:: Thursday, June 15, 2006 ::
waahh.. its been quite while since i put my thoughts thru my fingers and onto the keyboard..
hmm.. geram sikit ader ahh.. bile baca blog ni tadi.. tak bley tido ke?? nnt nxt time i tepok2 kasi u sleep soundly first then i go home k.. then u wun hv to wait for me to reach home..then u can confirm sleep.. brape banyak then da..
neways, supposed to be in camp today.. but wth.. im about to ORD and im still doing so much 'saikang' any1 know of anybody whos supposed to lets say go ord in 21st july and hes still involved in saf day on the 1st of july.. i can only start 'clearing' my leave after saf day!! more so like paper leave seyy.. sad sad.. so tats why.. nk tunjuk degil sikit..
guess it was a gd idea not goin back.. they didnt even sms me to ask where i am.. there there.. i can sense it..guilt in their feelings.. depriving a sad nsf of his joys of clearing leave together with his friends from other camps.. okay ok.. enuf of this ns stuffs..
my eye bags aren't gettin any better seyy.. had a late nite wit my pwincess PP yest.. was FUN! haha.. da lama jugak i didnt sweat the way i did yest seyy.. first it was takraw.. hmm.. lemme recall, its been weeks since i told b i wanted to play takraw.. and u know wt? its been, hmmm... mmm... lets say, 8 - 10 YRS!! since i played takraw??
imagine my 'kekok'ness.. but hey, my team only lost the last match out of about 6 matches! bley tahan jugak a'an main eh..kekekekke... nice la to stay and win and keep playin.. but my leg hurts! lucky for me.. b was there.. heehee.. so touched la syg.. u so the gd to me.. mcm maner la i tak syg sangat kat u.. haha..nyampah! i didnt expect u to massage my leg for me seyy.. soo cute la u baby.. luv u!
well, (suddenly my mind flew off to yest nite's events) now i feel lost.. where did i stop typing ah?? see la.. i cant concentrate on other things seyy.. mesti my baby fiza will appear in my mind.. every single thing i do i think of u seyy.. berkesan betol tu bomoh siam eh.. heehee
nvm la.. neway, a lotta stuffs sume pp da story kan tadi.. eventhough she knows she shud be sleepin! tkpe tkpe.. kasi chance.. tunggu time jek.. nnt a'an change jadi PG baru tau ehk.. eerppzz.. outta topic.. well, not goin back camp today, wont be playin takraw ltr tonite..most probably?> or shud i say definitely! my ankle is still sore!! now my right ankle is bigger than the other..
will probably try to sleep balik jap lagi.. i was awaken from my not so peaceful sleep just now by this stupid bad dream.. haizzZz the insecure feelings inside me.. terbawak bawak sampai mimpi seyy.. arghh..
well, was on the phone just now wit b and i feel so much better now after tellin her about it and as sweet as my baby is.. she comforted me tellin me so much stuffs..this la.. that la.. she wun do it in real life, its just a dream la.. see see.. my pp so sweet.. keep assuring me.. cam mane nk tak sayang?? im so attached to u seyy.. kekekekeke...
bluek!
da la.. i think if i continue further, semakin mentel jek nnt this entry.. lol.. i betta stop b4 some1 starts puking.. haha.. who needs a plastic bag? gi beli sendiri... oh ya, aleh2 teringat lagu kasihnya laila yg smlm 'abg lori' kept playin to disturb yazid.. haha.. do i hv tat song? i think i shud search for it ah..
aiyo.. this post is really tonggang tonggek sey..ehh i mean terbalik seyy.. actually i tot of signing off liao.. tapi teringat of how both b and me sweated so much and had so much fun playin wit the stufss at west coast.. oh ya..
B!!!! im soo soorrryy for accidently swinging onto u when yazid pushed me k syg.. really X 100 didnt mean it seyy.. nnt i gi pok yazid k.. my b is not only flexible, she is also gd at balancing!!! heehee.. dun believe?? tak caya suda.. nnt free2 ajak la both of us gi west coast.. then we can compete k.. yg tak paham.. paham2 je lar.. b.. i luv tau... muackz!
k la.. suddenly the weather seems so hot.. from sitting straight on my chair to almost half of my back on the chair.. slouchin like a lazy potato
sorry for the unorganised entry b.. susah la nk buat bende biler u takde sbelah.. heehee.. nt only tat.. its also harder to sleep nowadays when ur not beside me snuggling seyy.. da mcm tak biasa gitu sleep sorang.. haizZz.. see la.. sumtimes i wonder whether i manjekan u sangat ke tak.. sampai i pun terikut2 tau.. ahha.. now im soo attached to u.. alaaaa nvm la.. i loike! heehee mentelnye my pp!!
luv u syg..
mmuuaahh!!
@ 1:10 PM