:: Tuesday, June 23, 2009 ::
mmhmm.. am feeling verryyy miserable right now. the fiance is away on reservist, and is leaving little to no time at all for communication with me. saddd.. cudnt believe i cried just now after talking to him. i didnt know i missed him this much.
i've always thought of what its going to be like if ever he have to leave me for awhile. i shant think of it anymore. its saddening..
with nothing else to do, yesterday after work i plopped myself on the bed and went to sleep at 6pm right up till 11 plus pm, when i woke up and then fall back asleep at 3am. sad sad life. tonight, im not exactly sure what time i'll be asleep cos tomorrow im on day off. but still, i have to accompany mama to my workplace cos she nids to consult the doctor after failing to perform her operation which was supposedly today due to the sudden rise of blood pressure. tsk. so day off or not, i still have to go back to work. kekeke.
and plus, tomorrow's my brother's leg operation at ttsh. so all the way, im just gonna attend to sick people. bluekz.
im too miserable to type more. waiting for him to call. haiz.. :'(
:: bubu missing u so much ::
@ 9:38 PM