Yes.. Missing you, no no, not you.. YOU! My love.. My soul..
Sigh.
**Disclaimer: This entry is created out of extreme boredom. Please bear with it.**
D's in camp & I'm at home. We're separated by miles, by thousands of buildings, by millions of traffic & streetlights. Sigh.. See lah.. Just can't breathe a day without him..
Fiza, wake up!!
Oh okok.. Sorry.. Was in very deep thoughts of him.. Been only a few hours, but it feels like its killing me already. To me now, time is very cruel. (National Service is, too!)
Bluek!
D was in a very bad mood last night. He barely smiled at me, and when he did, it'd only last for a few seconds or so before his face turned as sour as a lemon. (Which reminds me, there's a saying which goes, when life gives you lemons, make lemonade..!) Well.. The "disease" was actually kinda contagious, cause I found myself losing my mood as well.
So, I did what I think I should.. Go home. Yes, I went home soon after we had our dinner. This was done to prevent from further sour-faces, followed by squabbles & quarrels.. You know how one thing leads to another.
But as soon as I reached home, I feel like going downstairs again, where D and his friends were at. Sigh..
Depressed, I went down again. (heehee!) Glad I did.. We no longer bore our spoilt-lemon faces. We even spent our night together yakking away & played that silly new game D introduced to me.. Oh yes, which I won! Haha!
D sent me home around noon and guess what, I left the house keys in the car. And I called D's mobile like hell but it was on silent mode, thus, he did not answer. I was lucky though Mama was just about to leave the house when I sprang up the stairs. If I wasted a few more seconds, I would be as good as a lost child!
So here I am, reading the online novel, Destiny's Cries. Nothing special though. However, I still appreciate local writers but this writer certainly can do much much better. Try to have a glimpse of it at: Goody Books - Words That Speak, Stories That Touch.
Well.. Think I'm going to have a rest now. See you guys soon in the next entry. Toodles~
**UPDATED** There's a reason behind the title of this entry. And that is because, I managed to beat him to post an entry first!
YEAYY!!
Oh no.. I'm being unfair. He's in camp, no no, driving to camp.. So he can't be posting an entry right?
Bluek!
But heck.. All I know is, I won today, and I'm very very happy. =)
Last night, D had his Scorpions' Dinner at Chevrons. Wah.. So lucky, hor! And here's a little secret, psst psst.. He was so the abang2 lobang smart one, leyy.. Was so smart & handsome, I almost feel like as if I'm falling in love again, only after awhile do I realise it was the same guy I've been loving all along & of course, still loving.
Hrmph! Spoilt, baru nk berangan. Nyehaha!
After his dinner, D fetched me from home & the both of us belangkas went to a KTV lounge somewhere near.. erm.. I totally forgot where it was.. Where D's fellow camp officers held a drinks-and-karaoke gathering. Totally awkward for me as I'm the only female there. Hmph! But nevermind, occasionally, I'd like to be the odd one out.
Them officers.. One bar lar, two bar lar, three bar lar.. I just don't get it, honey. Heehee!
Well.. Us! Heehee!
Ahakz!
After that, we went back to our second place where D snored the whole night through & left me to watch an Indonesian horror flick on TV ALONE!! Ughh.. Okok. Initially, I thought it was just some magical, mystical kind of film, you know those movies where magical powers & flying here & there come about, but when some really ugly mummy-like creatures creeped from under the ground, I was totally under the covers..
Thanks so much, D. Haven't thanked him enough for that.
Heehee!
We had a good talk, too, that is, before he dozed off. A very very good talk. We talked about us, our confessions, our worries, our doubts, our trials. Yes. Its good to have these talks once in awhile. Very fruitful, indeed. I'm beginning to love him more every second. I really appreciate his presence in my life and how he turns my life around with the love he showered on me. And all that he's done just to be with me, it never goes unappreciated, eventhough I'm not really sure how to show it. Nevermind, I'll just keep loving & loving him more through the many ups & downs ahead.
Again? Again?? Not again!!
VAINS!!
Well.. D's off to camp & I'm missing him already. Sigh. So tight is this bond that I think I'm going to suffocate. Its not bad, hokay?! Just so attached to him that I actually kind of build another world where only the both of us lives in.
Now, is that good or bad?
Not that I'm saying, I'm shutting others from my world. Its just that now I'm leading two lives. One with him, the other with the others. Oh no no, I'm not saying I'm shutting him from my significant others either. Argghh! Just what am I trying to get at? Forget it.. Life's complicated, you know that, don't you? Guess that's a good enough reason for my blabbers today.
