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:: Friday, September 29, 2006 ::


its a bright sunny day today.. and im feeling a little rajin today.. so i'll update k k k..

(actually tis is a re-do.. cos just now my tangan abit gatal, dunnoe wat i click, den *poof* sume gone.. sob sob)

yesterday was fun fun fun! dunnoe wat made it so fun but i enjoyed every single bit of it.. =)

first thing after work, i set off to starhub building @ cuppage to replace my faulty sim card.. only to be rejected.. sedih seyy.. the staff (who suspiciously looked lyk my primary classmate) told me tat they dun do replacement of sim cards there so he shoo-ed me to plaza sing instead. sob sob.. jahat! call urself starhub building some more! grr.. so i called abang, and we met for a sweet, short while.. heehee! he walked me a distance to p.s.. and we're both lyk so awkward.. cos we were fasting wat.. and we made it a point to stay a distance frm each other; no hand-holdings etc.. cannot even touch arh!! haha.. so we were lyk a bit tak kene gaya.. i looked at him, and he looked at me.. haha! funny la..

so i got to plaza sing's starhub ctr level 1, only to be rejected again.. sedih tol ar nasib aku nih! de reception told me to go to level 2 instead.. aiyah.. so i pitifully made my way up.. tmpt sket nye kecik.. i almost missed it seyy.. okaylar.. so after the bla bla blas, i got my new sim card.. yay yay! but the counter staff told me it will be activated in an hour's time.. wat a bother! cannot call abang straightaway.. so i just took the train home la, constantly switching on my phone to see if its activated.. after about half an hour, dat bloody thing finally came to life.. happy happy! heehee!

okay okay.. and u noe wat.. my plan backfired.. menyampah seyy! i can never do a good surprise for abang.. i was actually planning to give a surprise to abang.. told him tat im not meeting him, tat i'll be breaking my fast at home instead.. but he called me at the very last minute.. ala.. den takleh kluar ar.. or else he will hear my background and the plan will backfire kan.. so i just talked to him la.. tried to think of reasons to put down the fone so i can bloody rush to the train on time to meet him and buka.. but i cannot think of any.. cos im afraid he will get the wrong impression.. u noe lar this abang.. always mindful of wat i say or do.. grrr... heehee!

but then, abang told me since he's not meeting me, he'll be buying food and eat in the office! ala.. there u go.. so i mati2 tell him, jgn mkn kat atas.. mkn lar kt bwh.. den he was lyk, kenape tkleh mkn kt atas? he sounded irritated.. so, wat to do.. nk jaga hati diye kan.. terpakse lar tell him the truth.. haiz.. abang, abang.. susahlar wanna surprise u.. tk pernah jadi seyy!! always lyk tis tau.. nevermind.. im never goin to stop trying.. hehe!

and so we met.. abit late for buka actually.. da lar tgh lapar, de mamak plak pekak badak sumbu seyy.. abang ordered 2 mee goreng, tanak sayur, tanak taugeh.. and u noe wat he brought for us?? 2 mee goreng, 1 ade taugeh, 1 takder, dua2 ade sayur.. eh ape sak??? nasib baik lar tgh bulan puasa.. bulan kedamaian.. grrr.. and as usual, cannot finish my food.. cos i was full from drinking TWO glasses of teh tarik.. the teh tarik veri nice la i tell u, even though its freakin hot! dlm badan i ader jin air lar.. nak buat mcm maner..

after buka, abg went up to his office, den i jalan2 la mcm budak belo.. walk here, walk there.. nasib baik tk bebual sorang.. den da penat jalan, sat at mcdonalds, dgr mp3.. abang called shortly, and told me he'll be going off soon.. so i was very happy la.. fidgeting every second.. sket2 tgk luar, looking out for him.. and wen i finally saw him, he was walking berdua-duaan with a makcik!! hmph! oh.. bermesra dgn makcik ehk?? kongasam.. heehee! funny la abang.. esp the way he looked when he tried explaining to me tat that makcik's only a colleague, and tat they are going the same direction.. hahaha! u realli think i was realli angry ke syg? aiyoyo.. ni anak.. manyak susah ah.. =)

then we took the train home, took the car.. and then.. mane lagi.. our fav place la.. heehee! and here's the funny part.. dunnoe wat possessed us la at tat time.. we sang, shouted, screamed into each other's ears.. hahhaa! terpekik terlolong dlm kereta.. dua2 da giler gaknyer.. lagu jiwang, kita bikin jadi rock.. hahaha! mepek seyy.. but i enjoyed it.. dunnoe we can be tis giler if we want to.. haha!

