i got a headache again today after wearing the mask. yupyup! all bcos of that swine/pig/porky/abang flu outbreak in mexico. and i wasnt the only one who had a headache; my other colleagues complained of it too. it must be due to bad air circulation from within the mask or heat from the nostrils or whatever lah.
after work i met up with abang and he too complained of headache and insists i passed it to him. aper seyy! headache can jangkit one meh? belum kena jotos dgn bubu lagi, tats why kepala pening. bluekz!
had dinner of teriyaki chicken with fries for me and teriyaki chicken with rice for him. qoo for me and qoo for him. i dunno why he always wanna sebok2 order what i ordered. mentel sgt.
was talking to him about the frequency of my headaches these days. oh yea, might i add. i had a headache before the chalet too. ok so i was telling abg what i saw on the net, which was to create a headache journal to keep track of the occurrence and possible triggers. and abg suggested that i use this blog as a journal. hmmph. nak update abit abt our lives pon susah, aper lagi nk update whenever i have a headache. sooo not going to happen..
aaanyway, was back at work today and i saw that i was given 2 days of leave for tomorrow and wednesday. wahh.. i might've requested for this date during last year's leave forecast. so best lah! still have about 17.5 days leave for this year. dunno what to do with it. i cant foresee us going on a holiday anytime soon due to the budget restrictions.. so maybe can encash it and save it for next year's honeymoon lah. wee!!!
*mentel*
anyone nk ajak kluar anot? i very free u noe. plus, got labour day some more. best best best!!!
i miss my piggy. i hope he doesnt spread anymore of his killer virus. think im gonna watch movie on the net. am gonna fully utilize my leave.. eh wait, antm's on now. watch watch!
first up was our impromptu getaway to sentosa for a night.. abg was complaining to me abt the stress he was having at work and how he needed a break all that. so i booked us a room at sentosa's costa sands.. fully utilizing my 2 days given day off. wee!! its so difficult to get leave over at my workplace, so since it was a back-to-back day off (not leave ahh) i thought it wud do me some good to get out and breathe in some fresh air.. and yahh.. it was so best. i really enjoyed it. abg is very funny, so i had a great time laughing and shrieking like a hyena..
was only the two of us there but it was never boring. heehee. abg only intended to sleep (like a piggy) but i dragged him out to jalan2. he argued that i booked this mini holiday for him, so he got the right to decide where to go and what to do. (!!!) but still, i managed to bring him out to watch songs of the sea.. was really a spectacular showcase of lights and water and laser beams.. i love! and at the end of it was a mini fireworks display. nice!
and then it was off to get coffeebean's pure chocolate with whipped cream (plenty of whipped cream... yum!) and a warmed up brownie (which i totally forgot about until 19283636723846hours later). we sat in our room watching tv.. forgot what show was on but there wasnt anything nice lah since it was a weekday. oh yeah! we watched boston legal.. hahaha. oh and that citer budak2.. abt this very greedy merchant who complained to the king abt this miskin couple who sniffed their food and insisted that the act is punishable becos its considered stealing. what the fish.. mcm nk kena smack kan the merchant? but luckily the king is fair & clever.. heehee. =)
and since im a scaredy-cat, abg agreed to accompany me to the toilet at night. heehee. true enough, during our sleep i was awaken by nature to answer its call, so i woke him up and got him to accompany me. bukan accompany aper, he just simply changed his sleeping position so that he is facing the toilet. and i kept telling him to wake up. hmmph! twice he had to do that. hahah. sayang dia!
we planned to swim in the morning before our check out at 1030.. woke up at 730am and decided that its too cold so i set the alarm to go off at about 830. finally i woke up at 9am and woke abg up to swim. after i've changed, si cik abang looked out the window and lo and behold! the pool is closed. bongok kan! bcos the previous night it was very windy and raining, and so some dried leaves and whatnots were left in the pool. haiz.. org dah geared up seyy. hampa.. and abg still can crack a joke. "bubu nak gi wrestling?" sangatkurangajar.com..
after checkout, its off to vivocity for our brunch.. i can onli afford a fishball noodle cos my tummy having been acting good these days. even bought green apple juice u noe. too much sugar i think. heehee. havent been looking after my diet seyy. the scales are tipping.. rapidly. bluek!
ok so thats enuff of our little getaway. and now the family one..
nenek has been complaining that we havent had any chalet or gathering or picnic for some time. very outgoing hor she.. so rajin one do these kind of things. heehee. so abg, being the cucu contoh, organized the chalet for her.
had fun lahh... swimming, eating, playing games, watch tv.. BEST!! i swam in the sea, and transferred swimming to the pool.. and then played games with the cousins.. laughed so hard cos everyone's so funny. and then saboed namirah cos its her bday.. something happened but im not involved, only listened. heehee. bluek! watched seed of chucky.. gosh the story is getting comical. i prefer the first part of chucky.. more seram..
