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:: Monday, July 31, 2006 ::
Tsk tsk tsk.
Very bad. Very, very bad.
We were so busy indulging in each other that we forgot we have a blog to post to.
So to make up for lost time, I would like to feed your eyes with some moment-captures I came across on my PC which haven't been shared. Enjoy!
ADAH'S 14TH BIRTHDAY :
DINNER AT SUSHI TEI
There.. My job's done. I am done with my job. (??)
My mood now? Happy, happy! A thousand reasons why.. But it all points down to one person :
Abang..
Mwaaks!
@ 11:02 PM
:: Friday, July 28, 2006 ::
Phew! It was a nong nong long long and tiring day today, especially after lack of sleep from yesterday night. Penat!! Mana tak penat.. Yesternight, we both laugh and laugh and laugh like no tomorrow. Abang suka buat2 citer dongeng. We were singing this Malay song then Abang came up with the imagination of me belasah-ing him, then he got traumatised, selit bawah meja and call his friends mintak tolong. Wakakaka!! That was so very funny seyy! Seelah Abang, ada2 jek.
Abang sent atok and nenek off to the airport for their trip to China at as early as 5am. After that, he came over to my place at around 8am to accompany me to my health check-up. Pity my sayang! As expected, he kept dozing off on the couch. Tsk tsk tsk. But thank you Abang, I really appreciate the fact that you threw aside your weariness and accompany me instead. Awww.. How sweet can he be? That's my Abang for you.. =)
The sun showed no mercy to us.. I think I'm a shade tanned now. Ada hati nak tanning tepi beach, in the end, tanning in the middle of Middle and Bencoolen Rd! Due to my ever so big mouth, we got lost amidst the tall tall buildings, trying to locate the company clinic I'm supposed to go to. Abang suruh I jalan kanan, I jalan kiri. Kan da sesat.. Padan muka aku! Finally, after so tired of walking, I gave in to Abang and let him lead the way. Heehee! We got there in a few minutes. Okie okie.. So I'm the degil one. Now that's me for you, the kepala diamond! Heehee! Soli yah Abang!
After the urine, eye, height & weight test, I was sent to yet another clinic at somewhere in Outram for an X-Ray. Aduh!! Macam nak sesat lagi jek! But before that, we went to Plaza Singapura, and have our lunches at LJS. Then, jeng jeng jeng.. Kita dah macam tourists, sket2 tgk map kat MRT. Heehee! And yea yea.. Abang's sense of direction veli good hor! We reached the place in no time. Thank you Abang! =)
After my X-Ray, kita carik plak that place where Abang has to go for his last-minute interview. It was scorching hot.. Blistering! I was flustered, irritated, ape2 lagi "ted" yang adelah! Dah jumpa tempat nak duduk, Abang mentel, ajak jalan gi Pearl Centre. Haiyoh! Wa punya kaki ala sakit lo.. Dia ala ajak nyalan. Kulangasam punya olang!
Walk2 around boring old Pearl Centre, then haus, beli air nenas packet. My Abang sayang yang pandai dan bucuk2 gi cocok tu lidi sampai tembus. Air sedikit demi sedikit mengalir keluar. Alamak!! Nasib baik Abang cute ah.. Kalau tidak.. Grrr... Gigit Abang!
After that, gi Abang's interview. Abang manja, suruh I tulis his particulars. Heehee! Takper, just now I was in my nak-tolong-orang mood, so okay. Kalau tak, jangan harap! Heehee!
Interview and health check-up over. We set back home. Abang punyalah manja dgn my Mama.. Tadi pagi when he came over, Mama siapkan dia a steaming cup of Nescafe. Abeh tadi sebelum I sampai rumah, Mama msg.. Dia cakap dia dah masakkan nasi goreng for Abang to eat. Wahlau!! So good meh?! Hrmph! You stole her attention from me. Jahat! Gigit Abang! Heehee! But I'm very very happy.. Abang got along with my family so fast seyy..
Abang duduk2 whilst I jemur kain and masak air. Abang ckp I rajin. Heehee! Happy happy! Tak selalu tau dapat puji from him.. Selalu dia asyik nak kutuk jek! Muacks! Cayang Abang!
Now dia kat bawah, playing takraw. Ada friendly match against some team from Tampines. And I'll only be supporting him after I changed my pants. Apparently, Abang dislike the idea of me wearing this tight pants infront of his friends. Okay okay, dear Abang. All for you, okies? Muacks!