reached our fav place.. duduk2, talk2, sing2 again, scream2 again, vocal class.. haha! den suddenly, HN & HS came.. hahaha!! tsk tsk tsk.. sampai sanggup sesat ehk si HS tu.. *winkwink* hahaha!! and i officially declare, no more HS frm now.. it should be VHS.. heehee! related tags: country club, jalan kayu, adventure, quickie, HS & HN, bouncy bouncy, "panas".. kekekeke!

waaa.. im still smiling seyy remembering yesternight.. heehee! so much fun, so much laughter.. i reali enjoyed myself.. i mean, its lyk all the time lar.. u realli noe how to make me smile and laugh.. thanks dearest.. you're the best!

hugga bubu hugga bubu.. lets chat now! kekeke! mwaaks


..FizAn..
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Alhamdulillah

Hari ini hari ke enam kita berpuasa, dah syukur tidak satu hari pun ditinggal. InsyaAllah, sebentar lagi akan kita sama2 mengerjakan solat juma'at.

Im now in the office.. again all alone.. every friday mornin, this is my ritual.. ooh, talkin about alone.. my colleague Tony has just came in..

As usual, im on starhub's website rite now, sms'ing wit my dearest bubu.. we're plannin on this evenin.. both of us are knockin off at 1/2 hour difference only.. of coz, i'll be the one to finish work first.. hehehe

so, wat have we been up to... hmmm... oh ya oh ya, we did sumthin we dun normally do as well as went someplace we dun normally go to yest nite.. kekekeke.. shhhhh *sEcReT* we found a new buka place to go to.. (applicable only if bubu finishes work first) but tonite, we're gonna go to a diff place.. (coz im finishin first!)

hmmm, my darlin bubu is also updating the blog at the same time.. i think i'll stop for now, the rest are in already.. i think i better go do some work now.. hehe.. bubye darlin ku.. I LOVE U baby(s).. mmuuaahh/!!!


..FizAn..
@ 8:18 AM


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:: Thursday, September 28, 2006 ::


chet! she beat me to it! blom sempat ku surprise, dier da sms dulu.. ingatkan dier lupe.. hehe, im goin to sleep now baby..
abg loves u!!!

jgn luper del msg tau..nnt apis baca.. kekeke *BluSh*

~an luv fiza 4eva~


..FizAn..
@ 12:26 AM


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:: Wednesday, September 27, 2006 ::


harloo.. good morning!!

such a normal day for me.. in the office now, bored and all alone.. no companion.. geez.. im lucky though i have a very clever and IT savvy boyfriend who lets me "sneak" into the internet via the office comp.. heehee! thank you sayang.. dunnoe wat i'd do without u..

speaking of abang, my poor sayang is now in the train (read: late for work), cos of a tummyache.. told him to get an mc.. cos kesian rite.. atet peyot, den everytime haf to rush to the toilet.. but tis very responsible boyfriend refuses.. wat to do.. so i suggest he rub some medicated oil lar.. at 7-11 belambak wat.. can stand there n choose some more.. hehe.. dunnoe if he'll heed my advice.. but watever it is, i just hope he gets better.. kesian lar u sayang.. sorry i wasnt there.. =(

as y'all noe, its the fasting month now.. alhamdulillah.. its the time to collect all the pahalas in the world with just a simple deed. been longing to go terawih with abang (as planned before ramadhan) but i guess time doesnt allow it yet.. hmm.. wonder when eh bang..

yesternight, abg & i was late for buka.. of course lar, both stuck in the office wat.. wat to do.. work commitments.. so we planned on buka-ing together outside.. but one of my colleagues bought for me nasi goreng, a muffin and a cappucino (with strawberry marshmallow topping some more) for buka when she came to cover my shift.. baik nyer hati.. so time buka, i drank up the hot but very very tasty cappucino and gave eileen the nasi goreng.. cos i'll be breaking my fast outside with abang mah.. and wat happened to tat banana walnut muffin? it went into my bag, and i completely forgot all abt its existence, and just now before work, i tossed it onto my bed.. so it'll stay there till today evening k.. hehe! poor muffin u..

