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:: Tuesday, August 01, 2006 ::
Wah.. Best! I am done with 3 chapters of "Likely To Die", a sex-crime prosecution novel by Linda Fairstein. Macam detective I nih.. It was so so so exciting. You become part of the story almost at once, and I was oblivious to my surroundings, being too caught up in the story. Now I'm on break, and I felt like updating, so here I am..
I miss Abang alot.. He called awhile ago but I still miss him.. I wonder why. Guess I'm too attached to him already that a few hours of being apart is more than unbearable to me. Hmm.. Nak kena adjust sikit.. Cause we have been too close already. Imagine lah, every single day is shared between the both of us. Straightjack.. Tak miss satu hari pun. Even if we can't meet on the earlier part of the day, we would spend it on the later part of the day instead. Degil betul kita nih! Married couples pun kalah. Sampai dah kena "email". Haha!
So what I intend to do is, nanti when we start having jobs (and school, for me) as priority, we will slowly2 pull away from each other. Not pull away totally, of course. Just learn to be without each other for sometime, and surviving it! If you were to ask me to do so now, that would mean suffocation for me. I can't breathe without my Abang for now!
Sigh.. Yesterday night spent at the dam was romantic, bliss. We talked about this, that, the future plans, "budget plans".. Heehee! So fun! I really am very comfortable with Abang, that I opened up my true self, sampai dah tak tahu malu with Abang. Hehe! He saw my weak points of course, but still, he loves me the same, or so I suppose. Heehee! And Abang really is very funny. Masih ingat lagi the first time we met, macam kental seyy. Abang and I diam aje. Yazid yang banyak membebel. Kira macam ice-breaker gitu lah. And I find Abang very the abang2 nye type. That's the first impression lah. Rupanya, after so long, baru I find out, dia pun gila2 gak. And when I point that out to him, he point it back at me! He said I yang gila2, then dia terikut2. Wahlau! Dah gila taknak mengaku!
Heehee! Cute lah Abang..
Abang did some comforting to me in the car.. He told me alot of things, which I'm going to hold onto in times when I need comfort. I really love Abang.. He did numerous wonderful things for me, just to see me happy. No one has ever cared so much for me. He's the first, and he will be the last.. No doubt.
Abang.. Love you!!
@ 11:36 AM
