again.. i had to come out wit sumthin.. (like alwz!! but its okie.. anythin for my dearest!) i was goin on leave the next day, so naturally i didnt wanna go back early.. it was only about 11++ and my pp as usual, also wanna spend more time together... ** hmm... aiyo.. this blog now too publicitized ah.. again, (u know nvmm...)**
-contd
so wat did we do.. spent the nite together lor.. heehee..must thank my b for 'jaga-ing' my status wit "cahaya syurga" lol.. shh... only she and i will understand.. it was a nite well spent together.. only this time, hmm, oh ya.. not much talkin like the last time.. more action only!! oopss... ok ok enuf.. cant say more or else nnt my syg's tangkis will ask questions!! :x
btw i think im bein too open to my pp already.. sowi b.. just gettin comfy wit u.. :) talkin about comfy.. haha.. I GOTTA SECRET!!! shud i say it out???
b... remember wat i said? tat the secret is NOT safe wit me.. i'll say it in the blog... ingat tak??? kekekeke.. gosh i got the urge to just spell it out here.. haha.. too bad,.. luv u TOO much.. guess u ppl readin dis wont have the chance to know wat i experienced.. :| nk tahu, gi tanye kakak fiza k.. abg a'an mouth's da shut.. heehee
see see.. my granny da bising suruh mandi.. gotta send her gi dentist kejap...clementi seyy.. sooo far... b.. i'll see u ltr.. today's destination.. town area interview.. gd luck syg!! mmmuuaahh!!
Can't believe how fast time flies.. Its almost as if someone has just fast-forwarded our time.. Well, like the saying goes,"When you're having fun, time flies faster..". Think that's it? Hmm.. Ponder ponder.
I have just finished messing cleaning up the entire house, making it as spick & span as possible. Kalau dtg mood rajin, rajin nah.. Dtg mood malas.. D, explain kan ah. Heehee!
Wah.. Penat jugak seyy bikin housework.. I vacuumed, dusted, gedebak-gedebuk, now sweating already. And its sooo hot outside! Pity D.. Whose now on the way to JB with his grandparents. Confirm jap lagi my hp will ring with one of D's complaint sms. Heehee!
D.. When can I wear my cincin? My finger dah baik ah.. Really! Cuma the scar will remain lah.. Actually its not a scar tau.. Its pigmentation. You kan dah tengok my finger. Today I wear eh? Don't care ah.. Nak tunjuk degil! Heehee! Ek-eh.. Takleh! Nanti Abg A'an pok.
Actually kan.. Come to think of it kan.. Macam tak fair tau.. Every other girl yang I kenal, semua boleh pakai whatever they want. Whereas for me, my WHOLE body's skin SO sensitive.. Takleh pakai silver, not even 925 silver! Ridiculous kan?? Try to imagine lah, I cannot wear silver accessories (be it bracelet, anklet, rings, necklace or even earrings!), if I degil wanna wear jugak kan, nanti the area where I wore that silver accessory, jadi gatal2, then the pus & blood start coming out - the result of incessant scratching. Irritating kan?? I pulak tangan takleh diam.. Mesti nak garuk2 (macam beruk!) sampai cik abang I tegur. Tu pun I sembunyi2 garuk jugak. Cik abang I sampai panggil I "kepala diamond".. Wonder what that means! Ahakz!
Apa yang I merepek sorang2 nih???? Merepek panjang2 pulak tuh! But kan.. Sometimes kan.. I don't understand myself tau. I ni ada sket pelik nye orang. I do things yang I don't intend to do in the first place. Tadi kan, actually kan, I da plan sui2 nak buat satu entry khas untuk cik abang I tau. I nak buat yang romantic dangdut nye entry la.. Pasal today our anniversary together kan. Sekali boleh tertulis about my gatal2 plak.. Tengok ah.. Da gatal sangat sampai terpesong dari topik sebenar. Heehee! Jangan marah ah Abg A'an!
Wah.. So long already tak write something stupid macam gini. But it feels good.. Unwinding la! Nevermind.. More of these merepek posts to be up soon. Heehee! I type mcm I tgh bebual.. Ehh.. Good la! Takyah susah2 nak gi carik2 the perfect English vocabulary/terms/whatever to create a perfect sentence. Heehee! Best lah gini.. Takpe, I da naik sedap ni.. Nanti I tulis cam gini lagi eh? Malas ah nak fikir banyak2..