But all I know is that, I love him before, yesterday, today, tomorrow.. And forever..
** Kinda mushy, don't you think? But heck.. This is my blog & I have every autonomy to pen down my thoughts so if you dislike it, a click on the little cross on the top-right of the screen might do you some good.
Meanwhile.. For those who are still here, alive and kicking, I leave you with this Korean video which is very, very touching. I fell in love with it almost immediately after watching it, and believe it or not, it once brought tears to my eyes. So now, I'm sharing it with all of you, in hopes those little pearls from your tear-ducts flows too. See.. Me being generous yet again! Okok now, enjoy the vid alright?
Look at who's in the automatic-update-blog-mood today? Yessss! Thank you D.
Thank you for updating on yesterday night's outing. Now I'm left with nothing to write thus an appreciation to you, then. Ahakz!
Thank you for uploading the pictures. Now that I've marked all the pictures from last night, transferred them to phone memory, took out my 256Kb mmc, slot in my 64Kb mmc, transferred the pics again to the mmc, took out the mmc, slot in the 256Kb mmc, slot in the 64Kb mmc into the card reader, uploaded the pictures to photobucket, resized and all.. Suddenly, voila! You've done it! So what am I going to do with those pictures?
Hrmph!
How I resent you! I really do!
And now.. I'm so bored. I don't know what to do.
Argghhh!! Still can't believe you updated waaayyyy before me. Atleast spare the pictures for me!!
Sayang, tonight, I'll make sure you go home bruised & battered, okay?
had a gd sleep yest nite.. i mean yest evening.. i was even lost on wat day was it.. luckily my sis was around at home watchin tv and she gladly assured me it was sunday... i have a batallion dinner today in the evenin.. so imagine the shock i got when i woke up at 8+pm yest nite..
got up, showered changed and headed to siti's place.. mone was there wit wan.. they got 2 snakes to show me.. hmm.. it was quite nice.. but well, AN CAN'T TOUCH SNAKES! due to some 'personal' encounters.. bla bla bla..
thats mone wit one of his snakes.. i almost ran outta da house when he tried to put the snake on my shoulders.. lol
then my darlin b beeped me sayin she was comin down already.. so i got out and went back to the car.. know who i saw?? atok saman saman!! i parked at a NO PARKING spot.. i was at the stairs..they were walkin towards my car from the opp block.. haha.. i ran to them..
"cik sowi sowi, saye baru je tinggalkan skejap.. tak sampai 5 ke 10 minit.. " padahal nak dekat 1/2 jam eh.. they just advised me to turn on the hazard lights if i intend to leave the car for a few minutes only.. i immediately told wan atok was there, and he too scrambled down to his lorry.. i still have not asked him whether he got summoned or not.. cian.. cian..
i escaped.. alhamdulillah... also thx to my dearest sms tat i went down.. cyg u b! MUACKZ!
we were plannin to go to jb.. but tonite's a bit diff... my sis and her boy is coming along.. so from tengah we went back to my place to fetch my sis, then to admiralty mrt to get syaiful(is tat how i spell his name? dunno? im askin la ni? u know nvm..)
so into jb we went.. ate first.. my meal wasnt as good as normal yest nite.. dunno why.. the cook tak ikhlas agaknye masak.. jealous i was wit my b kot? no la..jokin.. heehee then go wash car, coz i REALLY cant stand the condition of my car's INTERIOR!! punyelah berselerak.. berteraboh.. now it looks nice.. much cleaner... heehee
tat photo was taken at dam.. back in singapore.. all of us singgah ruma fauzi.. jj and rizal was already fast asleep i assumed.. but i kept callin and made sure they woke up.. haha.. before reachin, i even smsed rizal aka mirabob to wake up and open the door..
we watched tangkai jering.. mcm phm.. ntah2 tv yg lagi banyak nenok kiter.. da 4am liao.. cian tengok dorang.. so dats why la we proceeded to the dam.. chill a bit.. took more pics..
from left... An luv Fiza, Nadiah(my sis) Syaiful(c0r3ct spieling?)
sape lagi kalau bukan tu 2 org... bluek!!
hmmm... DORANG LAGIK!! :)
well, after tat, sent syaiful back, then my sis.. then now comes the headache.. i dunno wanna, wait wait, in fact, WE both dunno wanna go home or go elsewhere seyy.. drive2 last2, reach khatib gak.. heehee, i was actually relieved la,...da brape hari seyy tak balik.. seram2 plak mr and mrs khamis marah.. nanti sape kene.. AN jugak kene.. heehee..
