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:: Tuesday, April 21, 2009 ::
im really pissed off with myself. my head (and whats inside of it), to be exact. im hating all these random migraines which is triggered by god-knows-what. hate the sudden attacks. hate the fact that there is no known effective cure other than paracetamols and pain relievers. hate the fact that im going to live my every day hoping i wouldnt get an attack that day and bam, it came like a million rocks on my head. argghhh!! hating hating hating!
the best i could do is make a trip down to the neuroscience clinic, but there's alot of factors leading to the procrastination. for one, im not sure how much moolahs i'd have to fork out for that brain scan. for two, im not sure if i can accept the result of the brain scan; im afraid if it might lead to something serious PLUS im afraid if the doc says there's actually nothing wrong cos if thats the case then what the hell is happening UP THERE??!!
im very very frustrated right now. its been so many years and i still dunno how it happened. except during my schooldays, my migraine was quite bad, with all the vomitting, and the mcm nk pecah kepala ache and the blocked vision. yes, i have blocked vision before the splitting headache starts. not exactly blocked as in cant see a thing lah. just that, i will see spots and lines and dunno what else.
luckily i dun have that no more. whew. but still.. FRUSTRATING!!! what is happening to me?? migraines, gastric.. so young but so problematic ah my health. UGHH.
should. start. exercising. more.
yea yea.. infamous procrastinator. that shall wait. tomorrow. later. next week. next month.. darlingggg!! lets go brisk walking. nope, not jogging. no stamina for tat. but brisk walking, pro already. cos everyday i brisk walked to work and back. heehee.
aaanyway, i am on off for two days straight!! tomorrow plus thursday. tomorrow's my monthly weekday day-off, and the next day's my teambuilding day off. wee!! happy bangettt! AND, i've planned a little getaway for the both of us. apparently he wasnt too happy with the idea cos it clashes with his sleeping time BUT i wont let it dampen my high spirits. we're going to enjoy it no matter what. BLUEKS!
oh wait! am on leave again on saturday! kekeke.
eh eh.. my headache's slowly subsiding lah. this makes me even more happier!! weee!!
on another note, i have a stalker, and he drives a black lancer. often seen around blk 600+ near my workplace. its been awhile since i last saw this car being all around me whilst going to work. being all around me means that wherever i go, this car is sure to follow by moving slowly beside me and even switched on his hazard lights at the side of the road to watch me pass by. creepyyy..
and today, again going to work, this car passed me by slowly, and when i walked off quickly, it inched toward me little by little. nuts, this is totally nuts. oni caught a glimpse of its driver, a malay in his late twenties (maybe...), wearing a cap and the license plate was SGK something. the next time i see it i'll take down the full plate number just to confirm that he's really following. i dun even want to begin wondering abt the guy's real intentions.
ok lets not be paranoid shall we. but im just saying, you know, out of worry. alaaa.. takkanlah dia nk kidnap. im not some rich man's daughter. my father's a machinist and im comfortable with the way things are. heehee.
HOT OFFICE GOSSIP: my exec was seen crying tersedu-sedu in my manager's office by my colleague while she was passing something. hmmm.. kaypo nak mampos k. hahaha!
am drinking greenfield's chocolate milk - recommended! i really like HL's choc milk but i dun really fancy the masam2 aftertaste it leaves in ur mouth after finishing it. entah eh. i dunno how to describe it lah..
this entry is sooo random. takder makna langsong. actually i was here onli bcos i wanted to rant abt my toopid headache but now dah panjang berjela aku type. kekeke.
i wanna watch russell peters lah. i miss my tunang. he also likes to watch russell peters. jom syg, we watch together come. oooppzzz no cannot. he's at work!! hehehe. padan muka lu. look at me, all nice and comfy in my pajamas and watching tv while surfing. good life hor. wee!!!
really REALLY R E A L L Y anticipating the little getaway tomorrow. i hope we have fun and spend quality time (been needing it so so bad) together. island life once again.
aloha sun, sand and the sea!
:: bubu ::
@ 9:34 PM
