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:: Monday, July 17, 2006 ::
Argh!! My throat felt like it's burning.. So hard to swallow, even my own saliva. And my voice, sengau. And just now I woke up all sweaty & hot. Wooo.. I really hope all these subsides soon. I don't wanna meet A'an in this condition. NEVER.
Speaking of A'an, I am missing him ever so badly!! Why?? Argh!! I hate this feeling.. But I don't hate A'an, of course. Its just that, sometimes this feeling will pounce on me off-guard. It gets so overwhelming that I almost cried.. No, really! So I smsed A'an and he said he'll be coming to my place as soon as possible.
Argh sayang, sorry!! I don't mean to rush you. But, this feeling is so sickening. I can't control myself. This is getting a little beyond my control. Argghh.. I am now looking at our photos. I missed you that bad, huh??
And dear, its true what you said. It almost felt like you've lost something so significant in your life. That's exactly how I'm feeling!! I have a few questions unanswered..
Is it because I am too afraid of losing you?
Is it because I am too deeply in love with you?
Is it because the remnants of the past is still haunting me?
Is it because I am too insecure about you?
I can't answer these!
Help!
(faints)
@ 7:04 PM