well.. its almost 2pm now.. im gonna have my 'branch' after this.. lapar seyy.. then chill jap.. disturb my b.. FORCED to go to chevrons tonite for SCORPIONS DINNER!!! pas tu baru we meet k manje.. kalau i can bring u along kan best.. boohoo... my b now still sleepin.. been callin her at 11, i think after 5 calls to her house baru dier bangon!! if not she wont have called the hotel to arrange for interview tau..
aiyo.. must do sumthin about this susah sangat nak bangon in the mornin tau.. for ur own gd rite syg.. heehee.. well, another day another journey.. the destination doesnt matters.. its the journey..
Remember in my previous entry, I was rushing to go out with my sweet lil darling (donkey!) right? Ho yes. We went to a friend's wedding solemnization. There, I strayed away from D and found myself another darling! Really I did! Who cares about An, now that I have Mikail (or however it is spelled!)??
Hrmph!
And the best thing is, my D actually gave his blessings! Isn't that just incredible??
Ho ho ho!
Don't believe my luck? Check this out then.
Erk? A little more light, pls?
Okok. There's a very funny story behind that wide grin of mine. D's desperate attempts to distract Mikail's attention from whatever he was looking at on the table below however, failed! Thus, D simply pushed, and I DO mean pushed, the poor kid's forehead so that he'll be facing the camera, but heck, this kid is one tough cookie. That's why I fell in love with him almost instantly.
p/s: Spot a smiling some(busy)body beside me. Geez. Scary!
Ahakz.
I was sooo in love with him that I just can't put him down. He's so cute, I tell you! Seeing him go goo-goo ga-ga all over me kills & I died. I think I was on the way to hell when I died again after the cutie laughed & showed me his two small pearly teeth when I called him "Mentel".
Memang mentel!
Thus, sensing my sudden love for the little human, D suggested we "kidnap" him. No lah.. We just took him for a ride in the car.. *evil grin*
See, see.. No harm, right?
Oo yes.. He made himself ever so comfortable on my chest. :0
Well.. That's my new obsession for you now.
Missed him already. Nevermind, when Mikail's not around, there's always D for me to pamper & love. Mwaaks!
Hokay.. Guess what we saw on the road?
Cool, or what?? D called it, basikal apek. Heehee!
Well, I enjoyed spending time with D last night. We went to Mahligai with the rest & he made me a really happy lover, you know, and I was so proud of him! He finally came to his senses (or did he?), all thanks to my constant & irritating (was I??) nig-nags. Hehe!
**D, I can't stop loving you more each day. And the funniest thing is, I'm missing you already! But then again, what difference does it make? I still miss you even when you're beside me. Funny!
wah wah wah... d the donkey ehh??? hmmmm.... wait wait.. *wInK* *EviL GrIN*
its been such a nong nong time since i updated this blog.. well, been ages since i actually blog.. well, now that my b has made up such a nice piece of online diary.. i cant bring myself to no write anything.. ( or is it i have no choice?? hah.. just kiddin.. luv u syg..)
lemme do some replies first eh.. jumpin on the bed, argh.. eventhough it was still early, BUT I CANT SLEEP!! they woke me up at 9 just to ask me to move my car!! daym~~ then our dear friend yazid also keep smsing me to go off early~~ haiZz
as for the chan mali chan la, this song la, that song la, national anthem la, farnee songs that i sang to wake her up... guess wat?! i learnt from the best!! i learn from my very own b!!! yes yes... dats wat she did weeks back when i wanted to sleep.. bluek!!!
anyways, now i just reached home.. already 1pm and i still hadn't had breakfast.. still waitin for the rice to cook.. hungry hungry.. grouchy gruochy *WiNk*
how do i start? hmmmm ponder ponderr... ponder replay... kekekekeke
oh ya, once i woke up yest, my headache was kinda gone.. thx to my beloved b.. then went downstairs to meet up wit the guys.. yazid was still sleeping!!! mone had been waitin for close to an hour.. haha..
once all ready, went to fetch rizal.. and oh ya, i think my car is gonna fall sick soon.. havin 6 grown up adults, ehh, salah, 5 grown up adults and once teenage girl (my d still 19.. heehee.. still so cute.. muackz!) is not an easy job for my small kiut picanto.. nxt time no more liao.. must limit.. tak muat gi naik bus k.. lol
we were goin to one of our friends nikah.. the ACTUAL plan was to meet at admiralty at 10am.. but we havent even got home!! so changed the plan to 12pm at the girls place.. all the way to boon lay place.. but i was havin the stupid headache from the previous nite of 'a bit' drinkin.. so we changed it back to 1.30pm at admiralty..
