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:: Monday, May 01, 2006 ::
De day, or should I say night, went awesome!! Met Ying, my bro MatNoh & Umar at Orchard Mrt, went to Cineleisure's LJS, had our dinner den meet Sharul & Julia somewhere nearby. In the car, we were planning & planning on where to go.. They suggested we sit somewhere to drink. But me & the girls were against the idea cos they'll be drinking & we'll be duin nuthin. No entertainment sia! So bored.. So they suggested we go to Sahara to haf shisha, but the jugs & drinks there daym expensive. Another suggestion to go to MOS, but Sharul was against the idea cos the crowd's lame. Ahakz!
So.. In the end, after much argument & stress, we decided on.. Mahligai Manis. Makcow!! Dangdut mari.. Wakakaka! I was a virgin there tau.. But the place is nice lah. The ambience, the atmosphere.. Reali typical club2 dangdut. But u noe wat attracts me most? Yes.. He was there.. =(
The song If I Can't by Rupee came on, and I was searching for him. Its our song but I didnt see him anywhere. Ying & Julia took my hand & led me to the dancefloor. As if on cue, just as we were about to move, there was a dedication for me, from HIM!! OMG! I almost fainted on the spot seyy. I haf to compose myself..
I turned to a spot. There he was..
How I wished at that moment I could reach out & grab him.. =(
Then, there came the exchanges of awkward smiles..
All the while, my head was saying,"If only Im still with him..". I should stop living in the past, I know. But this feeling, its so hard to brush off. Is this the famous real love coming up to the door of my heart & knocking on it? Hard.
I dunnoe.
Wat I wish for now is, being with him again. And if that happens, I'll be the happiest lady ever to live. And I'm going to make him the happiest man alive. I will.. If there's a chance.
God, be on my side & answer my prayers.
Amin.
i've got your picture that you gave to me
and it's signed with love just like it used to be
the only thing different, the only thing new
i've got your picture, she's got you.
@ 5:16 AM