Okaylah.. Gotta get going.. I wanna give him my fullest moral support. And of course, I'm looking forward to a gossipping session with the ladies of the Mother's Club. heehee! Bye all!
@ 7:56 PM
:: Thursday, July 27, 2006 ::
You hate waiting games. I hate waiting games. Everyone hates waiting games. So, be it with or without pictures, I'm still going to be the rock-head stubborn and post this entry. I can't wait no longer.
Heehee!
Yesterday was fun fun fun! Didn't start out fun, though. I was rushing like mad, turun bawah, jumpa Abang, Mamat & Yazid, and have to wait again. The planning didn't go smoothly. Without fail, asal nak keluar jek mesti kena tunggu these boys. Plan asek lari jek. Penat tau tunggu! I was so mad, simply because I left some chores at home (jemur kain, you!) undone. No, at least half was done by Mama, and I was planning to do that only after our trip. But since kena tunggu kan, I went upstairs and jemur all the kains there are. You know me, minah kain-kain. Then, I sengaja duduk rumah, dengar lagu, pasal kat bawah was like soooo blistering hot. I sengaja wait for them to ring me up to say that they are leaving, so I can just turun and beramzzzz.. Grrr...
We then proceeded to.. Changi Beach!! Suke aku! Wah.. Now its like frequent jugak our visits to the beach, eh bang? Best ah! Swim2, collect seashells/remis sampai kuku I baik2 panjang jadi pendek pasal nak kena korek pasir. Hmph! Then, sparring with Abang. Sampai buat ring.. Haha! No la, tak pukul betol2. Eksyen2 jek.. So fun! Then, there's the H-shark and nemo. Haha! Abang...... Bwuek! U noe nevermind.. =)
On the way home, something scary happened on the road. Serammmm.. Akut!! That damned car almost hit Abang's. Abang honked the horn banyak2 kali. Mampos ngan dia. Damn road-nuisance!
We then dropped off JJ & Adi at Khatib MRT then myself, Abang and Yazid set off to eat at Lestari. I couldn't finish the nasi goreng seafood. Banyak sgtlah, wahlau!
After eating, we went to tengah for Abang's takraw practice. Me, layan2 my darling 2nd boyfriend, Mikhail and also gossipped abit with Elly. Mikhail so cute!! Yesternight was the first time I heard him "baby talk" to me. He was saying,"bah bah bah". So adorable, really! And I video-ed him crawling around on the playground. He also gave me his "muka popeye". Arghh!! I'm in love with that young man.
After 11pm, lights out for the takraw boys. Duduk2, main the game murderer. Damn, was so fun! We laugh and laugh.. And at one point of time, I was the murderer and Abang was the police. I selengo, go and tap him suruh dia matikan card, turns out I kena tangkap. Haha! Sampai a few rounds, then sume dah slack already. I suggest Abang, we both go Sembawang Park, to test my *ahem* car skills. And really, that was the last time I would ever step behind any wheel ever again. I will just stick to motorbikes lah. Don't ask me why. Takut, seram, terperanjat --->>> my feelings at that moment.
Arggghhh!!
Oh yeah.. Abang mulut masin seyy!! Yesterday, whilst in the car, tengah sweet talk each other (heehee!), I complained to Abang, told him that I stand a high chance in getting that hotel job I interviewed for and that I don't understand why they didn't call me up. Then Abang said,"Besok dia call..". Sekali betol2 dia call!! Just now morning, exactly at 9am. Wahh.. My prayers are answered. Alhamdulillah.. Tomorrow's the health check-up, then when the results are out, they will determine my commencement date. Phew.. That's one cross off the to-do list.
Now I'm waiting for Abang to come back from camp. He went to take his IC and some other things. He's officially out of there for good. Now I won't have to bear interruptions from his phone, like people calling to request for leaves la, MCs la and house-visits. I'm one happy girlfriend. Heehee!
Dahlah bye.. Nak nenok citer dont-know-what on Disney Channel. Mcm budak2 aku nih! Muacks!
In a world of pollution, profanity, adolescence, zits, broccoli, racism, ozone depletion, sexism, stupid guys, and PMS, why the hell do people still tell me to have a nice day?
@ 3:10 PM
:: Wednesday, July 26, 2006 ::
Yay yay! We're going out again.. But won't tell any of you where yet. I'm going to make sure I post many many pictures on my next entry. I'm going to really make sure of that.
So you wait.
