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:: Wednesday, April 26, 2006 ::
I am now in a very gloomy setting & I wish to open up to everyone. Come. Take my hand & walk with me.
I'm a person who strongly believes that there will come a time in a relationship when the waves will come crashing, causing damage to every sparkle of hope there is in that bond. That wave which come to test the true strength of your love.
I tried though, so hard, to fight the wave. I stood firmly on the ground, letting the wave crash onto me, all the while still holding on. But I was caught off-guard. The moment I realise, I saw my love drifting away from me. Nevertheless, Fate has different plans. We didn't make it.
I never thought it would end this way.. I looked around at what's left. The damage done is.. Severe. Irreversible. And time, its such a cruel thing. Every second which passes me by drifts us apart.
But I didn't give up there. I slowly picked up the pieces of my broken heart, tried to fix it in any way possible but then I come to realise, some of the pieces are gone. Drowned in the storm. Those are the pieces of my heart which will never come back to me.
There was a hole where once stood a thumping heart so full of life. I don't know what to do with it. It seems lifeless, and of course, useless. I decide to flung it in the open sea but I stopped. Cause I'm afraid the pieces of my heart will somehow be found swept on the sand, and the thought of finding that small pieces to make my heart full again is what makes me hold on..
Right to this very day.
All that has happened between us, I can never ever forget. The conversations, those sweet written words, the smiles we exchanged, the kisses we planted on each other's cheeks & forehead, the caresses we gave, the hand-holdings.. All an assurance that we'll always be there for each other. But Fate has other plans, and I accept that. I just want you to know that the love I have once shown you, its still here in my heart. Nothing has changed.
We might or might not be together again. But what matters is, I still love you, the way I always do. Sigh.
@ 3:52 AM