den i met up with abang and proceed home, took the car and we go have our meal at new york pizza.. abang & i had the beef and chicken bolognaise respectively.. it was so tangy, i tell u.. and like abang said, think the cook is trying to be generous with the pasta sauce but it turns out, he has put in a tad too much effort already.. the linguine is too soaked into the pasta!! i had to ask one of the staff to bring me the parmesan cheese sprinkle, to ease the tanginess abit.. and yea, it tastes better.. phew! but better or not, i still couldnt finish the pasta.. so we tapau lor.. (and fyi tats exactly wat i ate for sahur today.. and im havin hints of a stomachache now).

well.. after our meal, biaselar.. to our favourite place we go.. heehee! spent some quality time, manje2-ing each other after a hard day at work.. (and right sole nak tercabut).. heehee! love it when just the two of us are there.. its like, we build our own place, stuck in our own solitude.. tats so romantic and sweet.. wah.. i can get really mushy wen im at work heh.. soli yah!

wahlau.. its calls after calls.. i don even have time to read abang's msgs.. its so stifling, honestly.. i nid a break la!! erk??? the last time i checked the time, it was around 930am.. and now its 10:39!! time reali flies wen ure busy heh.. goody goody! and yea.. i wonder how abang is doing ryte nw.. with his endless fonecalls plus stomachache.. it isnt a very good combination u noe.. hmph!

and oh yea.. i see abang has complained of my late-ness these few days.. well, i was late again, yesterday.. heehee! but i didnt take the cab tis time around, instead i decide tat i shld be a little bit of an irritant and woke, no shake, my brother up.. and forced him to send me to work.. and after i was flung with many many profanities, he finally did get up and changed.. and all the while i have to fight the urge to spank his head.. grrr.. but my little brother's full of revenge.. he sped, and he jam braked, and i was lucky my head's still intact wit my body.. still, i kept quiet.. tkper tkper.. balek umah, kau siap.. heehehe.. well, fiza & a.m can never be together.. we r not destined to.. so i guess, it'll have to stay tat way till forever.. ade2 je aku mepek..

and yea.. im so bored now, and im listenin to our song tau abang.. it brought back many many memories seyy.. the good ones, the bad ones, the sad ones.. all of it.. tat time i turun bwh block den yazid called me over and u were in the car, time kite baru jumpe each other bawah block dgn yazid, u the shy guy, me the shy girl, then there was tat first smile, tat first touch, tat first time we laughed together, then the first time we go out together, go jb, and the first time i put my hand on ur lap whilst ur driving.. and then tat time we met each other at tunnel, tat was a friday night.. then my mum was admitted to the hospital, then u sent me home.. and then there's tat first time we saw tempat bakar rambut.. den like every night pon nk gi saner.. hehe! go jb must eat at singgah selalu, mee goreng pattaya tanak sayur and nasi goreng pattaya, iced milo for both.. hehe! then there's mahligai manis.. "aku rindu padamu".. "cinta sebenar cinta".. "if i cant".. wah.. its like everything is piling up into my mind right now.. its so nice being in love isnt it.. sigh.. blissful, i must say.. but tat also doesnt mean tat we dont have our fair share of the heartaches and the tears.. but its all an essence, isnt it? its to create tis bond that we're holding on to so tightly now.. and after going through so much, we are still here.. to this day.. we're still smiling, still laughing, still living a life of our own.. and its such a wonderful feeling, isnt it? =)

sayang, i love u so much.. nothing can really express wat im feeling for u.. but i hope all my actions all these while shows.. i definitely hope so.. and i'll be with u till eternity.. dats it, rite? eternaluv.. rmmbr? heehee.. thinkin of the memories just makes me love u more.. and im missing u alot too.. nevermind, we'll meet after work, and hugga bubu hugga bubu again k? heehee! and im missing the kish kish and the peck peck.. krkekrkekre! and the "cayaaannnngggg..".. its so nice being with u tau dearest.. i enjoyed every moment spent with u.. =)

wah.. quite long eh i write.. i dont even bother to check my spelling errors or grammatical errors or sentence construction errors.. i just type and type and type all tat is in my mind.. alar.. its nice sometimes to let loose wat.. eh okaylar.. i haf to go.. im at work mah.. haf to concentrate.. its calls after calls and complains after complains and after this, the whatnots.. da lar, bye arh!

abang.. love u!! msg me la.. bubu bored.. and yea, don entertain irritating nyonyas k? heehee! mwaaks!