@ 12:07 PM
:: Monday, July 24, 2006 ::
Good sunny noon everyone! Wonder what we've been up to, huh? Ho yeah.. Guess I missed out on 2 days' worth of entries. Howell.. Here goes.
SATURDAY:
Abang, myself, Nad & Shaiful was out to town in our quest to search for Adah's birthday present. Wahlau ey that girl ah!! She has everything.. And that fact makes our task even harder!! Why, Adah, do you have everything? Just why must you do this to us? Do you know our feet hurt after browsing here & there and STILL cannot find anything for you? Well.. We did find you something though but ONLY after our poor feet got sore. Ohh.. I think pus is coming out too. Did yours, Nad?? Hmph! Adah, you just wait. As punishment, you will have to ketuk ketampi for poor us on your birthday. If not, we will do it for you, willingly. Right?
Heehee!
After finding Adah's birthday present, we jalan2 town like mad, with no idea as to where we were actually heading to. At last, Abang proposed we go home. Which was what we did. He took the car then the both of us set off to JB. Top up his petrol and zoomed off to the dam. Nice! Abang.. Remember "I swear"! Haha! That was so funny! Abang can be so silly sometimes.. Heehee! Love it, love it, love it!
SUNDAY:
Sunday was an interesting day for us! We washed the car ourselves!! Couldn't find a washing spot at Yishun so we went to Abang's place instead. We scrubbed, we soaped, we soaped ourselves, we washed. And the end product - a clean car. Satisfied, we were. Very very content. Heehee!
So after washing Abang's "second wife" clean, we decide to take it out to jalan2, as a treat. Heehee! We wanted to go to Chua Chu Kang initially, but Abang changed his mind and proceed to Bukit Panjang. Panjang pun panjang lah. Went to Bukit Panjang Plaza, browse2 here, browse2 there. Ate at KFC, as Abang was craving for his ayam. Yum! I ate Fish Ole! (threw cowboy hat). Double yum!
We then met Mamang Yadi, his girlfriend, Razia, Mamang Andi and another couple, Lin and whats-his-name. They ate at Banquet, then after that, we stopped at a nearby block to don't-know-do-what. And for the first time ever, I stepped on an accelerator of a car!! My first time! Yay yay! (Jumps like -ninja). Abang taught me to reverse, go straight, reverse again. Almost like belajar parking. Nice! Pandai jugak aku nih eh! Heehee! I must remember the date - 23rd July 2006. Later can buy 4-D. Ahakz! Thank you Abang, for teaching me.. So happy!!
After that, we all went to the dam. Lepak2, eat keropok, drink Apple Tea, listened to dangdut and reggaeton. Nice!! So fun lah..! Abang and I had yet another talk.. A wonderful talk about us. Thanks again Abang, for trying your best to convince me. I am so deeply touched.
Now waiting for Abang to come over. We're going to Toa Payoh today, for my meeting with my career consultant. Hopefully its fruitful enough. Anyway, wish me luck.
Take care all you wonderful people. Muacks!
@ 1:12 PM
:: Sunday, July 23, 2006 ::
I was shocked. I was dumbstruck. I was perplexed. I almost instantly drop dead on the floor. I sobbed. I shrieked. I whined. I howled.
Exaggerated, I am. Touched, I am very.
This is all because I took a click-a-clicky on their blog a few days ago, like I normally do everyday, just to check on them, and saw that they wonderful creatures have put up a post dedicated to the missing US!! They actually missed US!!
We are popular!!
See.. As you all know, we have changed this blog's URL as a way to privatise it. And the new blog add is only given to a selected group of people (Yes.. Certain people only!). But they remained oblivious to the change. Why, you might ask again.
Well.. Let me justify my actions, okay?
They have apparently disabled their comments section, making it impossible for me to disclose my domain there. The only resort left.. Email. Which is rather a hassle for me because as you all might read, I am always unfailingly going out. And it left me with little time, or rather, no time for anything else, let alone send an email.
(Somehow I felt like my explanation doesn't make sense. In other words, plain lame. Heehee! I soooo know it is!)
So after seeing them post that entry up on their blog, I knew then and there that they meant big-time business. So I sent them an email with regards to the new domain name. And this morning, I checked on their blog again. Howell.. They angels have forgiven myself & Abang!! So we're both quite relieved. We were actually half-expecting a hate mail, or perhaps a hurtful comment on us leaving them behind.
Heehee!
Goody goody!
So Kak Farah & Abang Karim, be happy. Be very very happy that the both of you are officially VKPs VIPs in this blog.
