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:: Friday, August 04, 2006 ::
I am in a very good mood right now so guess I might list some updates on this otherwise boring blog. The past few days have been really shagging for me. Need alot of adjustments and warming-up on this new responsibility I am currently shouldering.. And of course, a LOT of time-adjusting to do with my beloved Abang.. So you could have probably guessed the amount of pressure imposed.
Today was great, however! I cleared my work slowly, but steadily.. I am already "on the ball".. Yeehaa! Two thumbs up for me. I wasn't very hungry come lunchtime, though.. But I've prepared for myself a bun just in case. So naturally when a colleague of mine asked if I'm out for lunch, I said no, and offered to sit in for her duty while she have her meal. So she got up and off to the canteen.. And a few minutes later, she came down with MY meal as well, no veggies.. Just according to my preference!! I was surprised, and told her there was really no need to bring down food for me.. And her reply,"Its okay.. I scared later you hungry..". I was soooo touched! How sweet can anyone be, tell me?!
Then another sweet moment came.. My request for school was immediately approved by the FOM! How nice!! She even told me,"School? Why not?? We're not here to stop you from being who you want to be. We can't just let you sit here and rot. We believe that you should also try to upgrade yourselves. Its for your own good, what. One of the FOAs are also in school.. There's really no stopping you. The only thing you should do is, change your shifts with the others if it collides with your class' schedule.. I'm sure your colleagues will understand..".
I didn't believe that somehow I managed to summon all courage I possess into asking that little question,"Is it possible if I continue school?". And to think that I received that answer was like the biggest achievement ever. Those words were like gold, believe it or not. I felt like jumping up and down, run around the BC like a mad hooligan and hug and kiss the FOM or anyone else in sight. I was so happy! I smsed immediately to Mama and Abang.. Both were pleased.. I know I can have it, if I just keep on trying.. Syukur Alhamdulillah..
See, working in the Front Office Dept of a hotel makes it impossible to even do any other stuff besides work due to the long hours and the shift duties. And if you read the archives of this blog, you might also come to know that I was once dismissed from almost clinching a job at the Singapore Marriotts Hotel simply because I was told that I must commit the fullest, and that my decision of taking up a part-time class is undesirable.
Big booooooo!!!
Finally, the emotional distress is over.
This calls for a celebration..
..and more adjustments to make.
But slowly, we will get used to the change. Hopefully. Need some help from Abang lah.. Okie Abang? But I know Abang is supportive enough of my dreams and hopes.. He is one good other half, I tell you. I cannot/need not ask for more from him.. He gave me enough. And I am very content with him.. =)
What I wasn't content with, however, is the fact that some friends (or so they call themselves) have been avoiding me for no particular reason. Why?? Because I'm no longer hanging out with them? Because I no longer club? Why?? No logical reason at all for them to keep shunning me like this. I felt like a total outcast. These people have known me for years, they should understand more of me than anyone else, and be actually mature enough to think of to whose benefit it is from my actions.
Tsk tsk tsk.. This is monkey business. I'm sick and tired of being in an active social life. Think I'm just gonna stick to my faithful confidantes. Those that I know loves me the way I am and still treats me the same no matter how far I seemed to be straying from them, because you see, I can never go too far without turning back once in awhile.. I love my friends. I treasure them like none other. But then again, trust me, you can never please everyone. So like it or not, this is just the way its gotta be. I'm just going to sit here and watch as to how long this drama would go on. If it goes on forever then forever it'll be. Call me egoistical.. But I think I have given TOO much leeway. Too much.
And everyone knows too much of something is bad. Real bad.
Forget the depression. My life is good. And I so know it.
@ 6:54 PM