Eh eh korang, yea.. Almost forgot! Right now kan, I'm seriously considering to tear down the tagboard as I've put up the comments section - in case korang potek or buta or rabun jauh or buta warna, the comments section is at the foot of the entry, left hand corner,in red karer. I'm still weighing on whether I wanna put more tabs on the comments (eg: allow anonymous commenters or subject to my/An's approval). Nevermind.. All that can wait eh. Right now.. I'll leave everything the way it is first. By the end of the week, I think korang akan merindui kehadiran tagboard ku yang selalu di-invade & I selalu MUST delete the invasions.
You think I so free ah??
Ehh.. Da lah.. Makin panjang plak entry yang tak bertopik nih. I pun sket2 da jadi mcm Abang A'an I, and he's becoming more of me too! I jadi tunggang-langgang cam diye, diye jadi pemalas cam I. Good good! Tu lah orang kata, cinta sejati.. Saling berkongsi.. Satu hati.. Sehidup semati.. Argh! I nak stop merepek lah!!! Fingers.. Please stop typing now. Aik? Takleh stop ah.. Okay2.. Fingers.. BerhennnnnnnTI!
Cheydebah.. Kasi command sey Fiza! Da macam Abg A'an I! My very own Leftenant Khairul Anwar. Kan I da cakap.. I'm becoming more of him. Its proven kan kan kan? Eh dahlah.. Merepek ah! You see eh.. This entry can go on and on for forever & a day without stop tau. Serious! Abg A'an also say I tak tau penat.
K.. Dah penat. Bye!
But wait wait.. I nak dedicate a song to Abg A'an la.. Dengar this song je kan, it instantly reminds me of him.. Like, I can really relate to this song sey! Wah.. Im sooo in love with Bryan Adams Abg A'an.. Okaylah.. Abg A'an.. The song's for you. Love you forever.. Muacks!
p/s: Korang da bes baca kan? Ingat dah selamat ke? Hell no!! Korang scroll balik kat atas tuh, and COUNT how many "Abg A'an"s I mentioned in this entry & reply the answers in the comments section. Barang sesiapa yang pandai meneka dan memberi jawapan yang tepat, nanti I tulis one whole (merepek) entry for you, all for you, all about you. Nak tak? Nak kan kan kan? Now go up again & teka k? Muacks!
First things first, I would like to update all of you with some eye-candies for you to drool over (wth??) from the previous 2days 1 night trip with D's family to Changi Beach (or is it park?) I know I'm a little late in posting an entry on that outing but hey, better late than never right? So perhaps now, I shall stop blabbering & continue with the loadful of pictures, much to your reading pleasure. So let the pictures take charge of my blog from now onwards for all you visual kinesthetics. Heehee!
Setting up the tents & laying out the eateries for everyone's comfort & pleasure. Indulge!
Hmm.. I was searching for D high & low.. Guess where he was?
Ouhhhh.. Relaxing huh? Get up & do some work, you lazy bum!
That's more like it.. D tying the canvas..
Then he was off like a bullet to...
Yes.. Play beach soccer with the cousins..
Good good.. Leaving me some quality time to..
"Peep" at this cutie princess here having the time of her life in her own pool..
But but but.. It wasn't easy initially to coax her into splashing herself in that pool. Take a look at this..
Told you it wasn't easy. She was scared stiff of the water!
But hey.. She enjoyed herself after awhile. Many thanks to her
dayang-dayang...
..who sticked faithfully around to cater to her needs & to try in every way possible to make her happy. She even start splashing the water around like nobody's business! As evidence, see this..
See???
When the night befalls, with nothing better to do, we did what we think we should do.. Camwhoring!
D & I then strolled along the beach, felt so at ease and yea.. romantic. *blush*
Late night, out with some of the peeps to watch soccer at a coffeeshop. D & I couldn't stand the second half of the game & proceed back to our tents, with Nad & Saiful (is this the correct spelling? forgive the errors if not!) following suit. However tired the both of us were, we still managed to take another snap.
See our faces? It spelled L-E-T-H-A-R-G-I-C across our foreheads.
Ho ho ho!
And I would like to share something really ticklish..
Poor D.. I didn't know you were that comfortable! Heehee!
It wasn't comfortable for me, at all though. I slept in a tent full of sand, I itch & scratch myself silly like a crazy monkey. But I still managed to pass the night..
And woke up to a fun-filled day!
8am & I was awake.. Had breakfast then its off to the awaiting-with-open-arms sea! Yeay! Played games, water captain's ball eg and my team lost! Not fair! But anyway, it was really fun. I enjoyed myself tremendously. Thanks to my accomplices.. Love you girls.
