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:: Friday, September 22, 2006 ::
sigh.. all i did today was work for 12 hours and then spend quality time with the boyfriend. but other people still insists on threading on my toes. just why?? what is their problem??
as if im currently not weighing other matters on my shoulders, they have to burden me more with their baseless accusations and wild assumptions of me. why?? for all i know, i have never tried to get into their way of life, let alone disrupt their personal happiness but why must they try and try (sometimes successfully) to block all paths of MY happiness?? do you think its fair? sigh.. you tell me.
its not that i cared so much about what people actually think of me.. cos i believe that everyone has their own rights towards their opinions on a certain something; to each his own.. but it doesnt give them the right AT ALL to go around spreading untruths about me, and highlighting certain traits that i dont even know i possessed! now, tell me, who have the slightest patience for all these craps? me. dumb old me. i chose to keep quiet. i chose to give all these remarks a silent note. and look who's hurt now.
me.
fancy going around poisoning innocent minds. and for what reasons?? to gain support from other people. that just puts the capital L in Lame. what do you think we're in? some kind of competition? singapore idol?? more like singapore idiot.
hah. what these people really need is a mirror. i guess they haven't been taking enough time to reflect on who they really are. but no worries, their time will come. im still going to be the dumb old me and keep quiet again. again. patience is virtue. just let karma unfolds itself and lash its claws back at them silly fools. i'll just sit here and watch the drama.
one should seriously get to know somebody inside out instead of this ugly thing humans do called stereotyping. unfortunately, it's becoming too common in today's times and everyone's doing it. -as to quote Ili.
oh oh.. on a much lighter note, abang fetched me from work just now. had dinner with him at bencoolen, for i was famished after not investing any solids into my digestive system for 12 hours. had my spicy mutton chop.. yum yum! after which, we decided to go for a cheap thrill and took bus 851 from bugis straight to khatib.. tukar angin lah katakan.. we always take the train home so we decided to do something different this time around.. and i, have to rush to 7-11 to get that mentholyptus to cease the giddiness of long bus rides. yea.. in case you dont know, i have the lowest tolerance for long bus rides. i would feel giddy and then feel like vomitting.. but just now was okay. i was armed, anyway. so yea.. lets do that again sometime aight darling?
=)
went to school yesterday and registered (last minute-ly) for my business practice exam in nov. i was so kanchiong, mind you, cos it was the last day for registration. so i hurriedly made my way (after a short but sweet meeting with abang at the mrt - heehee!) and quickly grabbed the exam registration form and filled in as supermanly as i could, paid, and get my butt a tad late for class. but after a few minutes, one of the admin staffs (psst - he has ronald macdonald's hairstyle!) came up and interrupted the lesson, and told us that we can sign up for an on-demand exam, scheduled on jan instead, in case we need more time to prepare.. haiyah.. such a waste of effort - all that hurrying! but i signed up anyways.. hopefully they will approve of it, since they require a certain number of students to get approval for a later examination date..
and i have a few assignments to be completed, important tests to be mugging for, and u noe the series of late-night researching to be followed after tat.. tired, tired..
well.. i'd better go get some well-deserved sleep now. hopefully tomorrow, will be slightly better. slight is good, if not more.
bye all!
love u abang!! mwaaks!
-add- my mama just came up to me, and invaded my ears with her sickly m daud kilau song lalala nonsense on her mp3. thanks mama. thanks. =) -add-
@ 12:35 AM