..FizAn..
@ 11:57 AM


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:: Monday, September 25, 2006 ::


its monday again.. lunch time.. im inside the office, darn.. might have to work over time today.. hmm.. lets be optimistic.. overtime? gd!! more pay... (yeah rite) well, my bubu's gonna be off work in less then 3 hours time.. but me? i dun even know my own fate..

fetched my dearest from home yest, after she buka.. bought some drinks and chips.. and off we went to our favourite haunt.. the chips tak abes seyy. tu ah.. besar sangat.. dunno whos eatin them now... mayb hadi tengah mamam agaknye.. kekekeke

bubu was late for work today..(AGAIN) she took the cab today.. (AGAIN) smlm naik cab, niari naik cab.. see see.. dun care, today must force her sleep early.. as a matter of fact, we've been reachin home early this few days.. dunno why she can still wake up late.. NK KENE CHOM AHH!!

well, if u notice my syg... theres ads on the left and the right.. haha.. just putting them there to see the stats k.. now that u've seen it, gi la click click clik.. kekekekek

so, cant wait till this weekend.. woohooo.. its been such a long time since we both off at the same time.. muuuaaaahhhh!! ((: *WinK*

luv u my shweet little pwincess.
luv u my darling baby..


..FizAn..
@ 12:20 PM


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:: Friday, September 22, 2006 ::


helo helo!
hehe, alala, cian my bubu marah2 dier smlm eh.. well, lets not talk about it.. its a GOOD GOOD morning people! :) im in the office now, pagi2 da masok.. as usual, sittin by the phone again.. waitin for it to ring.. well, today's friday, im expecting lesser calls..

friday?!? wooohooo!!! weekend coming!! i luv this day! after 5 days of workin(no MCs) i think i deserve the rest.. yes of coz i do! but too bad, my darlin gotta work.. boohoo... well, at least tonite we're gonna spend more time wit each other.. yesterdays mee goreng at bencoolen.. not nice.. bubu's mutton chop was nicer.. eventhough its not so nice, its still nicer then mine.. nice rite? ntahlah.. da start ah ni membebel dier.. stop!

hokay.. i gotta lot of dvds at home which i borrowed from nasser, but no time to watch seyy.. most probably sat nite or sun nite we watch together k syg? ur mums been buggin about doin up the comp.. so i guess, after settin up ur dear comp, we'll have dinner and watch cite, hmm, little man nak?? must get it from sheila quickly k manje.. heehee..

YaWn.. ngantok pulak... ive been typing this on and off since 0845, now its already 0919, hehe, soliyah! keep gettin calls.. need to entertain la.. work is work mah.. ((: yay yay nari friday! -ninja -ninja.. bubu! now im imaginin u doin the -ninja! hehe.. so cute u sexy thang u!!

oh ya, im also gonna start on a project, to learn more about websites, wat topics or watevers can generate more $$.. hehehe.. so, gotta go now.. cant concentrate la nk tulis panjang2.. tak aman.. calls la, then skrg dorang baru abes meeting la.. aiyoyo.. *garok kepale*

okie baby.. enjoy ur beauty sleep.. jealous seyy abg, seein u sleepin soo the soundly at ur comfy bed.. how i wish i can join u.. hmmm... tat would be noice! kan kan kan.. hehehe.. k la.. MMUUAAHH!!

luv u to bits honey..
c..


ARGHH!! I WAS JUST TOLD NEXT WEEK ID HAVE TO GO FOR OVERTIME!! ARGHH!!! THEN ITS ALMOST FOR 2 WEEKS OR WORST! 3 WEEKS!!..

but but,.. i just remembered, its fasting month.. i just told them.. relax.. breathe in.. breathe out.. hmm, fasting is important leh.. god wililng, the will understand.. i mean, OT is gd la, get more cash.. but, doin wat god tells u to, is more important.. hehe.. k la, now talkin to my m'sia boss.. see how it goes.. i luv u darling.. muackz!!


