**UPDATED** There's a reason behind the title of this entry. And that is because, I managed to beat him to post an entry first!
YEAYY!!
Oh no.. I'm being unfair. He's in camp, no no, driving to camp.. So he can't be posting an entry right?
Bluek!
But heck.. All I know is, I won today, and I'm very very happy. =)
Last night, D had his Scorpions' Dinner at Chevrons. Wah.. So lucky, hor! And here's a little secret, psst psst.. He was so the abang2 lobang smart one, leyy.. Was so smart & handsome, I almost feel like as if I'm falling in love again, only after awhile do I realise it was the same guy I've been loving all along & of course, still loving.
Hrmph! Spoilt, baru nk berangan. Nyehaha!
After his dinner, D fetched me from home & the both of us belangkas went to a KTV lounge somewhere near.. erm.. I totally forgot where it was.. Where D's fellow camp officers held a drinks-and-karaoke gathering. Totally awkward for me as I'm the only female there. Hmph! But nevermind, occasionally, I'd like to be the odd one out.
Them officers.. One bar lar, two bar lar, three bar lar.. I just don't get it, honey. Heehee!
Well.. Us! Heehee!
Ahakz!
After that, we went back to our second place where D snored the whole night through & left me to watch an Indonesian horror flick on TV ALONE!! Ughh.. Okok. Initially, I thought it was just some magical, mystical kind of film, you know those movies where magical powers & flying here & there come about, but when some really ugly mummy-like creatures creeped from under the ground, I was totally under the covers..
Thanks so much, D. Haven't thanked him enough for that.
Heehee!
We had a good talk, too, that is, before he dozed off. A very very good talk. We talked about us, our confessions, our worries, our doubts, our trials. Yes. Its good to have these talks once in awhile. Very fruitful, indeed. I'm beginning to love him more every second. I really appreciate his presence in my life and how he turns my life around with the love he showered on me. And all that he's done just to be with me, it never goes unappreciated, eventhough I'm not really sure how to show it. Nevermind, I'll just keep loving & loving him more through the many ups & downs ahead.
Again? Again?? Not again!!
VAINS!!
Well.. D's off to camp & I'm missing him already. Sigh. So tight is this bond that I think I'm going to suffocate. Its not bad, hokay?! Just so attached to him that I actually kind of build another world where only the both of us lives in.
Now, is that good or bad?
Not that I'm saying, I'm shutting others from my world. Its just that now I'm leading two lives. One with him, the other with the others. Oh no no, I'm not saying I'm shutting him from my significant others either. Argghh! Just what am I trying to get at? Forget it.. Life's complicated, you know that, don't you? Guess that's a good enough reason for my blabbers today.
But all I know is that, I love him before, yesterday, today, tomorrow.. And forever..
** Kinda mushy, don't you think? But heck.. This is my blog & I have every autonomy to pen down my thoughts so if you dislike it, a click on the little cross on the top-right of the screen might do you some good.
Meanwhile.. For those who are still here, alive and kicking, I leave you with this Korean video which is very, very touching. I fell in love with it almost immediately after watching it, and believe it or not, it once brought tears to my eyes. So now, I'm sharing it with all of you, in hopes those little pearls from your tear-ducts flows too. See.. Me being generous yet again! Okok now, enjoy the vid alright?
Them officers.. One bar lar, two bar lar, three bar lar.. I just don't get it, honey. Heehee!
Well.. Us! Heehee!
Again?
Again??
Not again!!