but u know wat? at 130 i just woke up.. haha.. so we headed on to my place.. i had a shower.. took quite sum time to get ready though.. i couldnt find my belt! irritating!!
when it was already 230, our friend was still at the girls place.. i called, "ey pul, kul brape ko balik admiralty?? ahh.. aku tengah makan ni.. lepas makan tros jalan.. jumpe sana arr.." ait.. from 1130 dorang nikah kat sane, 230 baru makan eh..
so instead of playing the waiting game over and over again.. we went to causeway point.. nk gi carik elly's bday present.. jalan pe jalan.. so many people around seyy.. in the end we bought her a nice cute bear wit roses.. (was tat wat we bought her??) heehee.. luper la..
and so finally, went back to admiralty... budak2 desing dier punye la banyak.. aiyo.. orang da lapar ni.. nk kene tunggu turn plak tu just to eat.. lol..
hmm, ape lagik klaka2 dat happened over ther?? ponder ponder.. fikir fikir.. oh ya, my darlin b has a nice video clip tat will send people luffin and luffin..haha..
budak buat video tok kadi tengah akad nikah.. i was the one gettin engaged!! is tat the correct word?? i yg nak nikah!! lol.. farnee farnee.. hard to explain here la.. if its possible to upload video.. wait my laling b put k.. i ni banyak sangat vitamin M dlm badan.. kkekekeke
mirabob bin ali mirabob bin spongebob bluek!!
well well... it was time to go off
so kat bawah pun ader cite jugak.. i rode a bike for the 2nd time!!! yay!!! and i managed to go to gear 3?? arghh.. bedek jek.. gear 2 jekk.. boohooooooo ala.. nnt da de free time i gi amek lesen moto k syg.. heehee.. then wait we merayap naik2 moto plak.. take the car when budak2 nk itot je k.. heehee
my darlin b got a 2nd boyfren!!! mikhail!!! hes sooooo mentel!!! he even mentel2 wit my b IN FRONT OF ME!!! arghh!! cannot take it.. so wat to do, if u cant beat them... join them!! i also mentel wit him arr.. lol..
tompel's son is kiut.. he eats everything, drinks everyting, follows any1 who carries him.. we even brought him to the carpark to get the car and he just followed eventhough his parents weren't around.. bley kidnap!!
kalau ader baby sendiri kan best... BUT NOT NOW... plsh plsh... :)
so nxt, sent the guys back to tengah.. my b dun wanna go home.. takot kene gi cukur rambut.. lol.. but i still havent got enuf sleep seyy.. so i planned to go home first.. but b die2 nanak balik.. noti eh.. so instead of goin back to my place, i suggested we go back my 2nd place.. then from there, easier to go catch a movie, then meet up with the guys later at nite..
banyak peh nenok movie.. by the time i woke up, it was already 930pm seyyy... b budak nk kejot!! dier pun join tido!!! bluek!! last2 nenok cite the ring!! now that you've read this blog, you only have 7 DAYS TO LIVE!! (eksen jek..)
my sis called up to meet for dinner.. but by the time i was ready to go off, my sis da ader kt serangoon eatin already.. makan ape ntah kat saner... thosai agaknye.. kekkeke
so we headed down to bencoolen.. i wasnt feelin too well.. guess it must be not havin enuf sleep la.. even my briyani ayam which i AlWeZ finish pun tak habes seyy.. my b's mutton chop was quite spicy..
kring kring... "eh ko kat ne...? kitorang da sampai carpark tau.." alamak!! we were still eating and they guys and gals da sampai plak.. haha.. i just said we were walkin over to the car park.. haha..
da sampai saner.. they drank a bit, left over from yest nite's outing.. I DIDNT DRINK! syg my b.. i listen to her tauu.. tauuu tauuuuuuu bluek!!
kat dlm, chivas lagik.. nk dekat hari2 seyy chivas.. tak boring ke?? "TAK TAK TAK" who said tat?!? must be my split other half ah.. i got split personality... mcm phm..