Back on land, and more games awaited. I participated in all of the games, and it was cool! Played "soccer" & get sabotaged with flour; dog-and-bone, which I honestly DO NOT know how to play; and more! But my favourite game would be the Mummy Wrap.
Wrapped Bik Lala up, with the help of D's Mama..
So very fun!
Well.. All's well that ends well. The trip went on fine for me.. Chuck aside the awkward-ness! Thanks to the little ones for making me feel right at home that I almost forgot I am part of the Basri family. Heehee!
Deduction?
I would love to be in more of these family outings again in the future.. Cool!
kling kling kling bunyi botol.. haha.. yest nite was romantic seyy.. mcm cite dulu2 panggil matair pakai botol.. wakakkaa..
kinda sad tat i could only see my pp yest nite from downstairs... but n e ways.. it was kinda romantic tau.. lol.. well, waitin for her to come to my place ltr.. our quest of meetin each and sigle day is still ongoing..
so.. we're goin to changi today.. till tml.. today is the day my b is gonna meet my whole family.. from grandparents to aunts to uncs, to nenek sedare, abg sedare, bla bla dis dat ala.. banyakla..
bad things is siang2 da dapat tangkis seyy.. shes managed to get most of my cousins and even my sis on her side!! arghh!!!! nvm.. i also got my own tangkis.. *WinK*
time now 1127, kul brape agaknye nk sampai budak cute ni... hmmmm
well, i can see the day is gonna be a fun filled day for both of us.. and a little awkward(ness) to my pp.. heehee..
actually im not sure wat is too personal and wats not to post.. better leave it to my syg la.. im not gd at this.. okie dokie..
I had tremendous fun yesterday/nite. Need me elaborate more?
Wooohh.. Sure!
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I was out with Siti to town sometime close to the evening. Did nothing much. *shrugs* Browsed through here & there, met up with bro & sis, who was back from work. Hey yea.. Town IS getting boring, huh? I wonder how many hands are raising in agreement right now. Hish!
I used to be able to walk to & fro town for HOURS. Apart from ogling at gorgeous boys (I don't do that anymore! Swear!), I just like roaming around like a restless monkey & window-shop. But hey, I can't do those things anymore. I feel like I'm growing older before my time. And those interests just left me. Now is that good or bad?
:)
Well, leave the town issue behind. Around 8pm, I was off to meeting D at Admiralty, then we proceeded next to his aunt's place to send his another aunt back to her place then we were off to JB with Nadiah (D's sister) & Adah (D's cousin - very becok one!).
It was alot of fun! The 2 girls rock big time! Especially Adah.. She can never stop blabbering, can she? Heehee! But altogether, I enjoyed last night. So fun! Wish we can do more of that, right D?
Well.. After sending the girls home, its off to quality time for me & D. Even fun-ner! (is there such a word?) We talked about this, about that.. Aiyah.. Don't wanna disclose so much. Its too personal & mushy.. Afraid you might puke all over your keyboard. Heehee!
Argh! Hell.. I'm off to catch some tube now. Do tag me as & when you feel like it. Toodles~
I made D worried again. Heh! See, I overslept again, and didn't respond to D's msgs. Sorry sayang!
Yesterday night was kinda different. Guess what, I watched soccer with D & Zong Han! Applause now! Heehee.. Well, actually I planned on watching but in the comfort of D's shoulder & arms, I dozed off. Hehe!
I slept through to half-time, then I got up, with renewed determination to really watch the game, but when the second half came on on the LCD TV of the Club House, I drift slowly back to LalaLand, on D's lap this time.
Blame it on the big green patch of land & the 22 men running around, stupidly chasing a ball & passing it to & fro. But on other thoughts, I found it rather amusing too. Argentina's dribbling & passing skills was great!
Oh.. Wait, wait.. I would like to correct something; 22 GORGEOUS men. Aaahh.. That's much better.
Talking about men, I have a not-so-secret crush at 7-11. Not-so-secret because D knew about it. He will always try his best to cover the poor guy's face to avoid me from going all flirtatious over the poster. Yes, poster..
Heehee!
D & I are such merepek creatures, we ought to be banished from the world's surface.
Aiks.. D just smsed me. Apparently, he is sulky because I'm going out with Siti to Bugis & did not ask him along. Grrr.. Like as if he didn't know that he's always welcomed. Hrmph! He ah.. Always looking for attention from me. And I.. Always loved giving attention to him.
