:: Thursday, August 17, 2006 ::
Its a fine, fine day.. And I'm hoping for a fine, fine time with Abang later.. Its just too bad.. For the whole of this week, I'm going to be on mid-shift, so less of meeting up with Abang lah, except on his lunchbreak. After that, its one-on-one. Sigh.. Only the first day and we caught ourselves in yet another tiff. How dah like that?
We had a little misunderstanding whilst I was at work yesterday.. And when he fetched me after work, of course lah I would feel a little uncomfortable, right? Anyone would feel the same way what.. You can't expect to push everything aside and pretend as if everything is okay when you know nothing is resolved! So I kept quiet all the way inside the car. Bad idea. Abang got even mad at me.. He walked me home, I walked up the stairs, and upon seeing him gone, I went down again to the opposite block to sit down and comfort myself. Degil betol!! I exchange smses with Abang.. Told him I wasn't at home. And I poured everything out.. And the funny part is when he smsed me this,"Can I request you walk to me? My leg cramp.. I'm just beside the green rubbish bin at the letterbox". Wakakaka!! I wanted to laugh! All along he was actually crouching near the rubbish bin, which was very very near to me.. And I don't even know he was there. He told me he scared an old apek who was sitting somewhere there.. Hahaha! Abang, abang.. You do the stupidest things but yet, I still love you.. And it has not decreased one bit. :)
A little hug hug, a little sorry, a little kiss.. And everything is solved. Its always normal to argue and misunderstand each other in a relationship.. We are lucky though, we managed to resolve it as early as possible. Better still, we don't keep everything inside us. That would only add to the heartaches and prolong matters, right? Geez..
Abang, I understand your insecurities. I understand what you are going through.. You're not being unreasonable, dear.. But being very very protective and caring towards me. I appreciate all that.. I promise I'll try to make things better between us. I promise I'll play my part in building this relationship with you..
To top it off, I love you so much, no matter who you are and what you have done. Please bear that in mind.
Hugs and kisses,
Bubu
@ 10:57 AM