had a great nite smlm kat m.m. was in a good mood, FRESH!! prollly coz i just woke up from a nice nap wit my b.. oh ya, inside, I DIDNT DRINK!!! stakat habeskan $ je kat budak... but ok la.. braders mah.. brader dari kecik tau.. air dicincang takkan putus.. cheyy... see see.. my malay quite ok lehh.. wakkakaka
drink drink, dance dance.. da ader yg lost.. lol.. kekek tengok karena dorang..
yest was diff from the other nite la.. i danced quite long wit my b.. in fact i think its the first time when just both of use were like dancing together.. fast song, slow song.. oOo.. part slow song soooooo touching.. hug like takde org kat sebelah gitu eh..
sekali sekala pe.. relek je u jawab eh syg.. but i agree la dear.. who cares wat ppl say.. i just think about u.. muackz!!
then its time to go off.. still got so much drink..argh.... this part i fikiran jap.. lights were on.. so each got to finish up a cup.. i pomished my b i wont drink yest nite... but then now how eh??
noticing they were all quite high liao.. i sneak my cup to my other fren.. then took his cup.. and voila!! i "finished" my cup.. lol.. yazid da tkleh angkat.. he cant finish his.. i keep pestering him.. ooiii suruh saya minum abeh awak tak kasi habes?!? haha.. pressured, last2 habes gak.. amek ko.. mate da kuyu... kekekekek
so.. it was a great nite out.. especially since my b had been wit me for the wat...hhmm.. past 2 nites?? nvm.. tonite must sleep at home k.. wait mama bising then how?? i jugak kene tauzz... heehee..
went back.. straight away lied on the bed.. i notice my b, first thing she'll do is go to the toilet.. dunno wat she do.. nvm.. then snuggle2.. watch a bit of tv.. did we?? then snuggle lagik.. then ala... da penat type ah.. *WiNk* *wInK* lagik.. so now story da abes...
hmm... didnt know i can still blog after months of not bloggin.. in fact quite long eh.. chey de bah.. (nk nenok pic and videos, mail my b.. shes got all of it!! even sum personal video of mine!! b... BETTER DEL MY VIDEO!! bluek!! heehee...)
now i must see wat u hv to say, coz i think i basically covered all tat we've done.. errr 99%?? the othr 1% tooo PERSONAL to say rite dear.. heehee
to sum it all up, i just wanna say, b.. im serious about u.. will nvr do anythin to hurt u k syg.. ur my only one.. :)
He jumps up and down on the bed just because I don't want to wake up. He sang stupid songs (eg: Chan Mali Chan) just so that I open up my pretty eyes and tend to him.
He craves attention, that poor boy.
And now, guess who's lying, lazing around on the couch, accompanied by MY beanie Daisy Duck (which he mistook for Donald Duck) & Mickey Mouse.. Yes. You guessed correctly. It's he himself.
Ho ho ho!
Howell, he's having a major headache, he claims. I fed him two panadols & a cup of steaming hot tea and left him there & then whilst I chatted away on MSN & of course, update this bloggy of mine, erm.. Ours.
Lemme see what else this D of mine has in store for me later in the day.
Will update soon.
Sorry.. Just too tired for a lengthy update. I'm in a rush actually. Going out in awhile.
"What's back?", you asked. "Its back..", I answered.
It.. Refers to this blog.
I have personally personalized (erk?) this bloggy of mine to welcome the return of the once-known-as "http://eternaluv-fizan.blogspot.com" which has been deleted due to some reasons I can't share. And now its back again, with a new look, with a new name.. But of course, its the old us (atleast, the old HIM). Enjoy.
So.. Which means, from now on, all entries will not be done by me, myself & yours truly alone. But, with a little teeny-weeny help from my very own, Mr An, the "D" which all of you have obviously read about in my previous droning entries. This is so that he won't be lazing around everytime he's free at home, and also, one of the many ways to keep him from attacking my tagboard with his oh-so-nonsense "nong nong ago" thingy.
Heh.
So folks, please welcome him, or should I say, back? Hmph!
For now, gotta rush. Am going out with my sweetest friend, Mira to Beach Rd to attract handsome (not!) Thai men. Ahakz! Mwaaks all of you. TGIF!
I'm back from yet another outing with D. He fetched me from Yaya's place, then chilled out at the dam. Yet another giggling outing. Hmph! D's such a bad bad guy.. But I still love him all the same, nonetheless.
Well.. I have browsed through my previous entries.. And found most of them too wordy, which also equals to boredom for some of you. So, from today onwards, come what may, I'll just be a little bit more generous for your sake and put up more pictures in time to come, so much so that my bloggy will now officially become a pictionary. Good.