Initially, I did not know why I was at the highest point of being especially restless today. Something tugged at my heart, as if trying to tell me something as soon as I got up from bed. Something just doesn't sit right somewhere.
I scanned for the newspaper, read a few lines or so, then proceeded straight to the.. Orbituary section. I checked the date today. I flung my newspaper aside uninterestedly, and turned on the computer instead, though I didn't remember feeling like wanting to. And again, I checked the date on the computer, as though I have just woken up from a week's slumber.
All that I've stated above.. It seems kinda weird, isn't it? It is! But I just can't brush aside the weird feeling inside of me. Well.. This is not me, definitely. Look, look.. I checked for today's date twice. And I vaguely remembered checking it once last night before bed. WHY???
Restless as I can be, I abandoned the computer & robotically went into my room, where I sat on the edge of my bed. In front of me stood the TV, and the arrays of photo frames which lined its top. I noticed the flutter of a newspaper cutting attached to a photo.. And as I stared at it.. I noticed its date : 21st of June 2004.
And then it struck me.
It was today, 2 years ago, that I lost my bestfriend to a tragic motorcycle accident. Both rider & pillion did not make it.
It is still fresh in my mind..
That night when the lot of us girls were gathered together, cycling along the stretch of Seletar Dam, whistling away, as happy as can be.. Neither of us have the slightest clue that tomorrow will be a totally different scenario.
The hospital visits were painful. The hospital bed & its unconscious companion lying motionless on it was the saddest sight ever. It was heart-wrenching. Tears gushed itself out everytime I stepped into the room & watched as my best friend struggles with her own life, with the help of a life-support machine. There was pain, I know.. Even in her sleep.. And I badly wanted to cease it, but I know I'm of no authority to do so. And that fact cuts through me so deeply.
Sasha left the ones who loved her dearly after days of coma. It was too soon.. She was such a lively, bright 17-year-old back then. Someone looking forward to school, someone who is the object of every man's desire, someone who loves to love. It was an unbearable loss.
It has been two years since she departed, but images of her is playing clearly in my mind. There used to be the three of us; now its left with two, Yaya & I, but she'll always remain a part of us. We're still the trios we were back then, not physically however, but spiritually & emotionally still.
I'm smiling now as I'm thinking of her, yet my heart cries as reality sinks in the fact that she's gone forever. I miss you.
May you rest in peace. The long gone Sri Syahidah - Sasha (in red). 1986-2004
Also in memories of my dear friend, Muhd Faizal (1983-2004), the rider, who followed suit a week after Sasha's departure. May you both rest in peace up in the heavens.
Hey all.. Im back yet again.. Kindly say hello now everybody!
Aaahh.. Much better.
D went for his SPF interview plus health assessment at the Cantonment earlier today. It must have been such a bore, so much so that he called me every now & then. To what else, complain! Heehee..
D then fetched me from home & after much thorough thinking, we finally settled on breezing through Causeway Point (nowhere else interesting, literally, this North side).
Upon reaching, we head straight to Civic Centre, sat at McDonalds when suddenly D said he was hungry aanndd he's tired of fast food so we got up again & walked to Al-Ameen. Whilst D was enjoying his food, I was disturbed by my constant headaches again. D persists me to check with the doctor; so concerned was he & so touched was I. =)
But no, we didn't go to the doctor.
My headache soon subsides & before we know it, we're already in the NLB, listening to music & reading the magazines laid before us in the messiest of manner. Really! People should learn to put things back to its original spot. Its such a bother to the others, you know.
D then received a call from his atok & nenek, asking him to send them to a certain someone's place. So off we sent them, but I guess the address given was wrong because we scoured the whole area for the block & it seems like it doesn't even exists! Apparently, someone gave them a jumbled-up block number & after much questioning, we finally reached the desired place. Thank goodness!
D then brought me back home to his house, and I chatted with his mum & sis whilst he do his washing-up & pack his stuffs for camp. We left the house awhile later, fetched his grandparents then go over to D's relative's place somewhere nearby. Chilly! Cause they were discussing some spiritual stuffs about the house. I was eavesdropping, see? Typical me. Heehee! But it seriously can't be helped since I was sooo near & they were talking ever so loudly. And the topic was sooo interesting. Who can resist a pricking ear? Ahakz!
D then sent his grandparents home & we set off to Seletar Dam. Nice! There, we neatly cleaned out the interior of the car. Now it looks as good as new, all thanks to the both of us! Heehee! Love it, love it.
There.. Clear evidence of me with the torch & vacuum.
