:: Saturday, September 05, 2009 ::
in just a few hours, the fiance will be leaving for manila.. leaving me fiance-less for 3 solid days.. he wants me to take it that we only didnt meet on sunday, cos im going to send him to the airport tomorrow morning, and im going to fetch him on monday afternoon.. so half day meet only. but STILL!! :(
as if thats not bad enough, im down with fever, flu & cough. i feel so depressed like this. boohoo. :(
gonna try to make tomorrow's parting a little less dramatic. but i noe myself too well. i noe just how easy it is to make me cry.. vulnerable is me. and that fact makes me more depressed. tsk.
i need my rest now, but i dont feel like sleeping. i dont want time to pass on quickly and force me to leave my beloved. ok even before sending him im already so dramatic. hahah. okok seriously now.. a good rest is what i need. goodnite now folks. have much better days ahead than mine. *bluekz*
im going to miss you so much baby. and i've packed something for you to bring to manila just in case u miss me. :)
:: bubu ::
@ 12:11 AM