I had fun last night. Us trios, which consists of me, bro & sis, scoured through town like nobody's business. Oh and yeah, refer to my previous entry, I had a craving right? Sweet bro & sis satisfy it yesterday. Nice! I almost finish up the whole plate, but naughty lil stomach refuses the littlest amount of food left. So, bro (the dustbin) did the magic. Thanks!
After the lunch, we proceed to have a game of pool, at least, they had a game of pool. I just sit around & gaze into thin air. Hey.. I was missing someone hokay?!
Cheh cheh cheh.. Professional pool player, I see? (Disclaimer: He FORCED me into taking this picture, okay!!)
Heh.
After the game, we decide to settle down for an ice-cream, from the smiling apek. Yesh!!
Err.. No. This is not a picture of the smiling nyonya. This is just a happy me..
Ahh.. Look to the left of this pic. What did you see? Yes.. The original-100%-foolproof smiling nyonya.. :0
Happy smiling us.. Exclude the nyonya & apek this time.
Next.. We proceeded to..
Err.. No one knows what this is, right? Me neither..
Camera.. Pls..
No no.. Still not making sense?
Ahh.. Yes. Suntec!
Well.. Romantic scenery, with the music playing & all. Sadly, I was alone whilst D was somewhere on another part of the island, playing soldier with guns & the works. Sigh. But heck, I still tried to entertain myself, made myself smile.
And yes.. Made a fool out of myself too. Ourselves, actually.
Entangled arms..
Sad.. =(
Hmm..
Stupid faces, right? Serious now, guys!
See.. We know how to be serious when we are told to. Ahakz!
Me me me! But what's that white thingy hanging from the tree on the right side of the picture?
Zoom..
Just a cloth, folks. But it really does gives the shivers though. :|
We then walked around the fountain of wealth three times, according to the board. Nice! Hope my dreams come true. Ahakz!
Seeeee.. Step tourist jek! :0
Whilst we were busy entertaining ourselves (and making fools out of ourselves), Sharul called & asked us all out to.. FISH!! Yeay!! So I quickly (and I do mean QUICKLY!) smsed D along, and he agreed. Double the yeay!!
We board the train to the east, cause we'll be fishing somewhere at Bedok/ECP area. And we saw this..
Not that I'm dissing whoever's idea this name came from but hell.. It's just so hilarious that I ITCH to put this up! Fancy "kupang" (mussels in Malay) for a station name??!!
Bro & I came up with funny conversations one might exchange to the other. Here goes an example:
Boy 1: Oi.. Turun rumah aku ah. Boy 2: Sembarang ah. Rumah kau kat mane? Boy 1: Kat Kupang. Boy 2: ??!!
Sungguh tak style, you! Tak commercial betol nama nyer kan kan kan?
Here's another though..
See lah! Tongkang???
No no.. I'm not dissing LTA either. All these for the sake of entertainment..
D picked me & Ying up from her place at Simei then we proceed to the big big biggie monsoon drains near the Sailing Club. Was great fun. Laughter, and more laughter.. With a tinge of MY silliness. Hehe! Oh and yeah.. Spiced up the whole night with D's sleeping. Hmph! In a party, there will always & forever be a POOPER. Hmph! But pity my D, probably so exhausted from all those shootings, ek sayang? Mwaaks.
Oh yea.. I was so hoping to take pictures of the night's fishing trip but sadly, the place wasn't really well-lit. In fact, it was hard for us to even move around due to the bad lighting. So.. Sorry to disappoint you guys this time around.
Well hey.. I gotta go now. Tomorrow's an early day for me. So I'd better go tuck in. D's in bed already. Pity.. So tired my cyg. Okay then peepz.. Its off to lala land for now. I love all of you.
Firstly: Something irritating paid me a visit. I had the occasional & sudden food-cravings attack. Argh! Its so frustrating when these attacks come about. It has been gone for quite sometime, and now its showing up again. Sucks sucks sucks!!
You see, sometimes, I will suddenly feel like I wanna eat something very, very badly, but the thing is, I want the food only from a particular stall. Nowhere else. Almost like a pregnant woman. But heck..
And come what may, I MUST get it! That's what sucks the most!
And just now, I wanted my favourite Fried Hor Fun with cockles at Far East Plaza's Cahaya Restaurant, mind you! Of all places..! So I asked Ying & MatNoh along to town to just feed the "jin" inside me. But at the very last minute, the cravings stopped. Soyal! But it was a good thing the craving stopped whilst at home. If I was already on the way or worst, reached, I think I would've shoot myself dead.