Now where's An's proof?
Nope.. He doesn't have any. So I guess, its kudos to me alone. Heehee!
We had "the talk" once again, discussed about the future plans & everything. So nice! Apparently, D is in distress. And I, am pressured by his distress. So how? Talk things out lor. Which we did, and the outcome; feels so good! Try now, everyone! Open up to your partners, tell them how you feel, be honest. I'm sure things will work out. Goody-goody talk from a goody-goody, huh? Ahakz!
D's in camp now & I'm so bored, I might skin myself to death. No no.. Think I'd better tuck in rather than create a bloody mess all over the bloody house. Okay.. Off now. Muacks!
P/S: Come to think of it, this entry's pretty monotonous (read: MEREPEK!), right? Yea.. I guess so. Heehee. Don't mind me & pls pls pls forgive me. Am really in no blogging mood tonight. But anyway, love all of you!
Whew.. It suddenly feels like I haven't been blogging for quite sometime.. No no, I did not just gave up on blogging. Neither does my computer has any of its dizzy spells once again. But simply because I have been busy with some stuffs. Need I explain more?
Well.. If you wanna know what I've been doing the past 2 days, I'll just let the pictures (plus videos too!) do the talking. Am too worn-out to elaborate details. (Gosh.. I'm seriously losing my blogging-mood. SOS!)
SATURDAY NIGHT : DINNER RECEPTION
Heehee! That's me in specs, singing with a friend, at Fauzi & Nani's wedding dinner. I was trembling like nobody's business, hokay! Grrr..
Cinta Tak Kesampaian.. *sob*sob*
Heehee! Us!
Ntah hape2 jek ni Yazid..
SUNDAY : SANDING (SITTING IN STATE)
The groom arrived..
Chak!
Isn't he cute?? The youngest of the hadrah..
Pengantin singing..
The bride & groom.. Bagai pinang dibelah dua..
The bread & broom.. Bagai pinang dibelah kapak..
Alamak! Its only now do I come to realise that I totally forgot to snap a pic with my 2nd boyfriend, MIKHAIL!! But howell, he left the wedding early because obviously he was irritated to bits by A'an.. Mikhail doesn't even wanna look at A'an, let alone letting A'an kiss his chubby cheeks. Heehee! D, you obviously do NOT have that likeable face for a child's eyes. Unlike me, of course!
Okay, okay.. Enough nonsense. You people enjoy.. I'll come back for more, don't you worry.
I was doing some spring-cleaning on my room (read: pig-sty) and stumbled upon some very old photos of mine & my family. Would love to upload them for the whole wide world to witness my past but sorry, Mr Scanner's given up its whole hopes on me.
There, there.. *sobs*
Looking at those memorable photos led me to sometime last year when my father actually spoke about something very, very touching. He said he dreamt of the baby me, and that he assumed he just missed being with me. I thought that was rather heart-wrenching. I know I haven't been as close to him eversince I passed childhood, but I haven't been neglecting him.. or have I?
He played an important role in my life, and still is. He was the one who nurtured me into who I am today, with Mama's help of course. And though there were some blackmarked events in my life, my father still dutifully carried on his duties to sculpt me into someone he wants me to be; someone better. Given my stubborn-ness/hardheaded-ness & my disability to heed to whatever has been preached over & over again, my father never did once gave up on me. And I am ever so thankful.
With that, Happy Father's Day dear Ayah! Though I know he won't be reading this..
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p/s: D, you've updated! But one of your tonggang-langgang entries again. Hrmph! Busuk!
elo b!! heehee.. project ape jek dier tengah busy with tau.. hmph! nyampah!
neways.. we watched over the hedge yest nite.. well, at least i watched 90% of it.. leavin only 10% of it to watch me back.. or was it just 5%?? wit the occasional D!!! u tido eh?!? kkekekekee it was alread 3am plus plus!! and i was workin in the whole of the day time.. how? blame me?? blame army lar.. heehee
talkin about 3+am.. haiZzzZZ SIgH!! how could mexico have drawn with angola?! mepek kan.. its sucks to lose..
so, hmm hmmm.. been a hard day at work yest.. shitloads to do.. run here, run there, settle that, settle this.. when is it gonna end?? nvm.. less then a mth to go baby!! heehee..
went to faizal's place.. hang around a bit.. buat sibuk.. amek kerusi duduk main gitar.. lol pelamin si fauzi quite nice.. stylo.. wah.. my brader gonna bersanding tml.. so hepi for him..
still can remember when we were kids.. kekekeke.. and still remember when my pp was small..main lari2 kat badminton court tak pakai baju.. :x oopss.. errr.. haha.. sowi.. or was tat me??? ala.. ape je ku mepek ni.. ala.. talkin about the past..so many stuffs runnin in my head.. tkpe la.. lupekan saje niat ku nk blog panjang2..