then i got very irritated cos it was night time yet the weather was so hot and humid and i have trouble sleeping.. was already soooo sleepy. but the best part is, nenek let us sleep together lah, side by side. hehehe. wee!!! and bcos of that, in the morning i scolded abg for not tepuk-ing me to sleep. hehe.. melebih pulak eh..
after checkout, we extended the party to the beach. apparently didnt soak in enough fun.. heehee. abg and i went to the lounge and surfed 15 mins of the internet for $1 and then we sat on the couch and take in the aircon while listening to a complain. kaypo seyy kita dua.. abg ah ni! heehee
ate nenek's so sedap nasi lemak with sambal udang and omelette.. best sekali! nenek keep stuffing me with food and lotsa food! heehee.. and then abg sent me home and i slept all the way till 530, when abg called me to wake up. hmph! die yg nk gi keje, die nk kejut org pulak. bluek!! so i teman abg go mkn and den back home. so im just lazing and passing the time away. so tired, yet i dowan my day to end early. hmm.. lets just see what else i can do.
right after the previous entry, i went to bed and watched abit of television. and guess what, the headache came back. i went to sleep frustrated, hoping that the next day the pain will be gone. and ta-dah!! i woke up today with an even bigger headache, all over the top part of my head. couldnt take it so i drank water and ate my med. after awhile, instead of getting better, my tummy couldnt take it and gushed out my stomach contents, along with the meds.
im really pissed off with myself. my head (and whats inside of it), to be exact. im hating all these random migraines which is triggered by god-knows-what. hate the sudden attacks. hate the fact that there is no known effective cure other than paracetamols and pain relievers. hate the fact that im going to live my every day hoping i wouldnt get an attack that day and bam, it came like a million rocks on my head. argghhh!! hating hating hating!
the best i could do is make a trip down to the neuroscience clinic, but there's alot of factors leading to the procrastination. for one, im not sure how much moolahs i'd have to fork out for that brain scan. for two, im not sure if i can accept the result of the brain scan; im afraid if it might lead to something serious PLUS im afraid if the doc says there's actually nothing wrong cos if thats the case then what the hell is happening UP THERE??!!
im very very frustrated right now. its been so many years and i still dunno how it happened. except during my schooldays, my migraine was quite bad, with all the vomitting, and the mcm nk pecah kepala ache and the blocked vision. yes, i have blocked vision before the splitting headache starts. not exactly blocked as in cant see a thing lah. just that, i will see spots and lines and dunno what else.
luckily i dun have that no more. whew. but still.. FRUSTRATING!!! what is happening to me?? migraines, gastric.. so young but so problematic ah my health. UGHH.
should. start. exercising. more.
yea yea.. infamous procrastinator. that shall wait. tomorrow. later. next week. next month.. darlingggg!! lets go brisk walking. nope, not jogging. no stamina for tat. but brisk walking, pro already. cos everyday i brisk walked to work and back. heehee.
aaanyway, i am on off for two days straight!! tomorrow plus thursday. tomorrow's my monthly weekday day-off, and the next day's my teambuilding day off. wee!! happy bangettt! AND, i've planned a little getaway for the both of us. apparently he wasnt too happy with the idea cos it clashes with his sleeping time BUT i wont let it dampen my high spirits. we're going to enjoy it no matter what. BLUEKS!
oh wait! am on leave again on saturday! kekeke.
eh eh.. my headache's slowly subsiding lah. this makes me even more happier!! weee!!
on another note, i have a stalker, and he drives a black lancer. often seen around blk 600+ near my workplace. its been awhile since i last saw this car being all around me whilst going to work. being all around me means that wherever i go, this car is sure to follow by moving slowly beside me and even switched on his hazard lights at the side of the road to watch me pass by. creepyyy..
and today, again going to work, this car passed me by slowly, and when i walked off quickly, it inched toward me little by little. nuts, this is totally nuts. oni caught a glimpse of its driver, a malay in his late twenties (maybe...), wearing a cap and the license plate was SGK something. the next time i see it i'll take down the full plate number just to confirm that he's really following. i dun even want to begin wondering abt the guy's real intentions.
ok lets not be paranoid shall we. but im just saying, you know, out of worry. alaaa.. takkanlah dia nk kidnap. im not some rich man's daughter. my father's a machinist and im comfortable with the way things are. heehee.