Geez.
Does any of you out there experience what I'm experiencing? Seriously now (not that I wasn't serious earlier).. It really gets on my nerves sometimes!
Moving on to the next frustrating bit..
What would you do if someone dear to you hurts another someone dear to you?
I'm awake. And got someone really mad. Sorry D. Wasn't intentional seyy.. Argh! I'll wake up early tomorrow k? Really I will..
Went to JB with D last night. The short trip. Petrol kiosk, pump oil, then its off to sweet Singapore again. But but but.. My night didn't end there.
D thought up a brilliant plan. We head to the dam, that nostalgic place where once, a couple confessed each other's feelings & that same place, which saw the hearts of two sealed into one on a particular date at a particular time.
Ahhh.. Can never forget all those memories piled up over at that long stretch of road, with motorists here & there. Not to mention, those irritating motorcycles with equally irritating pipes zooming past us every now & then. Yikes!
Oh yea, back to where I intend on blurting. You know how I often drift away, and how I ENJOYED it. Ahakz.
So we were at the dam, trying to spend ample time together. No no, wait. We have actually planned, to give the car a new look. At least, a cleaner, less-messier look. But somehow, we got so wrapped up in each other that the former idea was left untouched. Lolx. We'll clean up the car tomorrow k, D?
And.. Guess what? The moment D pulled up at our favourite spot of the road, beside the ever so lovely & faithful green dustbin, D saw something which caught his eye. Oh no. A lizard on that ever so lovely & faithful green dustbin. Interesting, huh? *yawns*. My D.. So weird, I know. I was actually half-expecting him to say the lizard's adorable. But heck, he took a picture of it though. Here it is..
Star of the night.. Anyone spot it?
Okok. So the star of the night wasn't exactly appealing to some, or rather, all of you. Well.. There's other stars too, for your info. Here they are..
Yes yes. The INfamous us.. Lolx.
Ohh.. It didn't stop there though. I was trying very hard to put our picture as the skin of my MP3 player in my phone, but alas, failed. I cannot seem to put it up nicely, cause our faces were somehow blurred & blocked by texts & all those craps. So.. D came up with yet another brilliant plan. Yes.. We took one more.
Yes yes! One try was all it took to produce such a fine pic. And it fits nicely too!
Hmm.. Kat kereta pun jadi amek gambar! Tsk tsk tsk.
Lolx.
Tats all folks. Gotta do some housework or D will get utterly mad at me again. Bluek! Mr O***!! I don't like the grouchy side of him.. He'll blabber & blabber for god-noes-how-long. Hmph!
Well.. It wasn't exactly a nice day for me today, I must say. I was so cranky, I snapped at almost anyone who I thought irritates the hell out of me.
For example:
Mama : Boo! *out of nowhere & nothing* Me : (yawns) *malas nak layan*
Ho ho!
MSN - Status: Busy. But why the hell are there people who nudges me? Eeww. I don't just put up that Busy status for FUN & LAUGHTER you know!! Ugh. The things people do to irritate me.
Nvm. Watch out everyone. I bite! Just ask my D. Lolx.
Yesterday night updates..
Went to Umar's sister's wedding dinner at Bedok with Ying, Matnoh, Asrul & Yaya. Hmm.. Nice. Almost everyone was wearing Punjabis. Double nice! And I spotted this really gorgeous lady in white Punjabi. I can practically see the boys' eyes widen in utter amazement & their jaws dropped, making them look somehow silly, not to mention, desperate. LOL! Pheewit! But hell no! I'm not falling for the same gender, I'm still very much in love with my D, thank you! Mere compliments, mah.
Bluek!
After filling our stomachs, met Sharul & Julia and off we set for Lau Pa Sat, where I "transfer" cars & hop on to D's, who have waited for quite some time. Sorry darling.. I wasn't the one who drove. Sharul did. He's slow. You're the fast driver. Muacks!
Planned on watching a late movie. Guess what we did? Ate Mee Hoon Goreng which is so damned "tawar" at Geylang instead. Ugh. Tasteless. Bland. Almost like hospital food. Maybe even prisoners get the privilege to enjoy more MSG in their eateries. Ptui! But hell.. Was so hungry, I ate it all. Yazid complained, though. Ahakz! Sorry Yazid.
Okok. I'm bored now. Looking forward to going JB with D later on. He's sleeping now. Nvm. Let him sleep all he wants to, so he won't be so grouchy, right Mr O***? Heh. Figure that out folks. Ponder, ponder.