..FizAn..
@ 8:47 AM


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sigh.. all i did today was work for 12 hours and then spend quality time with the boyfriend. but other people still insists on threading on my toes. just why?? what is their problem??

as if im currently not weighing other matters on my shoulders, they have to burden me more with their baseless accusations and wild assumptions of me. why?? for all i know, i have never tried to get into their way of life, let alone disrupt their personal happiness but why must they try and try (sometimes successfully) to block all paths of MY happiness?? do you think its fair? sigh.. you tell me.

its not that i cared so much about what people actually think of me.. cos i believe that everyone has their own rights towards their opinions on a certain something; to each his own.. but it doesnt give them the right AT ALL to go around spreading untruths about me, and highlighting certain traits that i dont even know i possessed! now, tell me, who have the slightest patience for all these craps? me. dumb old me. i chose to keep quiet. i chose to give all these remarks a silent note. and look who's hurt now.

me.

fancy going around poisoning innocent minds. and for what reasons?? to gain support from other people. that just puts the capital L in Lame. what do you think we're in? some kind of competition? singapore idol?? more like singapore idiot.

hah. what these people really need is a mirror. i guess they haven't been taking enough time to reflect on who they really are. but no worries, their time will come. im still going to be the dumb old me and keep quiet again. again. patience is virtue. just let karma unfolds itself and lash its claws back at them silly fools. i'll just sit here and watch the drama.

one should seriously get to know somebody inside out instead of this ugly thing humans do called stereotyping. unfortunately, it's becoming too common in today's times and everyone's doing it. -as to quote Ili.

oh oh.. on a much lighter note, abang fetched me from work just now. had dinner with him at bencoolen, for i was famished after not investing any solids into my digestive system for 12 hours. had my spicy mutton chop.. yum yum! after which, we decided to go for a cheap thrill and took bus 851 from bugis straight to khatib.. tukar angin lah katakan.. we always take the train home so we decided to do something different this time around.. and i, have to rush to 7-11 to get that mentholyptus to cease the giddiness of long bus rides. yea.. in case you dont know, i have the lowest tolerance for long bus rides. i would feel giddy and then feel like vomitting.. but just now was okay. i was armed, anyway. so yea.. lets do that again sometime aight darling?

=)

went to school yesterday and registered (last minute-ly) for my business practice exam in nov. i was so kanchiong, mind you, cos it was the last day for registration. so i hurriedly made my way (after a short but sweet meeting with abang at the mrt - heehee!) and quickly grabbed the exam registration form and filled in as supermanly as i could, paid, and get my butt a tad late for class. but after a few minutes, one of the admin staffs (psst - he has ronald macdonald's hairstyle!) came up and interrupted the lesson, and told us that we can sign up for an on-demand exam, scheduled on jan instead, in case we need more time to prepare.. haiyah.. such a waste of effort - all that hurrying! but i signed up anyways.. hopefully they will approve of it, since they require a certain number of students to get approval for a later examination date..

and i have a few assignments to be completed, important tests to be mugging for, and u noe the series of late-night researching to be followed after tat.. tired, tired..

well.. i'd better go get some well-deserved sleep now. hopefully tomorrow, will be slightly better. slight is good, if not more.

bye all!

love u abang!! mwaaks!

-add- my mama just came up to me, and invaded my ears with her sickly m daud kilau song lalala nonsense on her mp3. thanks mama. thanks. =) -add-


..FizAn..
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:: Monday, September 18, 2006 ::


yoohoo!! sua lama tarak update ini blog.. but don worrie.. its not even close to dying.. maybe suffering frm exhaustion, but it'll soon pick up.. so, spare the whys and the what-happens k.. heehee!

alotta things haf been happening around us lately..

firstly, there's that news we received from a very close & personal friend of ours who are now parents to a cute (i assume its cute, jus by lookin at the parents!) a month plus old baby, tucked away in a small corner of the womb, waiting for just the right moment to barge out and say hello to the world.. damn cute i tell u.. and when i asked her how that felt, she told me tat she's extremely happy, the maternal instincts are sinking in, and she felt like tis time around, her sole responsibility is towards tat little person building up inside of her.. for example, she is careful now not to sleep on her stomach, afraid of compressing her womb.. and she rubs her stomach occasionally now.. she said its due to this newly-profound love.. she just couldnt resist it, eventhough her stomach isnt at all bulging.. and the father, his paternal instincts are also making its way.. he's taking extra care for her now, example, he tried his best not to take long walks with her, afraid it might tire her.. aww.. wouldnt it be sweet.. just so sweet.. =)

i so envy them!!

hmm.. other events which has happened.. went to epul's 21st bdae celebration at his house in sengkang on saturday, sep 19.. great.. abang & i were so bulged by the end of the day.. nice, nice..

