:: Monday, July 10, 2006 ::
Sayang, I know you're upset. But some things can't be helped.
Take this as a test.
The test to determine the strength of our relationship. Let it be the cement to further strengthen our foundation.
Sayang, you & I have our worries. I understand your insecurities, and I'm willing to do anything to assure you of my loyalty.
I'm very sure we can pull through this. We can make it. Like the saying goes, if you want the rainbow, you will have to put up with the rain. I'm absolutely sure that we will come out of this dark tunnel soon & see the sun smiling down on us. Trust me on this one.
Sayang, hold onto our promises & memories & I'm sure you will feel a little better. It just pains me so to see you in such a mess. Really, sayang.
And dear, please be honest to me if ever you feel like I'm straying away from you. I will do anything to keep this flame alive, even if it means giving up what I have.
Sayang, please know that I have alot to say to you, but somehow it can't be expressed, and it all came out in the form of "I love yous". They are mere 3 words, yes, but it means alot.
I hope all these time my actions speaks of my feelings towards you. You are such a wonderful man ever to cross my path. I hope you'll just continue walking my way.
We have our future planned. Lets move that way together.
Now stop worrying, please? And smile. I wanna see your smiles & your laughters later, and no more of your insecurity talks. Please sayang..?
I love you, A'an.
@ 3:36 PM