Oops. I won't tell anyone k D? You're still my Mr PG, and I'm your Miss PP. Only you & I know what the hell that means. For all you people wondering, don't even ask.
Yesterday morning, around 9plus, D fetched me & Mamat and off we went to CDA at Jalan Bahar for Mamat's interview. Wowz! Men, men & men everywhere!! Felt so awkward seyy. Luckily D was with me, if not, I think I would have gone haywire at the sight of so many men cramped in one building. Lolx. No lah. Joking k D? Muacks!
My CDA Visitor Pass.. Blurry, all thanks to D! Hmph!
My bottle of bandung.. Whilst waiting for Mamat at the dining hall.
After Mamat is done, we went to my home area to fetch Yazid, then off we head for town. (betolnye makan angin!) D sent me off to Ngee Ann City where I meet up with Ying & MatNoh for our interview, whilst D had his lunch with the rest at Lucky Plaza.
Well.. I was offered a secretary post somewhere at Dhoby Ghaut. Good.. Nearer to my school, nice! But still, no confirmation yet. So, I'll have to wait.. And wait..
Boohoo.
I hate waiting games.
After all is done, the three of us set off to Far East Plaza where we had our lunches. My all-time favourite dish, Fried Hor Fun with cockles (extra pls, and no veggies. Yum!). Oh yea.. I didn't mention about the fact that me & D HAVE to be separated due to some unforeseen circumstances. Ugh! I hate you both (you know who you are) for separating us lovers. Ahakz!
The ending of our food. See mine, doesn't look like an ending right? I got a big tickoff by both my men. Bluek! I can't finish what!!
Ying & MatNoh.. Muacks!
Went out of the building to have a puff. Then, Yaya & Asrul came & joined us. So happy. Been quite awhile since I last saw them. Busy couple lar.. Anyway, here's some pix.
Ying, Yaya & Me..
I missed her.. So much.
D fetched me soon after and we set off to meet Yazid & his girlfriend somewhere near MM. I come to know that Yazid got into a minor accident. Aiyoo.. Kesian. What's more pitiful is that, the day suddenly turned so boring seyy. Both me & D very sian leyy. Tak caye? Tgk pic arh!
Convinced now?
Lolx.
So the troubleshooter.. We spent our time together lah. Away from everyone, away from everything. Just the two of us. So romantic hor! Ahakz. Happy leyy! Been spending too much time with D already. And D even commented on how much he have been pampering me, and that he's afraid I might get swollen-headed & become too dependent on him. Hell noooo!! I can stand on my own two-feet, thank you very much. Ahakz!
Them officers.. One bar lar, two bar lar, three bar lar.. I just don't get it, honey. Heehee!
Well.. Us! Heehee!
Again?
Again??
Not again!!
Erk? A little more light, pls?
See, see.. No harm, right?
Oo yes.. He made himself ever so comfortable on my chest. :0
Cool, or what?? D called it, basikal apek. Heehee!
Cheh cheh cheh.. Professional pool player, I see? (Disclaimer: He FORCED me into taking this picture, okay!!)
Err.. No. This is not a picture of the smiling nyonya. This is just a happy me..
Ahh.. Look to the left of this pic. What did you see? Yes.. The original-100%-foolproof smiling nyonya.. :0
Happy smiling us.. Exclude the nyonya & apek this time.
Err.. No one knows what this is, right? Me neither..
No no.. Still not making sense?
Ahh.. Yes. Suntec!
Entangled arms..
Sad.. =(
Hmm..
See.. We know how to be serious when we are told to. Ahakz!
Me me me! But what's that white thingy hanging from the tree on the right side of the picture?
Just a cloth, folks. But it really does gives the shivers though. :|
Seeeee.. Step tourist jek! :0
Not that I'm dissing whoever's idea this name came from but hell.. It's just so hilarious that I ITCH to put this up! Fancy "kupang" (mussels in Malay) for a station name??!!
See lah! Tongkang???
Star of the night.. Anyone spot it?
Yes yes. The INfamous us.. Lolx.
Yes yes! One try was all it took to produce such a fine pic. And it fits nicely too!
My CDA Visitor Pass.. Blurry, all thanks to D! Hmph!
My bottle of bandung.. Whilst waiting for Mamat at the dining hall.
The ending of our food. See mine, doesn't look like an ending right? I got a big tickoff by both my men. Bluek! I can't finish what!!
Ying & MatNoh.. Muacks!
Ying, Yaya & Me..
I missed her.. So much.