@ 2:52 PM
:: Saturday, July 22, 2006 ::
yay!!
-ninja -ninja
its saturday!!! haha.. well, doesnt make much difference anyway.. its saturday everyday for my pp and me.. heehee.. so much free time now.. must enjoy it.. nnt da keje da diff liao..
yest's 'adventure' was great.. eventhough only for wat? less than 2 or 3 hours? it was fun fun fun! *wInK* neway, i still prefer nong nong time..nong nong time.. so tak kelam kabot seyy..
takraw pun gettin more and more exciting.. im gonna perfect my stance soon.. lol.. got my hair cut yesterday kat uma mamat.. planned to go sungei roaad after tat.. but since my bubu wasnt there.. i golek here, golek there.. da 3+ baru cut hair.. da cut then tros malas.. my bubu still wit her mama.. so i went home lor..
golek sini golek sane lagik.. then terbobok.. heehee.. bangok straightaway call my pp.. dier da tengah main2 ngan matair num2 dier.. bleuk! nyampah!!
well.. now its almost 3pm.. goin out to town prolly.. both of us wit my sis and her boy.. nk gi belikan si adah becok ni bday pwesent dier.. nk belikan ape ntah. i also dunno.. like wat i said, mayb cepit2 baju ke.. so can cepit her mouth.. lol...
talkin about buyin pwesents.. my pp soo sweet... lol... u see.. dat day when we went to changi.. i was pestering jj to gimme his bangle..in a jokinly way la.. well.. not so jokingly actually.. haha.. i really wanted it.. nice seyy.. then i told my pp.. b..lawa tak.. lawa tak.. told her im gonna buy it soon.. the price is reasonable.. at taka jewellery..
so yest when my manje bubu was out wit mama, she actually bought me the bangle!! haha.. such a surprise tau!! tau tau tau!! -ninja X 3!! =>
during takraw, i went over to mum's corner.. then she told me to help her keep her hp in her bag.. then i saw the nice box inside.. weeEeeEEeee i suspected it to be a gift for me.. but i wasnt sure.. why seyy suddenly she would wanna buy me gift..but when i opened it.. wakakaka... really almost wanted to jumpe like -ninja..
lucky seri was there.. if not.. id have dokong my bubu and carry her pusing2 803... lol
thx syg..
u r the sweetest gerl in the world..
im lucky to be ur guy..
i luv u baby...
@ 3:05 PM
:: ::
Haluuuuu!! How wow you? Wahh.. Felt like I haven't been blogging for quite some time seyy. Did I really abandon this poor bloggy? Hmm.. Maybe updating it has been quite a hassle for me, but I am always unfailingly reading it. I don't know if that sounds crazy to you but I do read my own blog, my own posts, Abang's posts, comments.. I read every inch of this blog! That's how devoted I am. Heehee!
I made Abang happy yesterday, and the fulfillment I get is just priceless. "There are some things money can't buy, for others, there's MasterCard". Heehee! I bought him a bangle from Taka Jewellery which he wanted so much (I think!). It really is very nice tau! And it fits him perfectly.. Wah! Org tu ada bangle baru lah.. Posing sket! Heehee! But I think I like the box better. Haha!
Yesterday was out with Mama to Toa Payoh's HDB Hub to this something2 recruitment centre. I need to get a job, and fast! Mama's only "sponsoring" my first fee for school and the remaining fees for 3 months is solely gonna be paid my me, myself and I so better get up and go!
Ehh jap jap.. My attention dah divert to somewhere else.. Im chatting with Abang on MSN right now.. He's talking about this weird dream he had about him rearing a dog as big as him but is very obedient.. He's so into it!! Ait.. Finish story liao.. Boring!
Okay back to where I was.. Oops.. Diverted lagi ah.. This Abang, really tau! He's now talking about later on's plans to don't know where.. Okay.. Back to where I was.. That's two times in a paragraph tau.. Chronic already! Okay okay.. If you're already lost, go back 2 paragraphs, read it then come back down here, boy! Got it? Good.. After Toa Payoh, we went to Jurong to get Mama's hair done. Wahlau.. Go so far just to cut hair for what sia? I told her that, and she told me, the saloons around don't cater to her needs as much as this particular barber in Jurong does. Aiyah.. Mama's always like that tau.. She likes to make last minute additions to our plans. Gerammm.. And she never does tell me beforehand cause she knows I'm not going to follow her. Ape ckp!