Just as this entry's title suggests, I had tremendous fun out with D earlier in the day. So much fun, so much laughter and so much love spread. It was one of those days that I felt comfortable being myself around him, where I can go as crazy as I can, with him following suit. Heehee! Didn't know he can be as doink whenever he wants to. Love ya huns!
It started off with a little chit-chat session. It was hilarious, not to mention, cute. It goes something like this:
Him : B, I need to go JB kejap tau later.
Me : Otey darling.. (Thought I'm going with him)
Him : Nanti I da balik, then I meet you k?
Me : Okok. (Disappointed.. He didn't ask me along!)
Him : I'm either going alone or with Yazid. Tengok ah nanti macam mane.
Me : You nak gi sana ada apa? (Aroused suspicion that D has an affair with some woman there)
Him : Top up petrol jek.
Me : Alah.. Kalau top up petrol jek, kenapa tak ajak I?? (Dah tak boleh tahan sebak kena tinggal..)
Him : Haha! Yay.. I thought you won't ask! Sayang you!
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Isn't it clear now that he's always in his mentel mood? But funny lah.. Both have different assumptions of each other, and neither spoke up. Until of course, me, the incredibly impatient one have to voice out. Haha!
So off we went to Tebrau City, according to D's strong recommendations. It took us about an hour & some few minutes before Alhamdulillah, we reached the mall in one piece. Poor D.. Drove so far seyy. And all the while, he was bugging me,"B, are you ready to be lost?". Hish! Kalau betul2 lost mcm maner?? And yea.. All the while, he was the one actually panicking, and it shows too!! So unmanly!
LOL!
The mall wasn't really fascinating. Nothing eye-captivating. Just like our normal good ol' shopping centres, faithfully lined up along Orchard Rd. Really, much to our dismayal. But upon reaching, my D spotted something - the movie theater! Grr.. We then agreed on Fast & Furious 3 - Tokyo Drift. Cool!
So whilst waiting for the time slot, we satisfy our stomach's growls at ..
Johnny's! A Thai restaurant..
A hungry D is a grouchy mentel D..
And a smiling Fiza.. Heehee!
Finally.. Our set meal. Yummy!
Each set meal consists of Thai Tea - which was kinda nasty to my throat initially, rice/noodles of your choice, drinks & dessert (ice cream). I had the Thai Rice whilst D had some Belachan Rice. Eeeww! I should've known to stay away from that stinking fish paste! Got me squirming in my seat when D actually fed me a spoonful. Yucks! But I have to say, the Thai Rice was good. Yum!
D had a problem with one of the waiters too. Heehee! Nothing too aggressive, of course. But due to some oral problems, D & the Thai waiter found themselves entangled in a vocabulary mess. "Coke" or "cold"? Heehee!
*Burp*
Then its off we go to the race, I mean, the movies. Was a cool one, I tell you. Highly recommended by me. Fast cars, handsome heroes (though the Tokyo guy's face is abit on the urm, lepey side.) And somewhere during the show, D uttered,"B, nanti jangan kasi I bawak macam gini eh". Felt like puking all over the popcorn at that instance. Berangan je lah Abg A'an nih. Nyampah!
And personally, I think I should've taken D's words into consideration because, at the end of it all, whilst on the road to mainland Singapore, D almost crashed into a huge lorry/tonner/whatever in front of us. Grrr.. My heart skipped a beat at that moment. Syukur, nothing happened. Thanks to D's sudden brakes, that is. And his profuse apologies certainly did help in my recovery from the shock.
But tough luck, I have to remind him every now & then to not speed. I even have to change the music to jiwang, you know, just so that he won't get too involved in the fast rhythms of reggaeton & R&B that he kinda live it up on his wheels. Hrmph!
Ho, did I mention that my D became more of an irritant after the show? Oh yes, he did! The movie practically changed him! He went "vroom.. vroom.. vroom.." all the while I was walking hand in hand with him. I have the strongest urge to bite him, really!
Heehee! Jangan marah, k D?