then there's that kenduri tahlil we went to at bik lala's house on sunday evening (20Sep).. the funniest thing was, the theme colour was blue, cos practically all of the cousins were wearing blue.. remember, blue is for kendarat, red is for minah dapur.. haha! tat was funny.. onli the girls knew wat i meant.. =) had a satisfying dinner of nasi briyani, cute round donuts, kuih pau & others.. woohoo!! bulge, bulge.. abang was a little mad at me for not waiting for him to eat though.. heehee! sorry yah~ mwaaks!

and yea okay.. good news again.. for the rest of the month, i'll be working morning shift!! yeayyyyyy!! so happy.. no b shifts, no c shifts.. jus plain a & 12hr shifts to be completed and im outey.. woohoo! just great.. just wat i need.. cos abang has been complaining, i havent been giving him the tlc that he's been demanding all along due to my working hrs.. so much so tat i haf to take mcs & urgent leaves just so that i can meet him.. (tis, nadiah will know.. heehee!) so maybe with this schedule amendment, i might get to spend more quality time with him.. yeay yeay! abang happy tk? bubu happy tau.. mwaaks!

eh dahlah.. i mencarutz enuff already.. wanna go tuck in now.. tomorrow's an early day, and a longer one too.. cos i haf 4 extra hours to complete.. serve me totally right for sabo-ing other ppl's shifts.. heehee! but its okay.. atleast i dun haf to work nights, right.. bluek!

(abang in the kitchen now.. stealing food again.. u see tis hungry boyfriend of mine..tsk tsk tsk.. nak kene chom arh!!)

okay peepz.. and okay abang.. gotta go.. pray & pray tat u'll get to see more updates soon, especially from tat pemalas u-noe-who *winkwink*.. heehee! goodbye now.. mwaaks!!

abang.. love you so much.. call/sms me once u're done with bingeing! erk, call already.. so fast.. heehee.. da lar, wanna go talk to him.. bye!!

bubu love abang forever and ever..


..FizAn..
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:: Thursday, September 14, 2006 ::


and so the day has arrived.. the day he's been waiting for.. a double celebration!! yay!

14th september.. is my dear brother hafiz aka apis' burfdae.. and right before this very day, he got himself a motorbike.. congratulations dear brother for getting what you've really wanted.. your 2b license, after like so many months & so many failures.. and now ur very own bike.. just great.. so proud of my independent younger brother.. hugs..

and yesternight, whilst at work, i smsed him right at 12am, wishing him a happy burfdae, and he replied,"thank u kak..". that was such a soothing effect on my troubled mind.. love my brother to bits.. =)

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happy 19th burfdae dear brother..


..FizAn..
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..FizAn..
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:: Sunday, September 10, 2006 ::


im truly truly sorry.. something went wrong with the html code (read: pain in the a**), and thus, only the UNglamourous pix of us were thrown at the first thing you click on our url.. so very sorry.. i'll make sure that won't happen again.. but im only done with column 1 of the codes, the rest, i'll just leave it for later k.. no time lar hor.. soli yah!

well actually im very very late to work.. supposed to start work at 7 but i overslept, thank you very much.. so, dah lambat, lambatkan skali arh.. heehee! called the workplace liao.. so no nid to worry so much.. wahlau.. jialat.. confirm i kena overtime arh today.. mati mati..

okaylah.. da lah.. bye lah.. bailamos..

abang.. da bangon give me a call k.. or issit im supposed to call u later? erk? nevermind.. either way, i still love u.. mwaaks!

take care ppl! and take care to me.. off to freaking work!! ON A SUNDAY!! arggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh............

*faints*


..FizAn..
@ 7:26 AM


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:: Thursday, September 07, 2006 ::


my darling bubu is sleeping soundly rite now.. cian dier.. da brape hari keje nite jek.. dah la tu, tadi tito lambat plak si manje ni..

olrite, back to yesterday.. got off work at 1845, walked to dhoby ghaut.. waited for my bubu.. 1 jam seyy dudok sorang2 layankan kucing merengek kat situ.. cian abg.. boohoo..

duduk tk kene, diri penat, mcm nk baring pun ader.. hugged my dearest so tightly when she came.. sowi baby.. u had to cabot halfway from class just for me.. heehee.. i appreciate it.. but yest will be the last time k..

