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:: Monday, August 14, 2006 ::
Woohoo!! That's 3 deals in a row.. How good can I be at solitaire? Heehee! Abang!! Surprise again!! Ouh.. So now I know.. This untouched computer in my office actually has Internet access, thanks to Fafa's itchy hands, fiddling with this thing. Heehee! Yeay yeay! So now I can update and update without anyone knowing.. Haha! I wonder how many staffs in the FOD knows about this. *winks*
3 more hours to knocking off.. And I haven't even touched my novel yet.. I was abit busy tonight.. So many wake up calls to programme, so many phonecalls and requests from guests.. And in a few minutes time, I'll have plenty of phonecall barrings to do for those rooms checking out today.. Just great!
Tonight Abang was at his unusual behaviour.. Kept saying he missed me and stuff.. Little did he know that I missed him more! You see, people kept interrupting into our plans.. Haha! Wink wink!! So we didn't have much time spent together.. Guess that's why we both missed each other so much, eventhough we have met in the earlier part of the day.
So to catch up on some TLC before I go off to work, Abang drove us to the dam first.. That very memorable place.. It has seen our laughters, and it have also seen our tears.. If ever we were to be apart, I think I would sit there and breathe in the memories that have once invaded that long stretch of road.. Right, dear? Arghh.. No, we're not going to be apart, so lets stop planning for the worst k?
Abang sent me off to work.. Saying goodbye and actually turning away from Abang is the most hardest thing to do.. And it was especially the hardest tonight.. I don't know why.. Guess we got too caught up in our overwhelming emotions.. Sigh.. How can I ever live without you, dear? I can't imagine.. And I won't want to imagine..
Oops.. 4am now.. Wait, wait.. Gotta do some work jap..
***
K I'm back! Job done! So.. For 2 more hrs, all I'm supposed to do is.. Erm.. Read my book? Perhaps..
Wahh.. I'm really cold here, even with my sweater on.. And the funniest thing is, the aircon is already turned off!! Now, how do you explain that huh? Pelik kan kan kan.. Hmm.. You know nevermind.. Really seyy, at times like these, all I really wanna do is be close to you, dear Abang.. But sadly, that won't happen.. Cause we're separated by 14 MRT stations, and you're floating somewhere in Lalaland.. Hrmph!
Eh jap jap.. Ada orang ketuk pintu..
Abang Hamid (security officer) : Fiza dah makan mee?
Me : Dah..
Abang Hamid : Kalau nak lagi, gi lah belakang.. Ada extra 1..
Me : Takperlah.. Kasi Afifah jek..
(pages Afifah)
K back again!
Abang.. Right now I'm thinking of you seyy.. I really dunnoe whats overcomed me right now.. I just felt like as if I need you so much.. Am I being too dependent on you sayang? But I can't help it.. Just can't..
Abang.. I love you so much.. Don't ever leave me please.. And I won't ever leave you too.. You're really God's gift to me.. I treasure you alot.. You have always been there whenever I need someone to love. You have always been such a good man to me.. I am never going to find someone who can love me the way you do.. I am so fortunate to have you in my life.. Syukur Alhamdulillah.. You're the reason I'm breathing to this day.. Smile, dear..
Dahlah.. Gotta go back to whatever I'm supposed to be doing.. Think I'm going out to the toilet.. Seriously, I'm suffering from a serious backache from all that sitting down and doing nothing! (Voice inside my head : Haiz.. Manusia, manusia.. Kerja berat salah, kerja ringan salah.. Tak pernah bersyukur..) Okay okay dear Mr Voice.. I am grateful, thank you very much.. Tengok bang, without you, I da start bebual sendiri.. And I'm showing it publicly too! See, see.. Sampai tulis kat blog sumer.. I really am getting crazy without you..
Oops.. Wake up call dah start!! Arghhh!!! Kena focus..
Okay okay. I really gotta go now.. Abang, see you tomorrow k sweetheart? I promise I'd hug and kiss you to death.. Bye dearest.. Mwaaks!!
@ 3:56 AM
