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:: Wednesday, September 27, 2006 ::


harloo.. good morning!!

such a normal day for me.. in the office now, bored and all alone.. no companion.. geez.. im lucky though i have a very clever and IT savvy boyfriend who lets me "sneak" into the internet via the office comp.. heehee! thank you sayang.. dunnoe wat i'd do without u..

speaking of abang, my poor sayang is now in the train (read: late for work), cos of a tummyache.. told him to get an mc.. cos kesian rite.. atet peyot, den everytime haf to rush to the toilet.. but tis very responsible boyfriend refuses.. wat to do.. so i suggest he rub some medicated oil lar.. at 7-11 belambak wat.. can stand there n choose some more.. hehe.. dunnoe if he'll heed my advice.. but watever it is, i just hope he gets better.. kesian lar u sayang.. sorry i wasnt there.. =(

as y'all noe, its the fasting month now.. alhamdulillah.. its the time to collect all the pahalas in the world with just a simple deed. been longing to go terawih with abang (as planned before ramadhan) but i guess time doesnt allow it yet.. hmm.. wonder when eh bang..

yesternight, abg & i was late for buka.. of course lar, both stuck in the office wat.. wat to do.. work commitments.. so we planned on buka-ing together outside.. but one of my colleagues bought for me nasi goreng, a muffin and a cappucino (with strawberry marshmallow topping some more) for buka when she came to cover my shift.. baik nyer hati.. so time buka, i drank up the hot but very very tasty cappucino and gave eileen the nasi goreng.. cos i'll be breaking my fast outside with abang mah.. and wat happened to tat banana walnut muffin? it went into my bag, and i completely forgot all abt its existence, and just now before work, i tossed it onto my bed.. so it'll stay there till today evening k.. hehe! poor muffin u..

den i met up with abang and proceed home, took the car and we go have our meal at new york pizza.. abang & i had the beef and chicken bolognaise respectively.. it was so tangy, i tell u.. and like abang said, think the cook is trying to be generous with the pasta sauce but it turns out, he has put in a tad too much effort already.. the linguine is too soaked into the pasta!! i had to ask one of the staff to bring me the parmesan cheese sprinkle, to ease the tanginess abit.. and yea, it tastes better.. phew! but better or not, i still couldnt finish the pasta.. so we tapau lor.. (and fyi tats exactly wat i ate for sahur today.. and im havin hints of a stomachache now).

well.. after our meal, biaselar.. to our favourite place we go.. heehee! spent some quality time, manje2-ing each other after a hard day at work.. (and right sole nak tercabut).. heehee! love it when just the two of us are there.. its like, we build our own place, stuck in our own solitude.. tats so romantic and sweet.. wah.. i can get really mushy wen im at work heh.. soli yah!

wahlau.. its calls after calls.. i don even have time to read abang's msgs.. its so stifling, honestly.. i nid a break la!! erk??? the last time i checked the time, it was around 930am.. and now its 10:39!! time reali flies wen ure busy heh.. goody goody! and yea.. i wonder how abang is doing ryte nw.. with his endless fonecalls plus stomachache.. it isnt a very good combination u noe.. hmph!

and oh yea.. i see abang has complained of my late-ness these few days.. well, i was late again, yesterday.. heehee! but i didnt take the cab tis time around, instead i decide tat i shld be a little bit of an irritant and woke, no shake, my brother up.. and forced him to send me to work.. and after i was flung with many many profanities, he finally did get up and changed.. and all the while i have to fight the urge to spank his head.. grrr.. but my little brother's full of revenge.. he sped, and he jam braked, and i was lucky my head's still intact wit my body.. still, i kept quiet.. tkper tkper.. balek umah, kau siap.. heehehe.. well, fiza & a.m can never be together.. we r not destined to.. so i guess, it'll have to stay tat way till forever.. ade2 je aku mepek..

and yea.. im so bored now, and im listenin to our song tau abang.. it brought back many many memories seyy.. the good ones, the bad ones, the sad ones.. all of it.. tat time i turun bwh block den yazid called me over and u were in the car, time kite baru jumpe each other bawah block dgn yazid, u the shy guy, me the shy girl, then there was tat first smile, tat first touch, tat first time we laughed together, then the first time we go out together, go jb, and the first time i put my hand on ur lap whilst ur driving.. and then tat time we met each other at tunnel, tat was a friday night.. then my mum was admitted to the hospital, then u sent me home.. and then there's tat first time we saw tempat bakar rambut.. den like every night pon nk gi saner.. hehe! go jb must eat at singgah selalu, mee goreng pattaya tanak sayur and nasi goreng pattaya, iced milo for both.. hehe! then there's mahligai manis.. "aku rindu padamu".. "cinta sebenar cinta".. "if i cant".. wah.. its like everything is piling up into my mind right now.. its so nice being in love isnt it.. sigh.. blissful, i must say.. but tat also doesnt mean tat we dont have our fair share of the heartaches and the tears.. but its all an essence, isnt it? its to create tis bond that we're holding on to so tightly now.. and after going through so much, we are still here.. to this day.. we're still smiling, still laughing, still living a life of our own.. and its such a wonderful feeling, isnt it? =)

sayang, i love u so much.. nothing can really express wat im feeling for u.. but i hope all my actions all these while shows.. i definitely hope so.. and i'll be with u till eternity.. dats it, rite? eternaluv.. rmmbr? heehee.. thinkin of the memories just makes me love u more.. and im missing u alot too.. nevermind, we'll meet after work, and hugga bubu hugga bubu again k? heehee! and im missing the kish kish and the peck peck.. krkekrkekre! and the "cayaaannnngggg..".. its so nice being with u tau dearest.. i enjoyed every moment spent with u.. =)

wah.. quite long eh i write.. i dont even bother to check my spelling errors or grammatical errors or sentence construction errors.. i just type and type and type all tat is in my mind.. alar.. its nice sometimes to let loose wat.. eh okaylar.. i haf to go.. im at work mah.. haf to concentrate.. its calls after calls and complains after complains and after this, the whatnots.. da lar, bye arh!

abang.. love u!! msg me la.. bubu bored.. and yea, don entertain irritating nyonyas k? heehee! mwaaks!


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