We then got to tengah, meet up with the boys, chit-chatted, then me & D set off to the dam, where the night witnessed a touching scene between two lovers. D & I had one of those talks, those touchy-mushy talks about being pretty insecure, then there was the reassurances & stuffs like that. You know! Sigh.. I almost shed tears, but of course, kept my cool. But I love it when we can really open up to each other. Its so amusing to hear what your other half has to say about you. We should do this more often, D. But minus the snoring part lah. Ho yes.. D slept/snored in the car sometime after. Poor him.. Probably very very tired after being by my side for one whole day.
Howell.. Now that I've updated, guess I'd fly up & meet D again in LalaLand. And D, please.. No more nightmares about me being with any stupid guy, okay? D, its just your insecurities playing around in your head, nothing to worry about k? Love ya darling.. Love ya'll too! Nite!
waahh.. its been quite while since i put my thoughts thru my fingers and onto the keyboard..
hmm.. geram sikit ader ahh.. bile baca blog ni tadi.. tak bley tido ke?? nnt nxt time i tepok2 kasi u sleep soundly first then i go home k.. then u wun hv to wait for me to reach home..then u can confirm sleep.. brape banyak then da..
neways, supposed to be in camp today.. but wth.. im about to ORD and im still doing so much 'saikang' any1 know of anybody whos supposed to lets say go ord in 21st july and hes still involved in saf day on the 1st of july.. i can only start 'clearing' my leave after saf day!! more so like paper leave seyy.. sad sad.. so tats why.. nk tunjuk degil sikit..
guess it was a gd idea not goin back.. they didnt even sms me to ask where i am.. there there.. i can sense it..guilt in their feelings.. depriving a sad nsf of his joys of clearing leave together with his friends from other camps.. okay ok.. enuf of this ns stuffs..
my eye bags aren't gettin any better seyy.. had a late nite wit my pwincess PP yest.. was FUN! haha.. da lama jugak i didnt sweat the way i did yest seyy.. first it was takraw.. hmm.. lemme recall, its been weeks since i told b i wanted to play takraw.. and u know wt? its been, hmmm... mmm... lets say, 8 - 10 YRS!! since i played takraw??
imagine my 'kekok'ness.. but hey, my team only lost the last match out of about 6 matches! bley tahan jugak a'an main eh..kekekekke... nice la to stay and win and keep playin.. but my leg hurts! lucky for me.. b was there.. heehee.. so touched la syg.. u so the gd to me.. mcm maner la i tak syg sangat kat u.. haha..nyampah! i didnt expect u to massage my leg for me seyy.. soo cute la u baby.. luv u!
well, (suddenly my mind flew off to yest nite's events) now i feel lost.. where did i stop typing ah?? see la.. i cant concentrate on other things seyy.. mesti my baby fiza will appear in my mind.. every single thing i do i think of u seyy.. berkesan betol tu bomoh siam eh.. heehee
nvm la.. neway, a lotta stuffs sume pp da story kan tadi.. eventhough she knows she shud be sleepin! tkpe tkpe.. kasi chance.. tunggu time jek.. nnt a'an change jadi PG baru tau ehk.. eerppzz.. outta topic.. well, not goin back camp today, wont be playin takraw ltr tonite..most probably?> or shud i say definitely! my ankle is still sore!! now my right ankle is bigger than the other..
will probably try to sleep balik jap lagi.. i was awaken from my not so peaceful sleep just now by this stupid bad dream.. haizzZz the insecure feelings inside me.. terbawak bawak sampai mimpi seyy.. arghh..
well, was on the phone just now wit b and i feel so much better now after tellin her about it and as sweet as my baby is.. she comforted me tellin me so much stuffs..this la.. that la.. she wun do it in real life, its just a dream la.. see see.. my pp so sweet.. keep assuring me.. cam mane nk tak sayang?? im so attached to u seyy.. kekekekeke... bluek!
da la.. i think if i continue further, semakin mentel jek nnt this entry.. lol.. i betta stop b4 some1 starts puking.. haha.. who needs a plastic bag? gi beli sendiri... oh ya, aleh2 teringat lagu kasihnya laila yg smlm 'abg lori' kept playin to disturb yazid.. haha.. do i hv tat song? i think i shud search for it ah..
aiyo.. this post is really tonggang tonggek sey..ehh i mean terbalik seyy.. actually i tot of signing off liao.. tapi teringat of how both b and me sweated so much and had so much fun playin wit the stufss at west coast.. oh ya..