So I followed lor.. With my lower lip hung so low I thought it could touch the ground. In other words, I was sulking. Blergh! Mama had her hair done apa semua.. Then we proceed home.. Penat seh. In the train, my head was bobbing up and down. Ngantok!
Reached Khatib MRT and saw the love of my life, MIKHAIL!! He's so cute.. Even Mama couldn't resist holding him.. But he's damn heavy! 10.2 kg.. Imagine that! So I can only carry him for awhile without melorot2.. Waduh! Then Elly and me naik my house jap.. Tidurkan Mikhail.. Then we went down.. Budak2 main takraw.. And you know what, I think we, the ladies of the sepak takraw men, have made the playground, our official hanging out spot. We called it, The Mothers' Club. Of course, I am not a mother.. They called me, The Mother-in-trainee. Suruh I belajar cara2 nak jadi mak.. Hello? Im not even married yet..!! Don't put pressure on me! Heehee..
Then, myself, Abang, Mamat & Siti gi adventure! Seronok.. Haha! Then, Abang sent me home lah. Now my gums plak sakit! I thought after the throat lump incident is over, I'd be as good as new.. But now, the gums plak. I think my wisdom tooth is growing. Sakit!! Bluek! Da la.. wanna concentrate chatting with abang on MSN.. Bye!
@ 1:16 PM
:: Thursday, July 20, 2006 ::
wakie wakie...
rise n shine~~
we're goin to da beach today!! hmm, oh nvm.. yest's events, my pp will be the one updating.. rite? kekekeke
changi changi.. here we come... main bola lagik... heehee.... and today, must bring BIG BIG float!! im gonna be like so the lazy and just lie down on the gigantic float and drift away.. far away to my dreamland wit my bubu.. eyy?? bubu?? *WinK*
she's still sleepin rite now.. well, im gonna have my breakfast first, then head to her house.. she's so cute when shes sleeping.. prolly i'll give her a surprise and be beside her bed when she wakes up... (must seek permission from ehem ehem ferst...)
hmmm now 1045.. mamam, mandi, siap, k la, can reach there b4 12 ah.. then watch dvd.. ok lor.. kluar b4 2... b!! -ninja heehee... yay yay!!
see u later k...
oh ya.. dun forget.. today we try out.. u know nevermind... blek! abg sayang ayang so much... tunggu kejap k.. kejap lagi abg sampai.. muacks!
mish u bubu...
@ 10:46 AM
:: Wednesday, July 19, 2006 ::
My throat hurts.. There's this lump protruding from the left side of my throat and its painful!! I can't even swallow my own saliva, let alone eat or drink. It explains my weak figure, therefore. And I thought it'd spare me of some sleep, but no-ho.. I was jolted from my bed at approximately 6:23am, another interval at around 8am and another at 10am, on which I surrendered and got up. With nothing much to do.. Thus, this entry.
A'an has been really caring throughout my sick sicky days. He bought for me Strepsils, mineral water and even volunteered to stay up at my house simply to take care of me. Awww sayang.. You're such a wonderful man. Always this responsible towards me, always so caring.. So sweet la. Caaayaaannnggg uuuuuu..
Mama is, too.. She made butter & kaya bread for me, which I am trying very very hard to swallow. Mind, painful.. She even pour me a glass of warm water. Sweet mother of mine..
Oh yes.. I beat A'an again today! Yeahoooooo!! I can thank "this-lump-protruding-from-the-left-side-of-my-throat" very much for stirring me up this early. Arghhh!! I'm sooooo gonna make up for it. I'm going to sleep sleep sleep until I get sick of sleeping..
..when I get well, of course.
For now, shucks, 10am.. Here I come!
@ 10:48 AM
:: Tuesday, July 18, 2006 ::
Hie sayang!! Naper lmbt bangun nih? So unlike you seyy.. I risau tau.. Cepat lah bangun!!
Yesterday night Fiza noti seyy.. Made A'an mad. Sorry sayang, you got me wrong. And it got me into a shock when you shouted at me over the loud music at Singgah Selalu. I tak pekak tau!
Aik.. Baru ckp.. A'an dah call. Heehee! Da bangun sayang.. Kesian dia.. Seems like I passed on my sore throat to him. Alar.. Sorry!!
Okay okay.. Back to the story. I made A'an angry.. He thought I was looking at some other guy at the opposite table. I wasn't, sayang!! I was just gazing at nothing.. Just so happens the guys were there. A'an got the wrong impression. Alar.. Anyone will seyy. Sorry sayang..