off we went to suntec, ehh, millenia walk.. mamam kat bk.. the scenery there was like soo the cosy seyy,, senyap, and class95 playing love songs all the way.. waaaa... i cant help but keep staring at her in the eyes.. until bubu got a little uneasy i think... but oh well, i LOVE her ok! :)

gi walk2.. walk2 somemore.. walk up the stairs, walk down the stairs.. niari dun have to go up and down again! u know the stairs blakan suntec, that leads to bugis area situ.. ala.. u know.. ya (buat shape 2 tangan together)...alah.. u know i know la... kekekeke

today bubu off, shes fetchin me from work.. oOo i loike! ok, lets not get off track, back to the story.. after naik turun tangga, we sat kat mac plak.. kat mac ni pun style.. tak sangka aleh2 da lama tak makan fast food, bile duduk kat outlets dorang bley got this dunno funny or special feeling..

wanna know why??? i also dunno why.. just felt like writin a "letter" for my dearest.. heehee.. well, shes read it, i like it, so does she.. ape aku mepek ni.. nvm la..

went home, watched bourne identity.. waaa i like that movie.. so the powderful..

we got a new 'ritual', whenever bubu works nite, the next mornin we'll meet at "tuuut" and shell send me to work.. not exactly send la, coz she'll be lyin in my chest all the way till we arrive.. keje mlm la katekan..nantok eh cyg eh.. cian dier..

as for tonite,, shes comin here again, we'll be goin down to her sch to pay the sch fees.. after tat? hmmm... lets just wait and see eh.. heehee...

i luv u syg..
be mine alwez..
coz im yours forever..
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..FizAn..
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:: Wednesday, September 06, 2006 ::


ishk ishk ishk.. ini blog takder org update ehk? nk kena smack?? heehee.. sorry sorry.. been busy sket.. busy ngan aper pun tak tak tahu.. busy tido gaknyer. almaklumlah.. been working for 8 days straight.. rabak eh?? finally.. tomorrow has come.. my off day!! envy me, abang! =)

hmm.. skrg ni mcm ngah blur seyy.. i dunnoe wat to update.. bcos the events of the last few days i da luper sket. heehee!

oh yes.. how can i forget.. nad's bdae celebration on saturday night! woohoo! sanggup i amek mc, you! (nad & epul jgn buat2 luper ehk.. $26 lai lai lai.. heehee!) go to abang's home (nad's home also la..), where they held the makan2.. then sometime after maghrib, we set off in our quest to make the birthday gal happy! tanye punye tanye, the bdae gal finally blurt out that she wanna go clubbing.. so its settled.. abang drove us over to the sports bar to meet mamang yadi & kak razia first, and of course, meet epul there as well.. then we jalan (i repeat, jalan) to md sultan.. we planned to go o bar. from clarke quay to md sultan.. hmm.. sampai tercabut sandal i.. heehee! tat was funny! haha!

met up with zong han, mamat, yazid & wan outside o bar.. abg siang2 da panggil diyenye geng rupenye.. heehee! after tat, its partaaayyyyy!! party kepala otak aku! first part mcm boring sark.. mcm nk smack jek muka satu2 kt dancefloor tu.. pms taking over la i tink.. but after ader break jap ngan abg kat luar, things lightened up. start lancing2 ngan abg.. heehee! best!

after tat, jalaaannnnnnn balek gi clarke quay, cos abg park kereta kat carpark mos.. aiyoo.. manyak sakit kaki lor.. oh yea.. kt o bar kan, dorang amek gambar kiter.. woohoo! mane tau, kluar magazine ker.. haha! mepek sak aku..!

den kan kan kan.. da, da bes.. da bes for tat night..

waaa... im still abit sleepy.. feelin lethargic still.. padahal da sleep seyy.. hmm.. nehmind.. working night shift again today.. probably sleep my way through at work.. heehee! but seriously, budak2 at work kan, kalau work night shift kan, dorang gi sleep seyy! the security guards even told me, "aiyaahhh.. u stay up for wat.. sleep la.. nuthin to do mah..". erk? bagus nah.. korang bayar aku night allowance, pas tu kasi aku tido? weee.. best best.. heehee!

eh dah ah.. abang, bubu da update tau!! best kan, best kan?! -ninja. heehee! kecian abg kt work ehk.. stress ehk? alalala.. later we mit, den bubu manje2 kan abg k.. mwaaks mwaaks.. love you so much darling ku manje ku bucuk ku kaka kiki kuku.. erk? itu kan sound abg.. heehee! da lar, i wanna go surfing.. manenye hawaiian 5-0 jek aku ni.. surf the net la!! k k bye! abang.. wo ai niiiii...

