:: Tuesday, July 18, 2006 ::
Hie sayang!! Naper lmbt bangun nih? So unlike you seyy.. I risau tau.. Cepat lah bangun!!
Yesterday night Fiza noti seyy.. Made A'an mad. Sorry sayang, you got me wrong. And it got me into a shock when you shouted at me over the loud music at Singgah Selalu. I tak pekak tau!
Aik.. Baru ckp.. A'an dah call. Heehee! Da bangun sayang.. Kesian dia.. Seems like I passed on my sore throat to him. Alar.. Sorry!!
Okay okay.. Back to the story. I made A'an angry.. He thought I was looking at some other guy at the opposite table. I wasn't, sayang!! I was just gazing at nothing.. Just so happens the guys were there. A'an got the wrong impression. Alar.. Anyone will seyy. Sorry sayang..
Atlast, the both of us didn't finish our food. Padahal my selera masih ader seyy tu part. Furthermore, I was craving for that Mee Goreng Pattaya. Haiz.. But I just can't eat. Firstly, because A'an have stopped eating.
And on the way home, we didn't talk! All was quiet and silent in the car. I was crying silently, because my attempts to apologize & talk to him failed. So I diam jelah.. Takut I..
Then A'an drove us to the dam.. Kita diam jek for a few minutes.. And I, cannot control my emotions, terus hug A'an.. I don't want to quarrel anymore seyy.. All that can be avoided tau.. Only the both of us do not know how to handle such situations. But I'm sure, as time goes on, we'll surely find a way to avoid such silly squabbles and handling it without hurting each other. Yes yes.. When there's a will, there's a way. I'm sure..
A'an, I know there is no way we can avoid the couple fights, because that's a pattern in Life. We have to go through it no matter what. But I wish we can handle all that. I taknak kita gaduh2 then end up.. You know what I mean kan.. I really don't want to part with you tau sayang..
Sigh.. Da lar. I don't want to remember such stuffs. I only want to remember the good stuffs.. But we musn't forget the bad times as well. For believe it or not, those are the evidences of our strength. Because by those bad times, we learnt different ways to keep the relationship alive. So appreciate the bad times, k?
Da lar.. I da merepek panjang.. Now chatting with A'an at MSN.. Good good.. Chat sana lar.. I da malas nk blog. Bluek!
Btw, before I go, I'd like to say.. I love, really really love, only love, deeply in love with A'an. I want no other man, k? He's the one..
Muahz
@ 12:23 PM