Atlast, the both of us didn't finish our food. Padahal my selera masih ader seyy tu part. Furthermore, I was craving for that Mee Goreng Pattaya. Haiz.. But I just can't eat. Firstly, because A'an have stopped eating.
And on the way home, we didn't talk! All was quiet and silent in the car. I was crying silently, because my attempts to apologize & talk to him failed. So I diam jelah.. Takut I..
Then A'an drove us to the dam.. Kita diam jek for a few minutes.. And I, cannot control my emotions, terus hug A'an.. I don't want to quarrel anymore seyy.. All that can be avoided tau.. Only the both of us do not know how to handle such situations. But I'm sure, as time goes on, we'll surely find a way to avoid such silly squabbles and handling it without hurting each other. Yes yes.. When there's a will, there's a way. I'm sure..
A'an, I know there is no way we can avoid the couple fights, because that's a pattern in Life. We have to go through it no matter what. But I wish we can handle all that. I taknak kita gaduh2 then end up.. You know what I mean kan.. I really don't want to part with you tau sayang..
Sigh.. Da lar. I don't want to remember such stuffs. I only want to remember the good stuffs.. But we musn't forget the bad times as well. For believe it or not, those are the evidences of our strength. Because by those bad times, we learnt different ways to keep the relationship alive. So appreciate the bad times, k?
Da lar.. I da merepek panjang.. Now chatting with A'an at MSN.. Good good.. Chat sana lar.. I da malas nk blog. Bluek!
Btw, before I go, I'd like to say.. I love, really really love, only love, deeply in love with A'an. I want no other man, k? He's the one..
Muahz
@ 12:23 PM
:: Monday, July 17, 2006 ::
Wow.. Second entry for the day. How exciting!
And thanks to Farah, I can sing my own praises without sounding like it. This will be the last time I take part in such tagging games alright? They are repetitive in one way or another and I'm beginning to show signs of boredom in such things.
But howell.. Here goes nothing.
Seven things that scare me:
1. Ugly pests (cockroaches etc)
2. Losing my loved ones
3. A'an's bad mood
4. CLOWNS (believe it or not!)
5. Being alone in the dark
6. Being somewhere strange/unfamiliar
7. Watching horror flicks
Seven things I like the most:
1. Being with A'an
2. Being with my family
3. Late night supper
4. Mee Goreng Pattaya (no veggies) at Singgah Selalu, JB
5. Hanging out (gossipping) with my girlfriends
6. Purposely sleeping on A'an when he is driving (heehee)
7. Going anywhere with A'an (my life is pretty much about him)
Seven most important things in my room:
1. A'an's T-Shirt (can't do anything without his scent)
2. My Teddies
3. Bolster
4. Frames & frames of pictures of my friends (but none of A'an.. sorry sayang!)
5. The TV
6. The DVD player (cum private movie theater cum karaoke set cum private disco)
7. The PS (where I have every license in the world TO KILL mummified creatures)
Seven random facts about me:
1. I canNOT stand alcohol, its smell especially (so don't you dare call me an alcoholic just because I do club)
2. Eye-pencil is a must-have wherever I go, be it far or near
3. I am deeply in love with A'an (its obvious, isn't it?)
4. I am the only daughter, the eldest child and the elder sister
5. I can sleep for hours & hours
6. I have migraine problems
7. I am short-sighted (so don't you dare call me sombong or the likes of it because I can't see clearly! I am just too egoistical and thinks that contact lenses & glasses are mere wastes of money!)
Seven things I plan to do before I die:
1. Perform my Haj pilgrimage
2. Get married & bear atleast 2 kids hopefully
3. Bore a scarf over my head (Insya Allah)
4. Quit whatever I am supposed to quit (winks)
5. Witness the weddings of my children
6. Be able to provide my children with their necessities
7. Be able to tell A'an that I love him at my deathbed
Seven things I can do:
1. I can cook very delish chicken curry! (according to Ayah, that is)
2. Shout like a man
3. Finish a thick book in 2 days
4. Cry to sleep, wake up and continue to cry again (I can certainly do this!)
5. Go crazy
6. Climb a tree
7. Irritate A'an (Oohh..)
Seven things I can't do:
1. Drive
2. Dress revealingly
3. Break A'an's heart (can never do this!)
4. Disappoint my parents
5. Be apart from A'an for far too long
6. Watch horror movies without shutting my eyes
7. Walk around the streets naked (like as if anyone can or even will!)
Seven words I say the most:
1. Bluek!
2. Cayaaaanggg (to A'an only!)
3. Wahlao!
4. Sey.
5. D!!!! (again, A'an only!)
6. Seypak kang
7. Diam ah
Seven celeb crushes:
1. Taufik Batisah!! (oops..)
2. Cristiano Ronaldo
3. Enrique Iglesias
4. Faith Hill
5. Craig David
6. Bryan Adams
7. Zaiton Sameon
There. Done-ded! I can happily skip down to meet A'an now. We're off to JB soon, after his takraw game. For now, I'll just watch him seypak the takraw. You take care. Muahz
@ 7:52 PM
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Argh!! My throat felt like it's burning.. So hard to swallow, even my own saliva. And my voice, sengau. And just now I woke up all sweaty & hot. Wooo.. I really hope all these subsides soon. I don't wanna meet A'an in this condition. NEVER.
Speaking of A'an, I am missing him ever so badly!! Why?? Argh!! I hate this feeling.. But I don't hate A'an, of course. Its just that, sometimes this feeling will pounce on me off-guard. It gets so overwhelming that I almost cried.. No, really! So I smsed A'an and he said he'll be coming to my place as soon as possible.
Argh sayang, sorry!! I don't mean to rush you. But, this feeling is so sickening. I can't control myself. This is getting a little beyond my control. Argghh.. I am now looking at our photos. I missed you that bad, huh??
And dear, its true what you said. It almost felt like you've lost something so significant in your life. That's exactly how I'm feeling!! I have a few questions unanswered..
Is it because I am too afraid of losing you?
Is it because I am too deeply in love with you?
Is it because the remnants of the past is still haunting me?
Is it because I am too insecure about you?
I can't answer these!
Help!
(faints)
@ 7:04 PM
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Ho yes. I decided to privatise this blog. Simply because I want to start anew. This blog has been badly infested by unwelcomed invaders under the previous domain.
So now, all hail new blog!
Except of course, the old us.
Blergh!
@ 4:46 AM
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Good morning sayang!! I know you're going to read this in the morning since you're tucked in bed. And I know I promised to sleep, but I simply can't. This stomach of mine is playing its self-composed music. In simple English, I'm hungry! But can't seem to find anything to munch. Maybe I should just hop on down to 7-11 to get chips or something. Or maybe, I should just sleep. Hmm.. Later.
I'd like to say something out loud here. It has come to my attention that A'an & me have this "connection" or telepathy as we called it. Seriously now, its amazing! There have been many instances to prove this theory.
But the most unforgotten instance was when I was sitting across Far East Plaza, near the Old Chang Kee, with a friend waiting for A'an. As you all know, Old Chang Kee & Far East Plaza is divided by a road, and its quite a distance. A'an was walking towards the entrance of the shopping mall so I called out to him and amazingly, he turned to face me!! Please note that I didn't use the word "shouted" because that's not what I did. In fact, my calling out to him wasn't even meant to be heard. I don't know.. I just felt like calling. Even Ella, who was beside me, said that my voice wasn't loud enough for him to hear at the opposite side of the road. And when I asked him if he heard me calling, he said no, and that he just felt like turning. Amazing, isn't it?
And another instance.. Me & A'an just love smsing each other before we do something, eg before bed, when we wake up. Guess what.. We would sometimes sms each other at the same time!! I would receive his sms right after I sent mine and vice-versa. Okay, so maybe smsing at the same time before bed would be pretty predictable. But sms at the same time in the morning when we wake up?? Think about it. How do you even know what time your partner'll wake up? Brr.. Amazing, isn't it?
So.. Given these examples, it might explain why me & A'an came up with a "silent" game just now. We were just plain inquisitive. We wanted to know more. Okay, the objective of this "silent" game is merely to keep quiet, and let our hearts do the talking, and see if the other partner knows what we're thinking of.
A'an went first. He fell into silent mode for a few seconds before asking me what he have been thinking. I couldn't answer.
It turns out he was saying,"Fiza senget! Fiza senget!".
Damn.
Then he posed another question to me, asking what he was thinking of as he said,"Fiza senget!".
I answered,"Dancing turtle".
Only we know what is the hell is that. Ping! My answer's correct. One point to me.
See, see??
It was my turn. I played dumb for a few seconds too. Then I asked him what he thinks I've said in my heart.
He answered,"I love you forever".
Almost correct.
I was saying,"I love you, A'an".
See, see II??
Oh dear.. This is incredible. There are other instances too, which is just too much to be posted here. I can drone on & on about them. But I don't wish to. Just let it run in our heads & be a part of our wonderful memories.