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:: Friday, September 01, 2006 ::


wah.. start of the month.. start of the day.. its 8am, and im already in the office.. all alone.. wats worst, i slept at around 3am, and woke up at 630am! dam!! well, ive had bad-der times...(if theres such a word)

my dearest bubu is still at home.. enjoying the comfort of her creaking bed.. aww.. how im so jealous now that shes not workin in the mornin tday.. haha.. nvm nvm.. when im goin home, then she'll be the one feelin this way.. kekeke anyways...

i notice both of us havent been bloggin as much nowadays.. really seyy, like no time la.. seriously.. kat work punyelah busy.. sampai nk baca sms pun can take almost 1/2 hour tau! tau ! tau! then hardly spend time at hm also.. sampai tadi pagi2 during breakfast, nenek da sound, arghh.... bingit telinga dengar.. lagi2 time tak cukup tido gini.. so, i'd like to say, sorry nenek if just now i was like rude when answering back.... didnt mean to.. so sorry..

kringg.. waah.. see see, early early morning morning ppl call.. neway, i wont let it affect my mood.. im too sleepy... heehee

wow... i dunno where to start.. hmm, lemme start from yest.. so.. balik keje.. bubu was supposed to fetch me.. but, well, ehem ehem.. dier tertido.. call ruma baru bangon! grr.. nvm.. i understand.. i too was feelin tired every single day seyy.. so, i met yazid at somerset.. brader pasrah.. broke off from a 3yr relationship.. well, lain ader.. sabar je la k bro.. went back.. met my dearest at khatib, yazid went home.. and off we went to pick the car up.. btw, kat train wit ma bro, tk habes2 bual pasal, "acam ni an? pasrah siak aku! acam sia?"

so, i went hm for a while, changed up from my office attire.. and poof! i was downstairs again wit bubu.. i was just 9min and 28secs apart from my dearest.. haha.. time eh.? ya lor.. nanak bubu tunggu sorang2 kat bawah.. cian my cyg.. hehhe
went to causeway, ingat nk berjalan2 kejap.. baru jek sampai, smoke kejap, aleh2 tepon bunyi lagik.. kecoh plak tu.. ader hal "besar" one of our sis berbadan dua.. argh.. so pegi la kite berdua ke yishun balik.. dari causeway point, terbang gi northpoint plak..

da sampai, gi luar np la, luar mac la, duduk peh lama, last2 then we found out not true.. sengaje nk cuakkan mone jek.. wah piang eh!! from mac we go coffeshop plak.. ada yg minom air, ada yg minom soup, ade yg minom soup whipped potato la.. ader pulak yg minom abc.. mcm2 karena.. da la tu.. ingatkan after all tat, bley gi duduk kat port jap ngan my dearest..just the two of us.. tak jadi lagi.. know why? coz bdak2 da naik shiok membebel, tanak balik, last2 kitorang gi karaoke plak.. we went to embun~~

cheyy.. name tempat style eh.. embun seyy.. wakakakaka.. well, every1 knows, i cant sing.. but pasal tu budak pasrah peh pasal, terpaksa la nyanyi untuk dier.. lol... bubu, i luv u.. nasib baik bubu tolong backup2 kan abg eh.. eh eh.. heehee.. shh..
my bubu can sing seyy... her voice so the merdu.. terpikat aku.. *WiNk* and bubu also so the manje.. kenot carri.. heehee..

so who was ther, hmm, the pasrah one, mone, tompel, elly, warak, seri, bubu, and me.. hmm, mcm ader yg terlupe eh.. err.. oh ya.. baby si seri ngan warak.. giler kan.. ader ke bawak baby gi karaoke!! da la bising nk mampos!! rosak jugak telinga budak tu!! tapi.. wat can i say.. bukan anak saya.. :|

after dat, send my bubu home.. did our ritual before parting off for the nite.... or shud i say dawn.. sent tompel ngan bini dier balik.. and off home i headed to.. btw, smlm time balik first time (tak sengaje) drifted ala tokyo drift.. wakakakka shhh...



so.. dat was for yesterday..(thursday) but wat about wed, tue, mon, sun, sat, fri???? haha.. mcm da penat gitu eh.. but lemme just do a summary la k.. cket2 pun ok gak pe.. dari tak tulis tros.. btol tak.?!?

fri, bubu fetched me from work.. balek my house jap, tukar baju sume, mamam cket,


..FizAn..
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