HOT OFFICE GOSSIP: my exec was seen crying tersedu-sedu in my manager's office by my colleague while she was passing something. hmmm.. kaypo nak mampos k. hahaha!
am drinking greenfield's chocolate milk - recommended! i really like HL's choc milk but i dun really fancy the masam2 aftertaste it leaves in ur mouth after finishing it. entah eh. i dunno how to describe it lah..
this entry is sooo random. takder makna langsong. actually i was here onli bcos i wanted to rant abt my toopid headache but now dah panjang berjela aku type. kekeke.
i wanna watch russell peters lah. i miss my tunang. he also likes to watch russell peters. jom syg, we watch together come. oooppzzz no cannot. he's at work!! hehehe. padan muka lu. look at me, all nice and comfy in my pajamas and watching tv while surfing. good life hor. wee!!!
really REALLY R E A L L Y anticipating the little getaway tomorrow. i hope we have fun and spend quality time (been needing it so so bad) together. island life once again.
have i not said that my life is a bliss? oh yes it is. just yesterday i was thinking of the cash blings in my bank account which is depleting at free-fall speed although i did curb expenses & stuff. and today, i am $3100 richer. $100 in cash & $3000 transferred to my mum's account, as a contribution to my wedding fund.
i tried to log in earlier using my phone but damn the connection was terribly terrible. so here i am updating on past news.
the fiance has got his gastroscopy appointment today and he was like msging me telling me how sad he is that i cudn't follow him cos i have to work. with all those sad smileys and boohoohooos. cute little person, he is. soooo i did what i had to do. i MUST be there for him. after all, he's my baby. and babies need extra attention. i took mc for the day, rushed back home, changed out of my uniform & rushed into the train, couldnt quite keep still as the train whisk me away to novena, where i got down and brisk walked all the way to ttsh's front entrance. thats where i became the very blur me. was looking at the directory board when a nice gentleman boomed loudly at my right ear,"YES MISS WHERE DO YOU NEED TO GO??" well he said it nicely of course, with a huge smile plastered on his face. i only capitalized the words bcos his voice IS rather loud. tertelan microphone agaknyer time dier baby2 dulu.
aaanyway, he showed me up the stairs and straight into endoscopy centre. walked in and asked the receptionist if "a patient by the name of khairul anwar mohamed noor is in". she nodded, and told me to take a seat cos he's in the doctor's room.
woo yahhh.. i waited for a good 2 hours? but its all worth it when he came out and was surprised to see me sitting there. hahah. got you this time, darling!
he couldn't stop telling me about his scope experience & kept repeating & repeating the exact same scenario to me over again. and also, he couldn't stop telling me how sad he felt when i couldn't follow him & all that stuff. all that matters is that i came kan darling. hmph!!
heehee. im so glad my surprise worked this time around. wellll.. he actually suspects that i'm going to be there but didnt put too high a hope on it. like i said, i came and thats more important. bluekz! i win, you lose. *thumbs down*
the boy couldn't get a proper sleep now and insists on seeing me again. mana agaknye dier skrg.. hmmm.. mari kita menelefon dia.
TIRED. thats what i've been feeling these few days. going to work is already a drag in itself, what more having to deal with tonnes of nonsensical human beings every single day. luckily i still have my crazy colleagues to keep me sane (ironic, hahah).. i have interesting stories to tell abg right after work. oh really really! VERY interesting hor.. there's more i tell u. my workplace is like a zoo already. and im the zookeeper. eh even gajah at the zoo can dgr kata you know. speaking of which, i kinda miss intan the baby elephant. heehee.
destressing.. thats what i need. and i also need quality time with my busuk. just the two of us, no other interference. he's always got alot of other plans which doesnt involve me sadly, and thus our meetings are always disrupted. bahhh.. oh and i also need an early sleep. have been having trouble sleeping at night these days. arggghh i need alot of things!!
BUT, im looking forward to numerous things this week too. hopefully to release the tension lah. going to meet up with my larling girlfriends - miss them soooo muchy! ein's bdae, movie date with laili & hubby, coral's housewarming.. lagi aper eh? think there's one more event left out. aiyoh dunno lah. dont wanna think, even. dont even know if we'll make it to at least ONE of 'em. hmmm.. lets see. :)
my darling is going for his gastroscopy tomorrow. hopefully nothing goes wrong k syg. kinda scared actually, but there's this voice in my heart which tells me everything's going to be alright. muacks!
other thoughts.. i had a BLAST at the chillax session with my bakal adek ipar.. hehehe. we went to civic centre's starbucks for frappe & cake and talked about ALOT of stuffs. hahah. just random ramblings lah, whats the big deal. eh nadiah eh.. *winkwink*
soon after, fique came to sebok2. hahah. and then we're off to jalan kayu to eatttt.. ingatkan tanak eat cos it was already past 9pm, but finally managed to finish half of the plate of maggi goreng i ordered. hahah! we should really REALLY double date lah hor, nad. it wud be soooo much fun! hehehe. soon, soon.. :)
argghh gotta run.. im feeling sooo sleepy now. n i still need to search for our invitation cards. a year 2 months is not very long my fellow friends. hopefully i can get all these minor minor things to be settled asap. tired of thinking. which got me thinking, i think im tired cos i think too much. hmm.. ponder on that abit shall we.
okok really gotta go. bye now folks. expect less updates hor. im tiredddd.. kekeke.
good luck tomorrow baby. u busuk busuk baby. muacks!