B!!!! im soo soorrryy for accidently swinging onto u when yazid pushed me k syg.. really X 100 didnt mean it seyy.. nnt i gi pok yazid k.. my b is not only flexible, she is also gd at balancing!!! heehee.. dun believe?? tak caya suda.. nnt free2 ajak la both of us gi west coast.. then we can compete k.. yg tak paham.. paham2 je lar.. b.. i luv tau... muackz!
k la.. suddenly the weather seems so hot.. from sitting straight on my chair to almost half of my back on the chair.. slouchin like a lazy potato
sorry for the unorganised entry b.. susah la nk buat bende biler u takde sbelah.. heehee.. nt only tat.. its also harder to sleep nowadays when ur not beside me snuggling seyy.. da mcm tak biasa gitu sleep sorang.. haizZz.. see la.. sumtimes i wonder whether i manjekan u sangat ke tak.. sampai i pun terikut2 tau.. ahha.. now im soo attached to u.. alaaaa nvm la.. i loike! heehee mentelnye my pp!!
D.. I know you'd be utterly mad at me for blogging early in the morning, and I know you'd be nagging non-stop when you check the blog & see that I have posted an entry when you actually told me to go to sleep. But but but.. I can't sleep. Honestly! So please spare me from your vicious bitings.. Pweetty pwease?
Hokay here goes.. Updates everyone! I followed D to somewhere nearby where D got himself a pair of black shoes - to play takraw! Heehee.. So cute lah my D. So the semangat kekentalan one! Actually, he doesn't want me to see him play until he have mastered but I just can't resist sitting there on the hard bench & watch the entire game. Heehee!
Try to spot him lah..
It was fun, I tell you.. Any team which loses a round, will have to be "punished" by doing stupid stunts like duck walking, jumping jacks & ketuk ketampi. D's team survived the first few rounds.. But failed at the very last one. As punishment, they have to swing on the playground's handle bars. Krekrke! D looked totally like a mon***. Lol!
D's ankles got bruised, not badly though.. But it pains me so I ran up home, grabbed some tissue papers & a bottle of medicating oil, rush back down & massaged his leg. And all the while, D's friends teased him of being too pampered. Heehee! Da memang per.. =)
After the game, the lot of us set off to Seletar Dam. Someone then came up with a suggestion to go to the West Coast Park to try out obstacles again. Cool! D parked his car properly, then off we went on the lorry.
We climbed, we slid, we basically do things a monkey would. Hehe! But it was fun, very fun indeed..
D struggling to get to the highest point of the series of ropes. I was already there first. Yeehaa!
He managed to level up with me!
Oops.. Wan was higher!
Look at the bummers down below.. Hrmph!
Top of the world!
D managed to cross one very difficult obstacle after a few tries (applause!), whilst I only managed to get across to the 3rd rope. Good improvement! Hehe!
By the time everyone was done with climbing & sorts, we were all very sweaty & sticky. But I still managed to steal pecks on D's cheeks. Because I know.. Love is not blind, it sees but it doesn't mind.
Well.. The day ended quite nicely. Though in the middle of it, something cropped up between the two of us which sent us both in an awkward silence & in no-talking terms for a moment.
So D, just to prove to you how much I treasure & love you, I'm going to publicize this:
I'm sorry, deeply sorry for indirectly hurting your feelings. It was purely unintentional. I never meant to do you wrong. Please believe me when I say, I want & need no one but you. You're a very special person to me and you've become a part of my life so I badly hope you won't ever leave me out of your feelings. If I did anything wrong, please spit it out, not keep it in your pockets the way you always do.
See, just now when I pressured you into telling me what went wrong, and you let it all out, we've both come to an understanding. No more cold shoulders & awkward silences right? See just how being honest plays a part? And now, I'm going to prove to you that I can certainly change my ways. No more of my nonsense, okay? I promise.. I won't in any way try to hurt you. And I will, by all means, keep my hands to myself.
Oh God knows just how much I'm in love with you.
But, in any way, you look cute in your jealous mode. I'd love to see more of that but on other thoughts, nevermind. Heehee! And D, being jealous is not being overprotective, okay? It just goes to show how much you care, and I appreciate that. So be jealous more often, alright? Lol!
And oh yeah.. I kinda despise you a little too. Because now, my Mama's got your back. You've turned a mother against her own daughter. I'll kill you soon. Hrmph!
If you readers, ladies especially, have no clue as to what I'm trying to say, ask yourself this: Have your own, biological, carried-you-in-her-womb-for-nine-months mother actually tell you to take care of your guy? Isn't it supposedly the other way round? Hmm.. But in any case, mine has. So, just cross your fingers & hope yours won't.