:)
Sigh. Today was an emotional rollercoaster for the both of us. I don't know why but as I was looking at him in the eye, I felt like as if all along, no other men have ever stepped into my life. Like as if A'an was the first man I know. Its not funny, folks. Stop laughing. Its just.. I don't know. Why do I have this feeling? Have any of you ever had this feeling? Why & how does it even occur?
Life gave me too many problems. Some are solved and some remain unsolved. And loving A'an, is one of those unsolved problems. Not as if loving him is much of a problem to me. But its how much I loved him, is where the problem lies. Because I think this love has gone too far, that even a few hours of staying apart is unbearable. That was exactly how I felt earlier today. I just missed him too much that I felt like crying. Its so terrible.
Just imagine what will be if ever we were to be apart. Argh! I don't wanna think of such stuffs. But its playing around in my head. I am just so afraid of losing you, dear A'an. I just love you..
..too much.
@ 3:42 AM
:: Sunday, July 16, 2006 ::
I am shagged. I am famished. Thus, I do not wanna blabber too much in this entry. Instead, I'd just let the pictures take you on a ride back to the previous 2 days happenings.
Let the journey begin..
FRIDAY NIGHT : ADVENTURE @ UNKNOWN MANSION
A very cool finding.. The Straits Times dated 1982.
SATURDAY NIGHT : MAHLIGAI MANIS TO CELEBRATE TOMPEL'S BIRTHDAY
Happy Birthday Tompel! (The very front man in black)
I'm done! I'm off.. Out with A'an.
Bluek!
@ 9:19 PM
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hi syg..
dun b surprised if u find sumthin missin...
sum things are not meant to be written here baby....
luvin u more and more each day.....
sweet dreams~
@ 3:31 PM
:: Friday, July 14, 2006 ::
It was another long day. Tiring, but we enjoyed it, do we now, A'an?
Heehee!
Yesterday, I accompanied my dear A'an to his interview at Ayer Rajah Crescent. Initially, we planned on getting lost together on that unfamiliar road. We even got out of the house early. That was how prepared we were. No thanks to A'an's bad sense of direction, that is.
:0
But thanks to Streetdirectory.com do we reached the desired place earlier than thought. So, to enlighten the tight atmosphere surrounding the interviewee, we took some de-stressing snaps.
There. The different poses. Vains we were not, my dears. Its just plain, harmless de-nervous-ing (if ever there is such a word) and a "bonding" session of some kind. Swear!
A'an then left me in the car to attend to myself soon after. And I was bored rigid. I need company. I cannot talk to myself, because I dumped my split personality half right after I met A'an. So I made company.. My built-in faithful camera..
Again defending myself, I'm not the vainpot that A'an accused me of being. I was just bored, hokay? Forgive?
A'an then drove us to IMM, where we have our lunches & also some browsing. We walked into Daiso, where A'an made me do this..
..I do not know why.
He then got sick of me & diverted his attention to..
Again, I do not know why.
Just in one of his silly moods, I think.
Okok, so perhaps we took a tad too much of photos yesterday, but most of our pictures are pretty much scenery-less. We decided to add a little something to it.
See this vast horizon?
Yes, we wanted it as our background. Romantic, no less.
So we tried..
And we tried..
And we tried..
And we tried..
It doesn't come much to our satisfaction, and we gave up soon after. But hey, we tried!
We then dragged our legs home, where we spent the time watching VCDs with Mama & Ayah whilst waiting for Elly & Yazid. And I guess A'an must've been tired of entertaining my giggling parents because he did this on his phone..
Nice, sayang. Thank you!
We then picked Elly & Yazid up at Woodlands and made our way down to JB. Elly is such a chatterbox, and I know A'an couldn't stand it. Heehee! Poor sayang. Put up with her lah, your brother's wife mah.
Elly gave us the directions to a certain Rossco Cafe, where we sang karaoke, smoked shissha & have our supper. Everything equals to a sum of RM29 or so I think. For a table of 4? That's cheap, sia! Good bargain, don't you think?
The wrapping up of our night wasn't so expected, though. A'an did something which no other man has ever done to me. I was touched, deeply touched. Very, very sincere is this man towards me. My womanly instincts told me so.
A'an, don't worry too much sayang. What makes you think I would leave you when saying goodbye to you is the hardest, even for only a few hours?
A'an, I know not much, but I know I love you.
@ 12:09 PM
